fuck!!!!!!!!

~wat a cibai fuck day ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!got a human tat wont do mistake in this world mehhhhhhhhhh.........!!!!!!!!!!ma cho hai......dun let me c the 2 gurls summore im gonna kill them....!!!i cnt understand myself im angry wth him or wth tat three indians gurllll....fuck la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!i know is my fault but u need like tat or not oh......one wrong close up all my goods la.....i now oli know the meaning n today i experience it........ok la....u r the BOSS rit...wat else i can said...ntg i cpuld teelllll...wat the fuck......i cnt blame anyone...reli i cant blame....next time i rather dun do anything......dun care anything......belahhhlaaaa... i wan keep my distance....i wan leave....!!!! ~trust??my fren ask me to trust u wor??can o not oh??i dun tink so lo....haizzzzzz.... im stupid i reli stupid....is my fault y i still wan cry...padan muka la i kena marah...!!y wan cry!!fuck!!im not who oso la....who gonna care bout me....no one...no one...... :'( after tis incident.......... ~wat should i do now???wat feeling i shud bring???i duno y all d ppl are the same... n u oso d same oli.....i juz know in tat moment im reli toooooooo fucking shit sked n angry........n all can i do is my tears keep rolling down.....y i cried...i dun understand la.......last time oso i wont cry.....tis time i duno y....tis time juz let me feel tat its reli a gud choice for me to leave.............till tis moment oli i know...im not important at all!!tats all i know...... ~today is a fuck day....but i dunwan let my family to see it....i muz be strong n he is juz ur BOSS......i will alwiz keep remind myself...'keep my distance'

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~lol...blogger change new look....quite shock.... ~hmmmm...today finnallly timetable release dy....kinda....i duno how to said ....but human rit...dun so tamak la....its ok dy la...i tink so...bt i dun understand y on monday is until 5;30pm lo..haiz.....................but others day is 2pm...2pm...2pm lo.......hmmmm.....i duno la....scol gonna reopen on monday but im not planning to go ....coz my fren all havent cum bek...i neeed to wake up early dy in the morning.... :'( sad la...one month holiday juz past like tat....!!!!arrrggghhhhh11!!!!yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!i juz wan to shout now :'( ~work thr...haiiiizzzzzz....i duno wat to tell la....totallly bad mood...... 我我已经输了一半......另一半我应该怎么做？？？？give up???i try...i try....

reading mind

~yeaaaaaaaaaaa.....u alwiz read wt im tinking....how can u do tat??can i read bek wat u tinking....at least let me win once.....=D
how can u do tat....im totally shock of it.....GOSH!!!!!!
wat u told i listen coz it can make me feel more gud...comfort... :')

hmmmmmmm

~so fast bu ji bu jue....still one more weeks left....usual life....scol work...scol....work...now juz waited for the timetable n result to cum out lo...
hopes everytg goes well la,.... :)
~yesterday....while working time got a tb auntie...told sumting tat ...tat...i duno how to repond for it....reli duno wan put wat impression to ans her ....hmmmmmmm...
mayb she juz joking....i oso like ok lo........tat word i know is such a hurt word...bt wan do....actualli even myself duno wat the meaning of 'business admin' lo....its no point to fight bek if they wanna told like tat.....but afte tAT im alone in the shop...i know i started cnt to calm down bt i tried....yeaaaaaa....i do it....=D
hmmmmmm...thn he told me juz nw tat fellow tell the word ....dun take it so serious....u can hear bt dun put inside ur heart.......TIS SENTENCE........y u wanna told me??do i look i care or do i look sad....or do u care....n continued with she is umone who no education bt cn wrk till hih level...tats y...bt nwadays wthout education u cnt find a job...bt dun stdy till like doctor....hahax...finalli i smile wth wt he said...i understand tis world i oso duno wan said fair o not fair....those ppl with low education can get a job RM1***,2*** and ++++....wat is tis caLL I duno............inside d car i juz keep on tinking n tinkingof d word.....is it reli........thn im absolutely shock tat nite again he asked for dun take d word too serious,....tis time i reli smile.... =D duno for wat ...bodoh.....
but i know till now i still remember the word........i duno how to take it...
neway....thx to u.....=D

~tmr ...feel dunwan to go work.....but.....wat can do...hmmmmmmmmmmmm.....its time for me to go sleep.....tomro will b a brand new day rit??=D

~tat day i reli miss d moment....i duno whthr .............

haizzzzzzz......

