BORING!!!!

last day of cny...i dem bored right now......who cn company me to chat....???haiz...cnt go fnd him ....he wont rply me oso....y???i stil asking for the answr??y u cnt rply me???ooooo.....i keep on tinking whthr i gt fault........tis all stpd ques...mayb wont gv a answr to me forever.....

~i bcm more lazy nwdys.....hate goin scol...a week oso ponteng duno hw many days....tomoro oso like dunwan go scl...the scl mke me feel like shit.....no1 thr...ntg to do thr.....all the face at scol....

AArggghhhh......dem bored......i reli.......haiz....so boring ahhh nw....no1 cn chat wth.....

~wei...u....plz rply me la.....at least let me knw....y???dunwan rply me.....hoping tat 1 day u would rply......bt tatdy...i duno whn.....mayb tat dy wont cm.......suan le ba........is annoying me.......bt i jz MISS U.......

speechless.....

~huuuuu.....speechless nwdys....dunowt's goin on......alrdy 2 weeks didn't hear frm u.....i jz.....duno la.....whr r u nw???i jz keep on tinking....would u reli wil fnd me bek.....or i gt do sum fault tat day.....am i stupid???i reli dono i will b like tis......like a fool.....wtevr......i jz ....

i......reli duno wt u tinking nw......thn v frens oso cnt b ah????y ahhh...... frm early tm...i tinking...hw was the ending wil b....nw i gt it...i reli hate the ending like tis.......i dunwan la.........u angri o u simpli i oso duno la...n im tiring of guessing n waiting for u bt i wil keep on waiting.....all i cn do is jz waiting n waiting n waiting......no1 could hlp me..........hey...sori la.....apologize me.....i dunwan to lot a fren like u.....y.....y...............y...........if u gt sum hurt tat dy......sori la....i.....haiz...i reli stil waiting for........

~today hldy leh.........duno wt to do...tis week reli sleepy in class.....i couldn't hear 1 wrd frm the teacher inside my ear oso...jz feel veri slpi.......bt i cnt reli slp...cz of the matter......haiz.....wthout u reli boring bt i will try myslf to fit in tis situation......plz rply me la.......if i do fault tat day...sori la....

reli upset nw....til nw i stil regret tat tm y busybody go hlp ppl.......nw i reli hd realise wt my mum said.....u hlp ppl to gt bek theirs...nw u lost urs!!!!!!i reli lost mine n i wan it bek!!!!!!1bt she doesn't appreciate for wt she gt.....jz let her la......she njoying life like tat rit......left it....who cares bout tat........thy alwiz said tat the god is fair....whn he gv u sumting...he surely wil take u bek sumting...u tke bek mine n wt u gv?????im tinkg...wt had u gv me.......their relationship????haiz....still guessing.....guessing n shouting sum1 to hlp me.......bt i knw...it wont......even....wont hlp me.....i reli bgn to....u all.................askg me to wait bt i oli....i knw....who ask me to campur tgn in their prob.......

~so now......i oso duno wt's the conclusion....i reli tak puas hati......im stil tinkg tat matter....i s til cnt forget tat matter.......who cn tl me wt should i do????WT SHOULD I DO!!!it is true to take a lifetime to 4gt sum1?????????????a crush in jz a second????

~the teachers teach me.....1hour=60 minutes......1minutes=60second.....bt thy didn't teach me 1 second wthout u=100 years^_^

=.=

~haiz.....tomoro strt scol agn...lol....wt a life la......begin to stdy agn....wt i cn said is i ny yt do any of the hwrk oso...didn't 1....i xtouch any of the buk....haha....^_^...sori ah teacher,,,,,hehe....so far.....everyting is gud....my relatives all went bek dy luuuuu....wt a sad....every1 goin to strt wrk n scl tomoro.....i dunwan scl lah!!!!!!!....haiz....ntg to tlk dy.....tat thrs time....gt a fight...haha.....so,v all tlk3.....til 3am oli v slp...bt thn v wake up at 8am.....wt a shrt time i slept???haha...thn on fri v went genting....dem cold thr......plus the cold wind...bt whn go inside thr ply game....bcum hot dy...til 3am oli v cum bek...oso same like ystdy....wke up ar 8 am.......hehe...bt tis is the 1st time i ate at the halfway of genting...reli nice the food........

~i reli do it dy....i reli try my hard dy to forget wt he did to me....bt jz whn tat day i met up wth my fren at sm.....i nd to tel the stori bek.....n i reli suprise tat i stil crying....though tat will b ntg...though i reli forget bout it dy....bt i still........haiz!!!!n i dunno tat i wil c him bek....while tlkg to my fren the stori....thn...al the ting oso cm bek..... all the ting tat hpn remind me bek,,,,.....my feeling all has cm bek....oh gosh!!!!wt a shit????y i go sm tat dy....nw....i nd to strt it over agn to forget wt had hpn.....haiz......plz hlp me la....y will b like tis.....gv me bek the hate feeling.......i dunwan to suffering like tis..........bt 1 thing i sad is nwdys he xwrk at sm dy...haiz....a bit sad la.....y ah???haiz...i dunwan to knw anyting la.....i duno wt to do nw...tinking to fnd u bek bt........xpyhlah....u wlk away so fast ha...............hai oso dunwan to tl rit......nvm.......nvm...............i.........wan throw away my fon to far far far away.......

