~????????

~WAH.......ysdy reli reli reli duno hw to describe ahhhh..............DEM BORED IN THE CLASS!!!!!!dem stpd...the whole day no teacher in our cls....wt's hppng?????if i knw i wnt go scl today...haiz.........although it's boring bt v stil njoying alot!!!!haha.......duno hw we spend time in scl today........recess early,go back early........walk around the scl like wt oli....bt gt pameran sc...so,v went thr for a vst la....quite nice geh......heee.....thn....whn at cls....try to do sum work...bt mood is so suck......i jz left the work n go njoy tlkg,plyg...n wlkg arnd....thght to go bek hum early mrng bt v xdo it.....so gud....haha.....thn go bek time alone....luckily my mum cum....afte tat went sm...oso ntg...jz a word for today!!!!BORED!!!!

~today ahhh.....gud a bit la...bt duno y every1 so quiet oli nwdays.....duno wt hpn leh????many ppl didn't cum scl today...tat's y so boring today...i tink....bt today gt stdy la...ok a bit.....nt so bored...jz whn akn tm...like stpd oli...all of the bros cm in the clas....haha......thn went go bek tm oso stay for a while....dun lk go bek so fast......at scl oso bored....at scl oso bored.....everyting is bored for me!!!!!1cn ani1 tel me wt's hppng to the earth??????

~OMG!!!!nwdys oli realize tat i bcm dark dy....i dun wanna bcm an indian or any africa ppl........i wan bcm fair bek,....duno wt's hppng to tis earth.....too hot n dem hot.....althgh it's raing bt still the sun is thr...stpd rit???haiz....wt a pelik???nwdys....i nd money man......goin here goin thr...mani place tat v hd plan to go nwdys......^^hmmm,,,,...tat's y nd to keep money....cnt use alot......tomolow gt scl leh......dunno fun o nt..jz hope everyting goin smoothly......tis week umi is nt in scl...tat's y v r so relax wlkg hr n thr...lolx....bt thx la...u r nt here......2molow......jz hope wil b fun......so fast 1 week had over......n didn't c u for tis week...mayb i had miss u???haiz....whr u went?so busy ha???

~hhhhuuuuuuuuuu......GIVE me some SUNSHINE,

GIVE me some RAIN,

GIVE me another CHANCE,

i wanna GROW UP once agn?

I wanna GO BACK 2 the time i 1st MET u.............

i jz love the simple day,simple life......

~tis whole week for me is too great....i tink...afte i feel sick for sumting frm last time.......well....wt had hpn tis week is juz so simple that i ever tink......hhhuuuuu......im goin on wth my life tat ntg to tink bout it n ntg to b worried bout it.......bt im stil tinking bout sumting nw.......juz put it away la....wtever u did..........juz leave it la...im soooo tired wth tat........reli hope sum1 cn understnd wt im tinking nw......

~tis week the four days...oso v had over-walk lo......walk arnd the scl n wlk bek hum...n i getting late to home sumtimes afte scl...i reli like to gt bek late afte scl...jz c........n im over-act????i oso duno????juz today mrng reach scl...teachr announce tat 1st til 3rd place cn go for the anugerah,....lol....im dem hapi lo...bt whn the reheasal.....dem bored sitting inside the hall..cz i tink it wld b veri fun ma...bt not as i tink wan.....haha........ysdy n today bcm a gud gurl....went bek hume so early la...haha...i oso syok wth myself.........

~hhhhhmmmm......all i want said is thx 4 'u' n 'u'........bt im still worried bout sumting bout u....sori la.....i oso duno hw to said,.....TIME reli make me scared.......i cant FIGHT wth the time....

n i wont FIGHT wth the nonsence ting.....jz whnever i saw her...will rmnd me bout u........i knw tat i cnt STAND for all of tis if i dun hv u all.......my best fren.........dun wori.......i wont bcm so stpd..mayb...n i dunwan bcm a fool......................jz wait n c.............

????????????????

~I don't wanna feel the way i do,

I juz wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see us apart,

I juz wanna say straight from my HEART.......

I MISS YOU.......

???????????

~MEETING you was FATE....

becoming your FRIEND was CHOICE....

but FALLING in LOVE with you....

was completely OUT of my CONTROL....

hmmmmmm..........

