~when my sem break cum....work n family had being a important ting for me........sumtimes feel sad y im not inside d house for half day....all the times i spend on workg............bt .....haizzzz....
~sumtimes i juz feel tat y wont i keep mny from the beginning i working...juz a moment...i had work at my first job for 9MONTHS.....OMG....!!!!first job for 9 months....cant imagine it....n my bro had left me about four months...ya...four months......tis 4 months.....reli feel weird for me...coz no 1 i could rely on.....if my bro still here....is how good....i no need to settle everything...n he will help n teach me.....but now.....='((( he is not here.....anymore...how much i hope he could cum bek......
~tat nite i heard the second 'ORDER' from him...i quite blur qhen i heard it....i did....i did learn to be independent...i learn to be better.....but 1 ting is i cant be perfect as my bro.....i feell so scared whenever i be independent........i dunwan...dunwan........but wat can i do...i duno....D: i know juz felt sorry for him....i will try...i relli will try to get more better........
~tat day i get scold...tat moment i reli become freeze....coz....if outside...eventhough my family i will be so scared if they quarrel....now my bro not wth me juz me alone...i more scared...!!!!!!fuhhhhh......my fault duno y i can be tat stupid...hopw i wont repeat it again....n i dunwan to get scold anymore la....so sked leh....!!!waseh....................i cant imagine y .....ntg la......
~nowsadays.....cuming out more n more ting...i reli so confusing for all of tat.....tomoro i will continue to post it...if not my mum would kill me now.....now i juz hope tat sori la if i alwiz do mistakes......haizzz....i duno how to tell.....very sad nowadays......
~al i will do now is...i try to my part to d bez....i know im stupid enough........haizzz...i dunwan tel dy..........
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