~sanz plz...dun cry...dun sad....ntg worth u to sad.....its a very natural thing....thy are cousins....u r juz a human tat do not hv any relation wth thm...both of them!!ok!!!she did ntg....she still can get his care is a very logic thing...how??u regret tat u did so much of thing??!!i told u na..dun put too much effort..y dun listen to me.....padan muka la now....u cry for wat now....u cry for wat...!!jz shut up la.....world alwiz is like tis...wont treat gud ppl wth gud thing....if u tell him tis prob...do u tink he will care??no!!noone will care bout u!!the most painful thing is,..u r the one who totally so fed up!!but u stiill hv to look at ur hp screen n pujuk tat ppl to be happy...wat a world is tis???!!!!!!is it fair for u...??she is so cheering over thr ....u are crying alone here...wat a joke....who wan to care bout u!!!wake up la sanz!!!!
~im totally speechless now.....y shud i so sad.......alwiz they are the most important ppl to u especially ur gf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM JZ NTG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Sunday, September 9, 2012
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~i knw...sumtimes i gek u until u can die.....but soorrryyy lo...i juz making a joke...u dun alwiz so serious can ma??haizzzz........die..lo...die...lo....whatsapp cnt use alrdy..hw can i connect all over the ppl thn!!!0.oahahahahahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!especially u!!!!hope the thing will recover bek lo.....one more week scol gonna reopen...my old life gonna cum bek..but alwiz....holiday juz like started yesterday .....
no matter wat...holidayssssssss...i will miss u.....
no matter wat...holidayssssssss...i will miss u.....
Friday, September 7, 2012
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~one more week goin to start bek scol...bt for me...is juz still yesterday oli strt holiday..../.\ y holiday pass so fast....but could be ok la..cz tis hldy nt tat bored....n i found tat every nite i gt bek to home..afte eat n taking my bath....i got ntg to do except tv n comp....but tis sem break i dun spend more time for comp....or even drama...bt i spend more time on sleep..sleeep...sleeeppp...n sleeppp....is was juz a nice activity....if my mum din keep on mumble n mumble.....-.-....its ok...i know whn strt scol 4months will gt no days to sleep...=D
althou will afraid the timetable wil disturb my work...but tis time i nt tat sked dy....jz duno y..bt tis time i hope can c the timetable more fast....so tat i could plan to go ponteng...hahahahahahaha...hope so la...but still i hope my result will be gud...
~today oli i knew tat the reasoni forget bout the raya stuf..is bcz i gt to scream out all at tambun...now whn think bek i will found it is funny too!!haha...well...all past is juz let it past....i juz duno y he everytime...i oso duno hw to tell...ysdy oli talk bek ..i miss tat..u knw??i guess he wont knw bout it....bout the merdeka...i cnt gt to ipoh...at first i tot...juz left wthout inform him...but y evrytime at last...i gv up...duno for who..myself??for him??or for my job??althou i juz veli sad enough for tat day....then.......duno y he sick o stress tat day...the moment he slam on the table....i reli reli get dem shock...in my mind i juz tinking.....wathpn??my bro ask y i juz go n ask whthr his hand hurt...haha....im not angry cz he ask me to do thing...bt i juz duno y everytime u moody can u dun put ur attitude to us!!! especially whn v duno even one shit thing...except ur gf n ur mum.....or izit u tink tat u r the one paying us so tat u could do like tat......fuck man......thr is juz two ways...v could listen to ur problem althou v cnt solve it if u willing to share it..bt i knw tis is impossible cz the person who u wanna share is juz her....2nd ...u can do wtever u wan...bt juz plz dun put it on us...v are not toys......talk bout toys...i reli juz dem fucking hate him y everytime whn his sis exist he will treat me like his doll...push me away to his sis.....btw,his sis dun like to fetch me too...dun treat me like urs pet man..i could accept if u told me u cnt bring me..n think myself hw to go bek...i juz cant accept...y sjould u throw me juz like tat ...or am i