U hurt me deepest

07/09~yesterday was another worst day for me..how cum u can shout at the road side wth me!!??do u know how hurt i am now?i ask u dun fight at roadside but u dun care bout it...u said u gt no wrg at all..u use a rude wY to talk to me is no wrong..u ask me whether i gt take u as my boss o not..now i wan to ask u bek..if i dun take you as my boss..y i shud do so much...do u knw money is nt evrytg!!!izit NOT!!!!the boss tat i known last time is nt like tis..he wont take the word 'boss' to tlk wth me!! Man,do u know u hurt me the deepest yesterday nite?i cry out loudly..y i shud becum so stupid..i had never been tis cheap before!!u juz gv me one word of sorri without anymsg..do u ever feel guilty of wT u did ??do u ever tink to drop me a msg..?do u ever tink to solve the problem btwn us?do u want our relationship bek to a STRANGER point?i know u choose her but does it means tat u can juz throw me a way like tat??!! i miss u...i miss those days where v r heppily tgthr..u said u wan overcome it wth me..is tis the way u did?? Wat do u wan from me??why u hv to make me wait for ur msg evrynite? Ur sori cant heal anytg...do u know the moment v arguing...i juz wan to move forward n hug u..to stop all of our fight..i dun wish to argue wth u evryday...

thx old man

3/09/13~thx old man...bcz u stil accompany me talk in middle of the nite...it is afte 188days i waited for tis moment..u said tis is a miracle...for me..perhaps is..or perhaps..not...yea,im so angry bcz u all did smtg bhnd me n wtht letting me know..do u knw the feeling of a stupid whn u being ask ques and u duno bout anytg?i do nt wan anytg to let thm knw bcz i dunwan to ctrl me anymore.. i know u think of my future n for my goods..but did u all tink whther like tat i can be hepi??i realli hope u all wont force me anymore plz..i juz wan to wrk heppily bcz anytg worst hpn... however,im heppi tat listen from u said tat u try to communicate wth my side ppl...i hope u can cont it.. ~today,thx for gvg me a very long speech but i still dun listen to u..im sorri..i jz wan to mke decision by myself like wat u say,i wanted to convience u all tat ntg wrg wth my decision..i dun agree tat hv a cert gt any wrg if nt wrkg at a big company lo..y cant i alwiz choose the things i like..?i saw u throw ur fon today..doesnt it hurt??im reallli sori bcz smtg i feel like im so useless..u gt alot of problem but i cnt help at all..so,i jz hope tat u will let me knw if u hv any problem..i still can be yur ears..im heppi tat u say u wil fibd a day cum out wth me..thx so much..hope ntg will hpn beforetat day reach...ohh ya!!tdy i lose..evry friday sure sntg hpn..i try my very hard but...haizz..im so sori....boss,i realli dun hope to leave tat plce...can u dun ask me go away?