~wah....today dem boring whn stdy for akaun....huu...i duno fel like wt...bt jz whnnthe bell ring oli....i gt out frm the cls n wlk arnd the blok d,e....haha.....nwdays bcm the blok d,e guard......bt thn v oso pontg the mm cls for 1 period...n bm cls half period.....dem nice lol.....jz y...cz of pntg mm is v went search for tat umi la......search the whole scl oso cnt fnd.....whn v dunwan c her,she cm out...whn v wan her she dunwan cm out......like stpd li rit????ahhahahaha......thn v keep on wlkg until our leg r dem kebas...nw oli i fel my leg reli tired of wlkg....haha.....thn...nvm...v went bek the cls......rest....wtr drnk alot n v need the fan as well....haha.....n my sick fren went to rest at canteen thn went bek.......whn in the journey asl en.aziz whose the guru tugas.....bt he said our cls teachr.....bt actuali our frm teachr oli askg us go fnd othr teacher.....he jz rmnd me bout tat day......whn i as k him y didn't teach us for sej?????v miss u,u knw....thn teachr answer me....'hmmm,i didn't teach ur cls cz gt a better teachr to teache u al'...whn i heard tis...gt a bit sick la....teaher,u r gud u knw......nt bcz of no wrk....bt bcz u reli nice la.........althgh nw the teachr teachg us is veri bored.....bt.......she oso ok...jz she gvg mani mani ofwrk....i knw it's for our gud...tat's y i still doin it......hehe.....whn he tl me tat's a 'better teacher to teach us'.....it remind me of.....'it's hv a better ppl to love him'.....hahahahaha.....wt im tlkg la.....jz y...i abit crack dy nwdys,........jz a bit isck la whn teacher tld like tat.....

~thn afte scl....went eat sushio at sm wth all the chse gang...all the sushi....jz rm2....gt promotn la....bt it's raining tat time....i oso duno.......dem cheap rm2 rit.....haha...tat's y eat alot....afte tat went for a wlk....went lepak at bowling thr.......go snap pic...haha...of coz la......til 5pm oli reach hum....reach hum oso nvr bath jz....straight away whn slp...haha....so smelly....^^at nite it's reli dem tired n pain dy........tat's y go slp 10pm...i didn't touch the bag oso.....so nice...lie down oli slp....thn being disturb by fren...at

~ffuuhhhhhh......

~wah....today over reaction dy....haha.....actualli...stil angry wth my mum...i duno la...she is childish o over....u r over la mum!!!!she goin to ipoh bt dun wanna brg me go....summore...she is goin on her self...wt the shit la...u cn go urslf v cnt go....i jz dun like the reason tat she tl us y v cnt go......she said v hvg scl so cnt go....wt a merepek....my mum alwiz like tis....everyting stdy cm 1st for us....bt does she knw tat v r stress engh for the STUDIES!!!!!!the more u force me...the more i'll hate stdy k!!!!i

reli hate it cz wt so important the scl....jz hldy for a while oso cnt....u alwiz said stdy....stdy n stdy...bt do u ever tink of our feeling!!!!!!!haiz.....i oso duno wt to do nw....actualli tis time i nak sgt to go bek is bcz of my scl thr...i jz wana go thy vst the scl n al the frens thr......i reli kecewa tis time....bt nw ok a bit dy la....cz i shout alot today....

~at scol....gt a ceramah today...so v cn skip the moral cls....bi cls...n 1 period of mt cls....i thght v goin to skip tat oso.....^^bt v jz stdy 1 period la.....in the hall of ceramah....n i shout whn tlkg smtg...i oso duno y...til my fren ask me y im so excited for tis ceramah....haha....actuali tis drmh bout stress...tat's y...haha...n the penceramah was hndsm ...lol....haha....so afte tat my geram oso a bit relax dy la....^^

~nwdys....whnevr v ntg to do oli v will go vst the blok d,e.....v oso duno wt's the reason...jz simply wan exe...btw.....v r goin pntg actualli......n sure la...jz to c sm1....haha!!!!!!!nolah....jz nice la....i dunwan alwiz terperuk kat cls oli...dem boring....i knw it's time for SPM bt smtms v nd rest oso rit????hehe.......

~well....today hv a queit fun day......thx god??

~y mz put a title here ???

~hmmm....it's second day of a new week......TUESDAY...lol.....scl stil goin gud so far....well...n today jz a bit hapi no nd stdy for akaun n sej teacher will mc for the whole week....wwwooohhhh!!!!haha/..

cn hv fun in the clas...n whn recess time go lpk here n lepak thr......bt whn akaun time im doin akaun althgh thhr is no akaun..haha...hapi lol....finally fns the wrk....haiz...wt a crap la???i jz feel like y all the wrk like tak dpt fns oso???nvm...i will fns it...jz sumtimes veri angry wth it cz cnt gt the answr.........n jz today a fren ask me to ask him f**k off.....i get a bit hurt whn hear tis....haiz....

v all saw wt hpn last thrsdy....n i feel dem sad whn c them...afte reach hum oli...im crying my self...

wt i wanna tl is sumtimes v shld thx the GOD cz whn sumtimes u sad....HE wil gv u sumting to make u hapi...jz like tat day.......reli thx the GOD......

~ysday...v snap for our cls photo...1st2 veri hapi to snap it...bt duno y sddnly it rmnd me tat tis the last year of snapping it......n i strted to tl my frens......'tis the last year'...omg.....still gt bit sad...gt free post...i oso duno wt post i do it....nd wait for nxt year oli cn c it...i hope the last yr probz wnt occur....cz last year wan damage dy...haiz...jz hope tis one will b fine......my last year of scl life...... mke....ppl...i oso duno la...althgh v all waiting for the day tat no need stdy....^^...me too la...of course waiting for it.......im goin to round here n round thr of tis scl tis yr..last yr mz go try it...ponteng n all the stpd ting tat cnt do afte fns scl...haha....ysdy my fren ask me to sri gombak c the bola tampar match bt oso didn't go...haha...still a gud gurl.....lol...