disturbing the time u wth ur gf......??????tats y...the next day.....i ask my dad to fetch me...coz im enough pek chek...!!!!!argggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!whn u gud in mood u cum to tlk wth me...ok..im happy wth it...but i juz duno y i dun tl him d truth........mayb i,m too sked cz on merdeka tat day..i was juz joking...seriously i was juz joking.....y he wanna gv a big face n put all d vacancy outside..tis oso one of the thing i hate!!!n u still yell at me tat u could find othr person if i cnt wrk..heellloooo!!plz rmbr ur word!!!!i knw...tis world no one said cnt live wthout who rit?????u tink v dun care bout u??even ur sis could ask me bout u.....r aya was anthr long story.......i juz hate y he wan to rampas all my plan for holiday....especiaaly the laptop....no matter wat...for u,ur mum,gf,n them are most important for u...afte tat,whn i look at d laptop i will think bek of tat noon...i sit inside the car...im crying..bt i still hold for it....i cnt beleive u could said like tat tome....u wan take bek the laptop.......i begin to think...y shud i do so much..is tis all worth...y shud i care so much whn he dun even care bout me.....my feeling.............althou inside the car his voice touched my heart abit...my tears juz wan to run down from my eyes....u didnt knw bout it.......ever ytime u guess wt im tinking.....but tis time im not goin to let u guess anymore...in d next day i still help him to paste the paper....one more time i gv up,...duno y everytime i angry wth u....y couldnt it be long abit..y i still wan to help u...im juz a stupid shit...y i wanna help him!!!arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
SANZ:RMBR!!!!!!MOST IMPORTANT FOR HIM IS SHE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N U R JUZ NTG!!!!!!!
im learning....i knw..im learning to accept the fact...n im learning to let it go.....im learning not to care so much....im learning how to leave from him....and from the job tat i love so so so much................thr is juz too much sad n happy memories for me....... :')
~什么时候开始冷淡。。我怀念以前一起聊天的晚上。。。。你永远都不懂。。。afte u bek frm sabah...u told me hw gud is sabah...is tat sabah tat gud for u...if ur mum is wrking thr....i tink u alrdy very early move to thr izit???is her tat important to u???
~finalli u asked me y so many days i din company u to breakfast.....im glad to hear tat....reli happy to hear tat...=Dyesh...im angry wth u...my mum even advice me..no use argue wth u...but i juz angry..ntg can do...n u asked y my dad cum fetch me tat nite..i juz reli wan to tell him bek..y u asked me to go ur sis car tat nite....i knw u r sick...bt i juz duno y i so pek chek......><"""""""" today finalli i waited to go company u breakfast...from 10 i waited till 12...without any col or sms.....everytime..go work...or anywer..u r the person who i wont sms o col...but juz waited....i waited till 12finalli u told me u cant cum..i dun have any angry bt juz dissapointed...y cnt u inform me lerrrrrrrrr.....so dissapointed....dissapointed till i go eat myself......hello man...be time abit la....if tis man was my bf....from early i alrdy kill him man......
~hmmmmmmm.......my mum found a job finalli....hope she is ok...n hope he forgot me tmr n i no need go work....xD i juz hope...u dun be alwiz moody....i knw u care us more thn v care bout u...bt plz knw tat no one of us tat din care bout u.....i knw.....our's care are never ever ever will be more gud thn hers......
one thing i hope u would knw is tat...i hate waiting especially waiting those person who i reli waited for it... :') now,i juz miss those nite moments v wa tghtr....y u hv stop it???????if reli wan me to give up......haizzzz....i dunwan to said the word out..im still coward for the fact....SOORRRYYY...:'(
~nitez everyone....tomorrow wil be a brand new day...oh ya!!!today no more raining..happy for tat!!!=D
i hope tmr will be the same....n i will keep learning to keep my distance frm ............
althou will afraid the timetable wil disturb my work...but tis time i nt tat sked dy....jz duno y..bt tis time i hope can c the timetable more fast....so tat i could plan to go ponteng...hahahahahahaha...hope so la...but still i hope my result will be gud...
