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06/07/2013

~firstly...heppi bday to myself.. :D im 20th now...im getting older now... :p my frens was busy today so....they are not here to company me..but it doesnt make so much dissapointed bcz..stil gt ppl clbrate wth me at shop... thx so much for the celebration <3 tis is the 3rd celebration at shop..althou i do not know whther wil hav the 4th time celebrate wth thm o not...but all i can know is...im suprisingly heppi today..althou u did not make ur promise got abit dissapointed...i will wait for it ...i hope u didnt throw it away...half of it are sad...bcz the kids are stop frm wrk...alrdy..no1 wil company me talk anymore..i will miss her alot of coz..my hope are still the same..... ~i wan ppl or things tat i njoy with will stay wth me...especially U ~i wan bek my work and my family life...n more celebration wth thm... ~i hope tat business will get better and evry1 will be healthy... ~lastly,i hope tat bastard will get his revenge and all bad things will get out from me n you.....

im so sad

I'm very sad tdy..bcz I found out one more thing..the car..u borrow frm her...u dun even tell. Me...I was hoping u to tel me without I askg...u hv changes alot...u know??I dun like the nowadays's u...u r so much dffrnt...y u chges until like to gv up everytg...like...u gv up me..u gv up 38...but y nt her...or the sabah thingy??izit bcz u owe her too much...or u did sumtg to her??? I doesn't so care all tis but y u stil can cntct wth her..ur aunt n evry1...but I cnt...u alwz said I like to blame u...but do u care bout me??like tdy..last time even if I said dunwan eat..u will stil buy food n force me to eat...bt tdy..evn I eat o dun eat...u oso dun care. I dem hate the feeling whn I hv no time wth u...cnt eat wth u nvm..bt how come tat side u go eat wth othrs ...??!!haizzz...everyday I'm nt heppi..bt u dun even ask one wrd..n let me kep on sad...I juz wan u to care bout me....last time no matter.wt I said u wil find a way to hlp me solve....but now u even said u hv no comment bout wat I said...do u knw tis is so fuck!!!!!!!! all I wan is a table talk..I onli hv less thn 1month time..I knw if anytg hpn to ur report....I wil keep on quiet..bt I'm stil wil be so saddddd.... Man...wer is my line doll??can u gv me as a bday present for all..?? the whole set....??plzzz... Wer is.ur fighting spirit gone??izit u alrdy gv up all so tat now u r keep on goin pray until miracle hpn??last time whn I wan to gv up..u ask me wer is the 38 spirit....now...y u hv to gv up...if like tat can I juz leave here..??bcz I oso wan to gv up....I'm so tired.... Plz..I jz wan u to spend more time wth me b4 I leave...I jz wan u to care bout me.... althou sumtimes I still heard bout tat gurl...n I gt sad...I was hoping u will stand by me n prompt me...I juz wan a word frm u tat saying u won't leave me...gv me the confident...