~nwadays....wt a fucking shit mood i gt????????!!!!!!!i hate tis!!!!!i hate tis!!!!frm the begining...i thght i relli can forget about it bt everitime the words oso cum through my mind.....y????y???all the fault is frm tat day....if i didn't pass throug thr...if i didn't go thr.....mayb i'll nt knw bout it...i thought i relli can foget bout it....bt i relli can't.......
~nw whn werever i saw u at scol i'll remind myself to look around.....mayb she is around......honestly...i reli hope she is nt around bt......she is thr.....everitime i saw u,....i'll saw her......i relli see it......bt wt can i do?????do a sad face????or try to force myself to smile wth u??? bt all i can do is i jz passby u....i dun care bout wthr u saw me or nt.......nw in ur eyes oli she is thr.........everitime.........i told u tat whn u gt hurt i oso gt hurt....actualii im lieing...lieing..........i relli gt hurt coz of ur deeds,,,jz dunwan to tel u.....
~get into the triangle love relli hard,sad,n hurt.....shit feelings!!!!!!!wt a shit im doing nw????if u r luving sum1 else...y wanna mis col me????y wanna msg me????y wana tlk about the things tat mke me can fall for u?????dun treat me like tis la plz......btw...im telling my self tat afte nxt week...u'll 4ever dissapear in my life..............4ever.....bt i jz wan to enjoy the left time........i luv u once.....bt u hv hurt me twice............shit.....shit....shit.........who the heck r u to mke me hate u,luv u,n care bout u........stupid!!!!!!!
~afte tis......gv me sume times......mayb afte finish scol time...i'll try to forget bout the things tat happpens.........i jz wana left the swit...i dunwan the bitter........tomoro im gonna to check out wt had happen............god!!!!plz gv me 1 week time to enjoy my day........wth sum1 tat i care bout it.......i f**k cry,i hate sad n i f**k forcing myself to laugh n smile jz like ntg happen.......
~PS:sori,.....sori...sori....im talking of too much the bad words.......except tis i duno wt can i do to release my shit feelings.........................i jz writing my feelings at the blog.........i promise tat nxt time i'll b clever a bit....nt to simply oli trust othrs.......bye....
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