~today oli i knew tat the reasoni forget bout the raya stuf..is bcz i gt to scream out all at tambun...now whn think bek i will found it is funny too!!haha...well...all past is juz let it past....i juz duno y he everytime...i oso duno hw to tell...ysdy oli talk bek ..i miss tat..u knw??i guess he wont knw bout it....bout the merdeka...i cnt gt to ipoh...at first i tot...juz left wthout inform him...but y evrytime at last...i gv up...duno for who..myself??for him??or for my job??althou i juz veli sad enough for tat day....then.......duno y he sick o stress tat day...the moment he slam on the table....i reli reli get dem shock...in my mind i juz tinking.....wathpn??my bro ask y i juz go n ask whthr his hand hurt...haha....im not angry cz he ask me to do thing...bt i juz duno y everytime u moody can u dun put ur attitude to us!!! especially whn v duno even one shit thing...except ur gf n ur mum.....or izit u tink tat u r the one paying us so tat u could do like tat......fuck man......thr is juz two ways...v could listen to ur problem althou v cnt solve it if u willing to share it..bt i knw tis is impossible cz the person who u wanna share is juz her....2nd ...u can do wtever u wan...bt juz plz dun put it on us...v are not toys......talk bout toys...i reli juz dem fucking hate him y everytime whn his sis exist he will treat me like his doll...push me away to his sis.....btw,his sis dun like to fetch me too...dun treat me like urs pet man..i could accept if u told me u cnt bring me..n think myself hw to go bek...i juz cant accept...y sjould u throw me juz like tat ...or am i disturbing the time u wth ur gf......??????tats y...the next day.....i ask my dad to fetch me...coz im enough pek chek...!!!!!argggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!whn u gud in mood u cum to tlk wth me...ok..im happy wth it...but i juz duno y i dun tl him d truth........mayb i,m too sked cz on merdeka tat day..i was juz joking...seriously i was juz joking.....y he wanna gv a big face n put all d vacancy outside..tis oso one of the thing i hate!!!n u still yell at me tat u could find othr person if i cnt wrk..heellloooo!!plz rmbr ur word!!!!i knw...tis world no one said cnt live wthout who rit?????u tink v dun care bout u??even ur sis could ask me bout u.....r aya was anthr long story.......i juz hate y he wan to rampas all my plan for holiday....especiaaly the laptop....no matter wat...for u,ur mum,gf,n them are most important for u...afte tat,whn i look at d laptop i will think bek of tat noon...i sit inside the car...im crying..bt i still hold for it....i cnt beleive u could said like tat tome....u wan take bek the laptop.......i begin to think...y shud i do so much..is tis all worth...y shud i care so much whn he dun even care bout me.....my feeling.............althou inside the car his voice touched my heart abit...my tears juz wan to run down from my eyes....u didnt knw bout it.......ever ytime u guess wt im tinking.....but tis time im not goin to let u guess anymore...in d next day i still help him to paste the paper....one more time i gv up,...duno y everytime i angry wth u....y couldnt it be long abit..y i still wan to help u...im juz a stupid shit...y i wanna help him!!!arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
SANZ:RMBR!!!!!!MOST IMPORTANT FOR HIM IS SHE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N U R JUZ NTG!!!!!!!
im learning....i knw..im learning to accept the fact...n im learning to let it go.....im learning not to care so much....im learning how to leave from him....and from the job tat i love so so so much................thr is juz too much sad n happy memories for me....... :')
~什么时候开始冷淡。。我怀念以前一起聊天的晚上。。。。你永远都不懂。。。afte u bek frm sabah...u told me hw gud is sabah...is tat sabah tat gud for u...if ur mum is wrking thr....i tink u alrdy very early move to thr izit???is her tat important to u???
~finalli u asked me y so many days i din company u to breakfast.....im glad to hear tat....reli happy to hear tat...=Dyesh...im angry wth u...my mum even advice me..no use argue wth u...but i juz angry..ntg can do...n u asked y my dad cum fetch me tat nite..i juz reli wan to tell him bek..y u asked me to go ur sis car tat nite....i knw u r sick...bt i juz duno y i so pek chek......><"""""""" today finalli i waited to go company u breakfast...from 10 i waited till 12...without any col or sms.....everytime..go work...or anywer..u r the person who i wont sms o col...but juz waited....i waited till 12finalli u told me u cant cum..i dun have any angry bt juz dissapointed...y cnt u inform me lerrrrrrrrr.....so dissapointed....dissapointed till i go eat myself......hello man...be time abit la....if tis man was my bf....from early i alrdy kill him man......
