U hurt me deepest

07/09~yesterday was another worst day for me..how cum u can shout at the road side wth me!!??do u know how hurt i am now?i ask u dun fight at roadside but u dun care bout it...u said u gt no wrg at all..u use a rude wY to talk to me is no wrong..u ask me whether i gt take u as my boss o not..now i wan to ask u bek..if i dun take you as my boss..y i shud do so much...do u knw money is nt evrytg!!!izit NOT!!!!the boss tat i known last time is nt like tis..he wont take the word 'boss' to tlk wth me!! Man,do u know u hurt me the deepest yesterday nite?i cry out loudly..y i shud becum so stupid..i had never been tis cheap before!!u juz gv me one word of sorri without anymsg..do u ever feel guilty of wT u did ??do u ever tink to drop me a msg..?do u ever tink to solve the problem btwn us?do u want our relationship bek to a STRANGER point?i know u choose her but does it means tat u can juz throw me a way like tat??!! i miss u...i miss those days where v r heppily tgthr..u said u wan overcome it wth me..is tis the way u did?? Wat do u wan from me??why u hv to make me wait for ur msg evrynite? Ur sori cant heal anytg...do u know the moment v arguing...i juz wan to move forward n hug u..to stop all of our fight..i dun wish to argue wth u evryday...

thx old man

3/09/13~thx old man...bcz u stil accompany me talk in middle of the nite...it is afte 188days i waited for tis moment..u said tis is a miracle...for me..perhaps is..or perhaps..not...yea,im so angry bcz u all did smtg bhnd me n wtht letting me know..do u knw the feeling of a stupid whn u being ask ques and u duno bout anytg?i do nt wan anytg to let thm knw bcz i dunwan to ctrl me anymore.. i know u think of my future n for my goods..but did u all tink whther like tat i can be hepi??i realli hope u all wont force me anymore plz..i juz wan to wrk heppily bcz anytg worst hpn... however,im heppi tat listen from u said tat u try to communicate wth my side ppl...i hope u can cont it.. ~today,thx for gvg me a very long speech but i still dun listen to u..im sorri..i jz wan to mke decision by myself like wat u say,i wanted to convience u all tat ntg wrg wth my decision..i dun agree tat hv a cert gt any wrg if nt wrkg at a big company lo..y cant i alwiz choose the things i like..?i saw u throw ur fon today..doesnt it hurt??im reallli sori bcz smtg i feel like im so useless..u gt alot of problem but i cnt help at all..so,i jz hope tat u will let me knw if u hv any problem..i still can be yur ears..im heppi tat u say u wil fibd a day cum out wth me..thx so much..hope ntg will hpn beforetat day reach...ohh ya!!tdy i lose..evry friday sure sntg hpn..i try my very hard but...haizz..im so sori....boss,i realli dun hope to leave tat plce...can u dun ask me go away?

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06/07/2013

~firstly...heppi bday to myself.. :D im 20th now...im getting older now... :p my frens was busy today so....they are not here to company me..but it doesnt make so much dissapointed bcz..stil gt ppl clbrate wth me at shop... thx so much for the celebration <3 tis is the 3rd celebration at shop..althou i do not know whther wil hav the 4th time celebrate wth thm o not...but all i can know is...im suprisingly heppi today..althou u did not make ur promise got abit dissapointed...i will wait for it ...i hope u didnt throw it away...half of it are sad...bcz the kids are stop frm wrk...alrdy..no1 wil company me talk anymore..i will miss her alot of coz..my hope are still the same..... ~i wan ppl or things tat i njoy with will stay wth me...especially U ~i wan bek my work and my family life...n more celebration wth thm... ~i hope tat business will get better and evry1 will be healthy... ~lastly,i hope tat bastard will get his revenge and all bad things will get out from me n you.....

im so sad

I'm very sad tdy..bcz I found out one more thing..the car..u borrow frm her...u dun even tell. Me...I was hoping u to tel me without I askg...u hv changes alot...u know??I dun like the nowadays's u...u r so much dffrnt...y u chges until like to gv up everytg...like...u gv up me..u gv up 38...but y nt her...or the sabah thingy??izit bcz u owe her too much...or u did sumtg to her??? I doesn't so care all tis but y u stil can cntct wth her..ur aunt n evry1...but I cnt...u alwz said I like to blame u...but do u care bout me??like tdy..last time even if I said dunwan eat..u will stil buy food n force me to eat...bt tdy..evn I eat o dun eat...u oso dun care. I dem hate the feeling whn I hv no time wth u...cnt eat wth u nvm..bt how come tat side u go eat wth othrs ...??!!haizzz...everyday I'm nt heppi..bt u dun even ask one wrd..n let me kep on sad...I juz wan u to care bout me....last time no matter.wt I said u wil find a way to hlp me solve....but now u even said u hv no comment bout wat I said...do u knw tis is so fuck!!!!!!!! all I wan is a table talk..I onli hv less thn 1month time..I knw if anytg hpn to ur report....I wil keep on quiet..bt I'm stil wil be so saddddd.... Man...wer is my line doll??can u gv me as a bday present for all..?? the whole set....??plzzz... Wer is.ur fighting spirit gone??izit u alrdy gv up all so tat now u r keep on goin pray until miracle hpn??last time whn I wan to gv up..u ask me wer is the 38 spirit....now...y u hv to gv up...if like tat can I juz leave here..??bcz I oso wan to gv up....I'm so tired.... Plz..I jz wan u to spend more time wth me b4 I leave...I jz wan u to care bout me.... althou sumtimes I still heard bout tat gurl...n I gt sad...I was hoping u will stand by me n prompt me...I juz wan a word frm u tat saying u won't leave me...gv me the confident...

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