Tis few days i saw bek alot of ppl tat i hvnt met such a long.. long....long....time....first is start from tat noon...i saw bek the uncle who had been for accident n almost...a year din met him bek...a year...a year...he suddenly drive his car n stop in front of me asked where u goin??work??OMG!!at tat moment im reli totally shock.about it....i juz duno wT shudni ans n i turned bek to look for my mum...haha...tat moment i reli shock la...its so glad tat nowDays he Lrdy can drive n walked up d stairs ...i knw is so much of painful...but all is ok now... =D

D 2nd person was him...is such..hmmmm....half year??i doesnt meet him...oh god i miss him so much laaaa......is all out of a sudden...y y...i keep on asking y he would appear in my shop....do u tink of me.......??do u nw hw much i miss u??
hwever...no mattr hw much heppi i saw him bek...i knw cnt chge anytg...
就算见回一个你想念。。深爱过的人。。又怎样。。他站在你面前的那一秒。。。你连一句话也说不出口。。。
只是知道你有多想念多想念那个人。。。reli.i miss u so much...n i juz wannna lt u knw tat im still loving u........

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~two more weeks my holiday gonna finis......its feel sucks!!!i want to stay in holiday duno y........its feel so gud enough!!!!!bt still i got holiday bt no frenss...
my frenssssssssssssss.......haiiiiizzzzz.....i miss her n him......how r u??did u miss me??n do u know how much i miss u???wat is in my mind actualli...u know i will wait for u....<3
i dun feel to talk tis fews days thou he talk to me...i juz duno y....i hate it!!!
sucks!!!but i mis d moment tlkg wth him lo...!!!!haaaahhhhhaaaaiiiiihyayayyayaayayya
im in teouble izit....!!!how can!!!how can!!!


~goodnitez la everyone....i wan continue my drama n i know tis thurs will be a veryy sad day for me lo....... :'( can i sick on ts thurs??so tat i hv a reason for not gooinnnnnnggggggggggggggg.........pllllllllllllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........how shud i goin to face her............aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

stupdddddddddddddddddd laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!why wan treat me like tis!!!!!!!

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~haiyayayayayayayayaya......very sad ahhh todayyyyy...YYYYYYYY!!!!y im sooooo stupid wan ahhhhhh....dem u!!!!hw cn u play like tis.......money man...!!!izit so funny??
i dun tink so loooo.....u wear expensive talk expensive ....bt got wat fuck use...!!??
buying thing like shit......if u cnt afford tat u dun act like u r expensive laaaaa...
watthe fuck....next time whn u cum bek....no matter wat u wan to do....i wont layan u anymore.......u go eat shit la......cb...!!!haizzzz...afte gv tis uncle gek once ahhh i felt like crying dy...so sad ahhhhhhhhhh....hw can i b tis stupid....the whole day i felt stupid lo.....only i knw eventhou alrdy a year im here....i still cnt help anything more lo.....i feel useless....wt hpn actualli.....?izit bcz of my interest??
or i get bored??or bcz i gt too more freedom??haizzzz....im so confused la....i felt reli didssapointed whenever he was so busy i cnt help anytg lo..... :'(summore all d customer oso buli me wannn.... :"(

~today he said tat i waste time....waste money.....at tat moment....i reli wanna drop my tear...at tat moment im tinking.....am i reli waste time n money....??if like taty im still walk on....shud i givv up n stop everyting now.....im reli din tink of it.......my interest reli not in study....study is not my path.....relliiii...thn he ask wat u wanna do afte finis diplome....y....y...y...all d thing he asked i cnt ans at all....tat moment...i reli blur thr...i juz wanna drop my tear....i reli wish sumone was thr to understand me...i even dun undrstnd wt im doin now...afte diploma wt im onna dooo...wat im gonna do....i reli duno....is tat im wastg my time n my parents money now.........................
y u alwiz could read wt im tinking n y alwiz i duno wat n how i cud ans u....who r u in my life????

~i juz felt tat im using ur ting so much....ur phone ur laptop even sum of my stuff oso given by u....world is so complicated....r u reli gud...or u juz wan me to stay...???juz using each other...i dunwan to stay in tis condition lo...is better i go find other job outside n play with so much of ppl outside thr....
whn i tld everyone bout my job...every1 said u r so gud n is hard to find sum1 like u.......but i duno is it real gud...or juz a play to make me stay....i need to grow laaaaa....world is complicated....i alwiz tot tat u r relii guddd...bt afte alll i m doubting whether my guess is true or wat...bt whnever i said i wan chge my job thy will said....y u shud change u got so gud place....haiiiizzz...wat shud i do...change or dun change.....sumhow....sumtimes i asked myself y i stay at my first job so long??izit bcz first time i cum out n work...or.....???haiiiiizzzzz...im confusing....................................................
his two sentence could make me becum so confused........................confused....

~in d car i heard sumting more sad....who is tat ppl for u actualli???gf??wife??partner??fren??best fren??or a fren tat more than fren but low than lover...??u like her??or she like u???who u told me tat sentence i reli juz wanna shout at u...i wan to take off for that four daysssss....is no point im sitting thr....i know.... :'( how could i face it.....how??why wanna treat me like tis...??at least gv me a ans....im tired of gueesssing n i nedd to do a decide....plzz la.....tis follow thurs will be a veryy dissapointed day for me....i know...................................