18th day of 2012.......

~today finally.....go settle d0wn my hair....wish to dye...for a long time...n i did it today.....1st time dye hair....n let a guy do my hair....neway,thx for my mum to paying....=D i told my boss to be wrk on 1.....bt i reach thr bout 4...luckily ntg hpn....fuhhhhh........

tis few weeks n fews day....evry1 was busying decorate hse n did all the new year stuff....but i juz same wth othrs....no feeling duno y.....but i juz waiting for my holiday!!i want sleep....!!/,\ tis holiday not gud at all!!!no ttime to sleep....i hope tat my stomach will becum better....dun make me feel sick of it plz......

~sumtimes its quite gud to have a decision maker beside u.....n i tink i hv found 1 kut..........tis fews days still thinkg wat shud i do....??buy o dun buy.....gosh!!! i duno wat shud i do.....tis fews days was reli fckg tired n hot n i duno how i wannna describe n my stomach are so shit paining,,...!!!!war's happening...!!!!

~tis time i gt the same feeling agn....y....yy....y shud a human hv a feeling called 'jealous'.....i shouldn't gt jealous actually...im nt blg to any1 oso...n im jz ntg in front of......i hate tis feeling so much!!i knw im in trouble....WHEN i care bout who....what.....n y it's happened,....haizzz....y shud i care so much...y shud i care when sometimes u so cold to me...n sometimes u become so friend to me......wat happen to me actualli...y those feelings all cum bek...??im keep on telling myself is impossible....imposibble to ha[[en n dun tinkk bout it anymore...n sometimes i choose to leave!!!im so sick of it....fall in love once is enough ....n i dunwanna hurt twice....it relli hurt when u loving sumone tat dun love u;...more hurt...~~~i dunwa to hurted the second time....busy had make our distance more far apart....i dun like...why????tis time I WONT FOLLOW MY HEART...!!!LET ME CONTROL U!!!IM NOT GONNA FALLING IN LOVE....!!!!!!

~2012.......

~new year.....new life....??
new year.....i will walk without u.,....
new year.....no more tears for the ppl who dun worth it anymore
new year.....i wan sumone new....=D
new year.....new hopessss.....
HEPPI NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!