today....

~everyday juz kep on facebooking...work time fb...home fb..and at kolej oso fbooking...haizzz...duno when oli i wl strt my studies seriously....my mood to do all the works..all gone...reli gone...i jz feel tat so tired...veli tired..i jz dnwan do anitg....jz wana stay by hm...n do ntg.....

~fact is fact..lie is ie....y?y??Y??Y???no matter how much mre time i advce ppl..advce myself..i stl cnt shge!!!!y i stl over u...??god,plz tke hm out frm my mind...i wan concentrate of wt im doin nw.....if stl keep on lke tis...i knw wt wl hpn in future...it's gonna be sooooooo soooooooo sooooo dem worst...!!!

biGGset pAin iN lIFe:

tO sIt fRonT Of tHe peRson
u loVE a loT aNd sHE
iS crYing iN fRont Of u
fOr thE peRson sHE
loVED...:(

i sw in sum1 page.....bt i tell :
biggest pain in life:
to sit in front of the person
U love a lot n he
is happily storying for
for the person he loves.....='(


~sigh!!!!....i walkin bhnd fllwg ur step...u jz duno how i fel....veli pain ting...u duno........i m fllwing u..waitg for u when oli the day wil cum u turn over ur face to me...when oli u wl realize...i hv follow u for a longgggggg time...im almost tired...i sked to lost u...i reli sked tat day wl cm......y cnt u jz chge ur mnd n dun mkg ppl sad.....wt's the reason im stl cryg for u!!!!WTH...!!!i hate myself....
frm beginning til now....cnt u jz 4gt wt hd hpn n tlk as usually we tlk...???im all alone...my frens alwz avice me to 4gt everytg n jz act lke ntg hd hpn b4....althou is easy to o i...bt im jz xbrve engh....i knw..if v gt bek lke last time..i knew d hurt feelg is stl insde d heart...

~GOD....wt shud i do now...i wait no wait wait or dun wait....wait or dun wait y mine tears stil drop for him...everytm whn i wana give up...he wl alwz cm bek to my mind...y ts shud hpn....im alrdy so tired...i cnt concentrate anytg...i jz cnt forced myslf......U ..!!!!!tl me wt shud i do....i luv u so mch last time.....tl tody....y i stl cnt che my mnd...althou u alrdy change alot...alot...!!!

~can u jz accpt a person tat u luv so much sddnly chge into a stranger jz lke u hv nvr known b4.....cn u accpt it??!!!i xundrstnd y u cn chge so easily...bt im stl styg hre...waitg....stl xwan to chge....wt the hell prob wth u...im stl waitg......
jz 1 year.is tat so long time for u???jz a year cn chge u til so stranger for me...!!!!!I HATE U!!!I HATE U!!!PLZ GT OUT OF MY MND!!!FOR WT U STL IN MY MND THOU U ALRDY DUN CARE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!I DUNWAN CRY FOR U ANYMRE!!!!!I DUNWAN!!!!!!!
frm tat minute begin...i knw i shud chge too...i jz waitg whn d tm wl reach...
its so hard for me..................='(((((((((((((( so hard...i miss u alot...i reli blank wt shud i do now......????

8 june 2011........

~fuhhh.....lastly i pass thru my blog...since duno hw mani lg tm i xupdate my blog...
jz y...i hv not engh tm!!!!i hate it!!!my life had chge!!!last tm i was 7am out frm hse thn 1pm or few hours later i wl reach hm!!!bt nw...frm 7am i out thn 8pm oli ..eh..no...is 10pm oli i reach hum!!!wt a life is tis man...!!i hate it....i more prefer to the secondary scl life...i gt tm to ply wrk n laugh...nw..is stl blur lke hell...n hurt like wan to die...today raing...i walk alne frm my klj canteen to my clas...i tot is was so hapi cz i cn run in d rain...but it's not!!!IT MAKES ME FEEL SO COLD!!!!!!!!!SO COLD....i xno y...1st tm i flt the rain cold lke hell...no1 bsde me...i jz wlk as fst as i cn....i xwn to sty in d rain anymre...tat tm i knw...smtg amiss was in my heart...=(((thn i gt cls till 7pm so,i drve alne agn ...so sked cz sky dark dy..thn tke 1 hour oli reach hum ca jam...haha...=D whn jam it rmnd me of my frn..=)

~today i jz had a nice day....when break tm i went cm wth my best frn...well,her frn oso thr bt all were frendly..haha...being enjoy wth thm...ok,jz hv a lunch thr n walk around cm..i jz 1st tm oli visit thr...thx for th brging me go..=) at last thy brg me go segi oso...thn thy brg me bek to tke bus...reli sesat tat kolej..haha...whn wana go bek time..two of thm hug me...haha...so,i jz rply thm bek. n tl bye to thm...today reli hvg lot of fun n 1st tm i tke bus ownself..i hope nxt tm...wl hpn agn..bt jz duno y tat bus go pass thru pavi!!!dem!!i was reli reli reli shock man!!!xno y...i sigh...haizzz....sg.wang,sogo n so much mre plaza i pass by...it's so much hapi for me....

~it's engh i tink i write untl here....im alrdy tired n lazy...wl wrte out more nxt nxt day...=)bout sum1 n sumwer...nitezzzz...