可以做自己喜欢做的事情。。真的很开心！

~我可不可以希望那天永远都不要到来。。因为我真的真的真的真的很喜欢我在做着的东西。。我只想过这种简单的生活。。可不可以让我选我喜欢做的工。。让我选我想要走的路。。我真的很难想象。。如果那天真的到来了。。我们会变成。。什么样。。他们根本就不懂我是有多么的不舍。。人次总。。还是要分开。。我只是不想也不要分开。。其实到现在我真的还不清楚。。我到底要的是什么。。？要继续走还是。。转个弯。。去选我喜欢做的事情。。救命啊！！！我真的没办法了。。。。
有时候真的会后悔为什么当初不好好想清楚。。天。。请你一定要帮我，。。我只想做我先在做的东西。。其他的我都不想做。。。:(


today duno y im so stupid....stupid until duno how to said...i have done two of the stupid things an d at last i din said it out too...its too ridiculous man...!!next time i shud practice to not pay too much attention when im selling sumting to cust...tis is my weakness ....!!while the cust try to take away my attention...i will forgot everytg...for wat have i did,....dem it man!!wont they feel fuck when they juz take sumting n run away/..damn it!!!i have to keep practice practice n practice..i know..... :( 
i had to promise anthr thing is next time i will reli protect my phone...car....laptop n everytg else..i reli never meant to hurt them.....i will try to protect it..plz believe me....n  will learn how to talk....ahhhh...y thr is so many things i have to change it!!!
thought i can have a nice week next week coz i oredy planned everytg to replace n all tat...but so sad tat i still have presentation on next fri..im so sad to hear tat man...reli so sad....im glad tat my fren finalli cuming bek from pinang!!cant wait to see her .....i reli miss them so much n sumtimes i would think tat is so gud if v r still tghthr...=D
if tis world everything can take money than gud lo....coz i juz have too much of thing tat i havent buy lo...haizzzzzz.......afte so long i still have to tell him tat sorry if sumtimes i make trouble to u...i know..i alwiz did it...hmmm..n thx for everytg....没有了那里就好想我生活中却少了一样东西。。所以我真的很不想离开。。 :'( fews day more doc gonna leave us duno for how long but i juz wish to c him bek before convo...without him thr ntg to laugh n eat d.hahaha....tat dayi heard from radio tat jane not goin to be dj anymnore...sddnly i felt like crying...she had been working thr for 4 years....its so sad for her to leave juz like tat....i only work for one year and the half...i alrdy cant imagine wat will i do if i leave tis job..although sumtimes i reli wan to leave when thr is a quarrell time...i know i have find a place tat i never laugh until so how i wan to laugh...laugh until the max..except than in front of my family....anyway,no point to think so far coz noone will know wat will happen n noone know.....其实你真的 会在意吗??

about my fren....now i understand is too hard to find sum fren tat to silly with u ..not only laugh wth u but also cry with u...i do not want to care to deep n put so much attention to them n him,...becoz..in the end u wouldn't know whether thy reli care for u o not.......they already from early forgot about me...so no point i jealous.....if one 'sorry' word oso u dun wan to said it out and juz like is ONLY OUR fault...its fine...tehy both can but i cant lo.......

tis year bday wish is juz same as usuall....i wish for the same thing but i know its impossible to happen..but at least let me have sumone to sara me la...xp haha ....life is too hard to walk....i know...

虽然又老了一岁。。可是还是很期待。。。我们一起来倒数六天！！嘻嘻。。=D
happi july everyone!!i love u mum...dad..... <3