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~too mani ppl leaving the world...mke ppl more understand wt the meaning of 'APPRECIATE'i tink...n now i knw tat no matter hw old or hw young the person r.......thy stl wil leave here.........

seem every1 stl alive.....plz live ur life wth no regret coz ltr...no matter how hard u cry.....TIME wouldn't cum bek............so,plz appreciate n tke care of the ting u hv rite nw......i knw i crappg so much here bt i won't do it...hehe....bt let me try.....at least once......

~duno y,nwdays....im advising ppl for duno wat laaaarrrrrrr.........bt i juz knw hw to advice,coz whn cm to myself.......i jz knw to cry........CRY CAN'T SOLVE THE PROBLEM.......tiz is wat my fren told me........n oli i knw....yap,cry can't do aniting.......bt whn u can't hold it anymore........jz cry laaa....it wil mke ur heart mre....light.....hmmmmm........i told my fren.....'dun bcz of 1 smal tree,u lost hope for the whole jungle.....'i knw the ting tat u can't get it........the more v wan it......including me.....i luk out thr.....i waiting for u,u waitg for othr ppl....thn waitg for anthr person......i wonderg y ppl waitg like tis............n summore thy doesn't reli knw the attitude of sum1 thy r waitg for.......i reli hate tis....n i HATE MYSELF MORE!!!!!!!coz im doin the same ting....I OSO WAITG FOR SUMTING!!!!!!GOSH!!!!!im goin to be crazi......im advising ppl bt im the 1 did tat ting.....haiz...fel like wat tis stpd world is laaaarrrrrr............

WAITING FOR SUMTING TAT WITHOUT DIRECTION...........reli SCARED for me.............. hope the 1 tat r waiting out thr....wil get wt thyu hope for.......=)

~next month n wah.....duno how mani day summore...it's trial spm.......haiz...everyday seem like wana stdy bt whn i luk at the book....n the book luking at me....reli fel like juz go die larrrr...no ned stdy agn ....haha.........bt the ting im wori nw is....tat stpd PLKN........reli i wan go for it bt 3months...although jz 3 months........BUT THREE MONTHS EVERYTING CAN CHANGES.......

ARGGGHHHHHHHH..........i can't imagine it la.....wt wil hpn.........PLKN y choose me...sumtimes i fel like unfair lo........y....y me!!!!!!i hate it laaaaa.a..a...........................haiz.......i juz dunwan to leave here.....do u knw........i dunwan to leave here......reli dunwan...........T_T....

~tat day plan to go pavi geh....bt sumtg hpn so no go dy lo.....hmmmm....nvmla....goin nxt time....

tonite goin to clbrte for ghost festival...n tomoro dunwan go scol.....hope so.......everyday raining nwdays....yah...raining reli nice....bt bad memories would cum bek to my mind......

~aal i hope now is every1 could live hapily....n take care of thmself.......n plz increase MY SPIRIT TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!lastly,I DUNWAN GO PLKN!!!!!!!!I DUNWAN TO LEAVE HERE......haiz....tinking sum idea for dunwan go thr.......

im wonderg how the life would be afte spm....sure i will mke it bcum crazy!!!!!!n fnd more money to buy ting wana long time ago................

every1....tke care...rmbr.......

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

SAD!!!! =(

~duno strt frm which day,which time.which month....i started to feel tat im alone...she is not the 1 i know anymore....jz lk....til now lk everyting goin bad oli.....haiz...sad lo....alot of ting...duno wer to tel it..i shld go fnd a tree hole...n thn express wt i feel now.......sumtime fel tat thy r very irritating.....

sumtime.....r crazy....hope my hate wont go so deep lo........y nwdys everyting bcm secret dy???i gt do anyting wrg.....ah??alwz im left bhnd....n like no1 care bout me......im sked for spm now......now spm.....even trial....gt hw many weeks more oli........my dem la!!!!!!!

~y the one i need he wont cum out........the place tat i wan go wont reach.......the ting tat i want do wont be done.....reli in fuck mood now....i reli duno how to do now....lk everytg is probz everywhr...

who can solve probz for me....whr can i ask help...who i can tell all tis....plz lo.....im goin to boom out........ma de.......I NEED HELP AHHHHHHH!!!!!N I NEED YOU LO!!!!!!!

~nwdays,pjk v wil lay baseball....veli nice leh!!!!today try to beat the bal.....i get it....haha....bt i gv ppl kill oso....sad.....thn my clas place chge dy lo.......lagi sad!!!!i cant tlk wth thm dy.....boring lo...

ysday a teachr cry bcz of sm1......wah,shck lo...bt teachr......u r gud for teachg us........

mega sales started now.......i wan go leh...all the shopping complex n buy mani tings to cum bek...haha...lol.........reli sad lo today....haiz,rain agn....errr........=(

~lastly.................................................bored....reli bpred...y every1 changing n disappearing????

y no1 bside me now????thy tel tat if u felt lonely or sad...dun forget bout ur family coz thn wont gv up to u.........thy wil support u....bt yes meh????????