~hmmmmmmm.......my mum found a job finalli....hope she is ok...n hope he forgot me tmr n i no need go work....xD i juz hope...u dun be alwiz moody....i knw u care us more thn v care bout u...bt plz knw tat no one of us tat din care bout u.....i knw.....our's care are never ever ever will be more gud thn hers......
one thing i hope u would knw is tat...i hate waiting especially waiting those person who i reli waited for it... :') now,i juz miss those nite moments v wa tghtr....y u hv stop it???????if reli wan me to give up......haizzzz....i dunwan to said the word out..im still coward for the fact....SOORRRYYY...:'(
~nitez everyone....tomorrow wil be a brand new day...oh ya!!!today no more raining..happy for tat!!!=D
i hope tmr will be the same....n i will keep learning to keep my distance frm ............
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
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~haiyayayayaya...everytime i look tis blog i juz feel wanna cry...coz tis is oli the place i could cry out...time are passing so fast....now alrdy sept....and my holiday is goin to finish duno how many more days...bout 2 weeks gua...when scol started i knw it will be a veli veli bad day...........i dun like it...so,better enjoy the holiday now...but nt reli njoy la....wthout anything special oso...except bek to ipoh tat hari raya time....
~sept duno is a gud o bad beginning...all thosee are bad things happen...the raya thingy i alrdy forgot bout it...luckily i could search a fren who can listen to my stupid stuff...but gt sum sentence she send to me are very useful like 'ppl alwiz care for the ppl who dun care for them'this all those sentence reli make my tears drop...i stil remember tat nite..tat day...i cry foe a whole nite..cry until im tired n sleep tat nite...evrything he did is truly very logic bt im juz duno so pek chek lo.....but my fren told is very truth ...is not worth i put myself in all those stupid trouble.....she told me tat is a nature....ppl alwiz ignore ppl who care for them...
'no one is perfect in tis world,.....high expectation will bring high dissapointed...'tis is a very sad case..haizzz..tat nite de thing i dunwan to repeat it anymore...all i remember is d moment inside the car his voice reli got touched me some...i felt...haizzz...juz very......n he explain me....all i can do is listen...bt luckily i could hold on my tear.......
~anthr thing is on merdeka day i was juz reli joking tat day....reli..i juz din think so much..n i reli hope tat i could go ipoh at that moment ...why???WHY??WHY?y he wan to becum so angry sddnly cum n scold me
!wat i did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today more pek chek..if dunwan bring me u tel me!!dun push me away to other ppl/....i feel myself is a toy/....u knw wat is toy...!!reli wtf la today!1!!!!!!!!!!!
~sept duno is a gud o bad beginning...all thosee are bad things happen...the raya thingy i alrdy forgot bout it...luckily i could search a fren who can listen to my stupid stuff...but gt sum sentence she send to me are very useful like 'ppl alwiz care for the ppl who dun care for them'this all those sentence reli make my tears drop...i stil remember tat nite..tat day...i cry foe a whole nite..cry until im tired n sleep tat nite...evrything he did is truly very logic bt im juz duno so pek chek lo.....but my fren told is very truth ...is not worth i put myself in all those stupid trouble.....she told me tat is a nature....ppl alwiz ignore ppl who care for them...
'no one is perfect in tis world,.....high expectation will bring high dissapointed...'tis is a very sad case..haizzz..tat nite de thing i dunwan to repeat it anymore...all i remember is d moment inside the car his voice reli got touched me some...i felt...haizzz...juz very......n he explain me....all i can do is listen...bt luckily i could hold on my tear.......
~anthr thing is on merdeka day i was juz reli joking tat day....reli..i juz din think so much..n i reli hope tat i could go ipoh at that moment ...why???WHY??WHY?y he wan to becum so angry sddnly cum n scold me
!wat i did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today more pek chek..if dunwan bring me u tel me!!dun push me away to other ppl/....i feel myself is a toy/....u knw wat is toy...!!reli wtf la today!1!!!!!!!!!!!
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