~hmmmm....wat else ah......ohh....my mum lie me dy...if not means i oso go ipoh to visit the baby dy...haiz...so sad......cnt go thr....nwdays i jz like to find sumting to do....i wan make myself bz...jz to 4gt sumting or wt???i oso duno y i bcm like tis...i knw it is no use cz i jz wana run frm the reality bt life shldn't b like tis...v shld face the reality......i jz dunwan the reality.......n u need to b patience for sumting tat cum for a success.....n im not a patience ppl...i hate waiting for sumting tat i wan to get it......bt nw im training my self to wait to get wtever i wan.......afte u get it....u oli will feel tat all ur wait is sooooo worth...n im waiting for the day to cum......

~U ask me to wait........yah....i can wait for it....i will wait for u.....bt.........i duno wt else i cn do nw...jz keep on waiting.....i jz hope all my regard of wait is i will get wat i want......i dunwan the end to hurt me once more......so,i jz keep a normal mood to wait.....not to hapi...n not too sad...plz..

wtever hpn.........no1 will knw......jz let me la....cn tel me y wan do like tis ahhhh????i jz sked for the end.......im not scaring for wat...i reli jz sked for the end....duno wt will hpn......bt i'll trust u???

bcm bored nwdys...duno y.....reli tired to tlk wth it....n duno hw the way v use to tlk last time n u jz hurt me.......hw cn u tl like tat haiz.......if i cn wish for a ting......cn i gt the power to read ppl mind???the oli i'll knw wt thy all n wt u tinking.......i jz wan to company n tlk wth me.......bt duno y jz bcm so alone.......

我可以等待。。。可是我怕。。。我怕。。。我等了过后的收获。。。只有苦没有甜。。。我真的再怕着。。。我只希望。。我等了过后的收获。。。是我想要的。。。我不明白为什么要我这样做。。。可以告诉我吗？？？我已经猜得好累好累了。。。。。只想你陪我。。。。

you knw i never wana hurt you...

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...

DIL3MMA.....

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you


Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block
from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need
to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but
that’s okay
‘Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my
position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mami hittin’
And in no time I better make this friend mine and
that’s for sure
‘Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy
home
But there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t
leave her ‘lone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you


Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin’ trippin’ , and hate up
all the girls
And there’s no way Nelly go for it
Ain’t f***in’ with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole
demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in
his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,
don’t you forget it
But it ain’t that easy for you to back up and leave
him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you


Sing it for me, K


I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know
Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah


East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(‘Cause you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you


East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right


East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you


No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you


Yeah, yeah


East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right


East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

i wan nobody bt u........

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

~????????

~wah...so hapi today rech friday dy....ysdy dem nice......onli stdy for sej n bm....othr tat v jz njoy tlkg n sleeping....mkg noise n lpkg arnd the scl....haha.....if everyday oso like tis kn bagus...haha....

today finally cn rest a bit lo.....if nt ah...im goin to die..lolx......cz so many many wrk need to do.....bt i so stpd go n leave my addmt buk in the class...haiz....so dai mong ahhhh.......nd to do in a paper agn....as i said... i will fns it....try my best....hehe.....

*bt nw....form 5 ting is more easy thn the form 4 ting.....the mt mm......keep doin on it cz not so hard...haha.....y no1 at sc4 on9 at fb geh.......so boring........suppose to go ipoh nw.....bt simply dunwan go cz oso duno y.....^^........

~haiz....ntg to said dy....jz hope wil gt a nice weekend.......hpe nt boring the weekend......bye....

+ actually......u stil angry ah????

sori,.......nw i undrstnd it.......

~APRILFOOL!!!!!!hapi aprilfool day to all.....luckily no1 plyg today...bt oso gt ppl kena tipu..including me!!!haha....ysdy didn't slp 4 a whole nite.......bt til nw...i still didn't feel like wanna slp...haiz.....dem nice ysdy the party n finally cn go motorcycle wth my bro....i hv miss tat motor cz afte v buy cr......v nvr use the motor anymore.....reli nice...the cool cold wind at nite.......

~so fast....alrdy april nw...n exam wil b on nxt mnth......reli sked bout tat bt oso the same...i wil try my best...hope all goin smooth whn exam time.....the faster the time.....it's means.....spm day will bcm nearer....dem god......wt a joke in life la.....i knw education is so important for the future....n every1 is askg us to stdy hard....stdy n keep on stdy.......no matter hw v hate the book.....v need to love them jz for tis fews mnth......n i will sure do it...wtch it......thn afte spm....sure i will njoy my life....!!!!!yeah....im jz waiting for tat time to reach????^^

~smtg hpn ysdy....n all i cn said is......sori la...cz nw oli i undstnd....nw...i will put tis probz aside...... dun wori.....i cn settle it.......support me k.......i'll wait for u............SORI..........nw.....i will trust u..... as long as u still remember me.......

~even in BELIEVE...thr is a LIE....so,y do v wan BELIEVE???jz TRUST dun BELIEVE.......