im so sad

I'm very sad tdy..bcz I found out one more thing..the car..u borrow frm her...u dun even tell. Me...I was hoping u to tel me without I askg...u hv changes alot...u know??I dun like the nowadays's u...u r so much dffrnt...y u chges until like to gv up everytg...like...u gv up me..u gv up 38...but y nt her...or the sabah thingy??izit bcz u owe her too much...or u did sumtg to her??? I doesn't so care all tis but y u stil can cntct wth her..ur aunt n evry1...but I cnt...u alwz said I like to blame u...but do u care bout me??like tdy..last time even if I said dunwan eat..u will stil buy food n force me to eat...bt tdy..evn I eat o dun eat...u oso dun care. I dem hate the feeling whn I hv no time wth u...cnt eat wth u nvm..bt how come tat side u go eat wth othrs ...??!!haizzz...everyday I'm nt heppi..bt u dun even ask one wrd..n let me kep on sad...I juz wan u to care bout me....last time no matter.wt I said u wil find a way to hlp me solve....but now u even said u hv no comment bout wat I said...do u knw tis is so fuck!!!!!!!! all I wan is a table talk..I onli hv less thn 1month time..I knw if anytg hpn to ur report....I wil keep on quiet..bt I'm stil wil be so saddddd.... Man...wer is my line doll??can u gv me as a bday present for all..?? the whole set....??plzzz... Wer is.ur fighting spirit gone??izit u alrdy gv up all so tat now u r keep on goin pray until miracle hpn??last time whn I wan to gv up..u ask me wer is the 38 spirit....now...y u hv to gv up...if like tat can I juz leave here..??bcz I oso wan to gv up....I'm so tired.... Plz..I jz wan u to spend more time wth me b4 I leave...I jz wan u to care bout me.... althou sumtimes I still heard bout tat gurl...n I gt sad...I was hoping u will stand by me n prompt me...I juz wan a word frm u tat saying u won't leave me...gv me the confident...