~on friday,whn swimming time....i put myself into the water n tel myself agn n agn....past is past.....jz forget bout it......plz.....ntg is so important bout him........

初五。。。

hhhuuuuuuu.....alrdy hw mani days ha?????mayb.........4 days ba......the feeling stil remain sum......hhhhaaaaaaaa.......i....duno wt's i feeling nw....whn gt chance gt out...i surely will go out.....cz i dem sked for the lonely feeling....it's reli make me feel sked....i hate tis feeling...... hey,stpd....dun let me c u ah....if i c u means.....c la.........dem u aaaahhhhhhh...till the 3rd day i still crying......c la....i wont trust u anymore..........

today i went to s.mall oso jz to c sum1.........bt i fail.....he is nt thr.....haiz.....mke me feel sum sad....mayb.....bt....remember......forget it forever.......jz forget..........plz hlp me to pray tat everyting will b ok.....wish tata i will nt sked for the lonely feeling....i dunwan feel lonely...........bt jz nw i meet my old fren n the faci of kem perdana....ha...hahaha........

wtever nw...i wouldn't care so much for u all....i dunwan gt hurt once more......biarla korang.....gt lost la............

我失去了我最爱的人，我最好的朋友

~年初一的那天我失去了我爱的人，我最好的朋友。。。我不要这样的结局。。因为我真的爱你。。。。为什么？？？？为什么？？？也许我们都回不了去当初的我们。。。。。DEM GOD MAN!!!!I RELI SUPRISE!!!!!WT THE FUCK!!!!I DUNWAN A END LIKE TIS.....I DUNWAN!!!!!!i reli suprise wt hpn on the first day of cny........u shit.....y wan to play like tis????it's not a joke .....it's not funi k.....do u knw...i reli gt hurt for tat.....it's reli pain .....reli pain.....y?????y the end is like tis.......y wan to lie me......y wanna treat me like tis,.......im suffering for myself alone nw.....im sked of alone nw....cz whn im alone...it will remind me bout u....thn i will cry.....i reli cry for the 1st time....frm the 1st day i love u till now....u hurt me so mani time bt tis time.....IT'S TOO OVER....MAN!!!!!I RELLI HATE U!!!!I WONT FORGIVE U TIS TIME.........I WONT TRUST U ANYMORE!!!!!!!U duno it's hw pain till u cn ply like tis...........it's over......everyting t's over.....i duno wt to do nw....bt im still keep crying....y????Y?????plz....let me forget u......PLZ......LET ME FORGET U......CZ I RELI SUFFERING N PAIN.......IM GETTING VERI VERI VERI HURT......
DIDN'T U FEEL SUM SAD TO PLEY LIKE TIS SHIT.......FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! I HV BEEN CRYING LIKE FUCK OLI...............请让我忘掉你。。。。我真的真的好痛苦。。。。。有谁能懂。。。。。又有谁能告诉我。。。。。我到底要怎样做。。。。我到底要怎样做？？？？？WHO CN TEL ME WAT SHOULD I DO NOW??????WT SHOULD I DO?????IM SKED OF BEING ALONE NOW........I HAVE LOST THE 1 TAT I LOVE SO MUCH......N THE 1 BEST FREN OF MINE......I HAVE LOST U.....................MY FIRST LOVE BROKE MY HEART FOR THE FIRST TIME.....

~BABY,JUSTIN BIEBER FT LUDACRIS.....

Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my hear
tand we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh
,like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,l
ike baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)
[Justin Beiber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me
and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…
[Chorus]
[Ludacris]
Luda,
When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy,oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks
he made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….
[Chorus]
Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone,
I’m gone

~SORI,cz i jz thought u will alwiz b mine.......
~my first love broke my heart for the first time......
~在你学会掌握的同时你也要学会放手。。。。也许放手也是种幸福吧？？？

祝大家幸福哦。。。。

huuuuu.....mayb tis is the last dy i cm update my blog b4 the cny.....hehe...n today is my last dy of scol....!!!!!im dem hapi lolx.....xnd scl dy....yeah!!!!!!ystday at clas doing the bi oral is dem funi....haha....gt sm of the students laugh til cry dy n the teacher oso the sm...lolx!!!!bt i oso laugh sepuas-puasnya...bt i didn't cry la...haha....cz thy reli did gd job in their oral......today....i duno it is funi o angri la...the sivik teacher ask us to list down the ciri2 of ur future wife n husband!!!!OMG!!!isn't gt a bit OVER????if list down nvm la....bt afte tat teacher cl us 1 by 1 n go present it in front of the class...lol....dem embrassing......bt btw...v oso laughing la...haha....jz...nt funi la teacher to ply like tis...n afte the cny v nd to do acting smmore....shit lol...i hate doing such thing....bt wtever...tis is the our last scl life...v must aapreciate it....^^...although it is hldy bt teachers still gv us the work...ohhhh.....can't u jz left us njoy our hldy freely???haiz....so...i wil try to fns up al my works b4 the cny....n thn jz enjoy to the max....lolx.......

~hhhmmmmm...stupid.....although u alrdy cm bek n u alrdy .........bt i jz duno r u serious or wt???bt i jz nd to alwiz remind n kep remind myself...it's jz a joke....it's jz a joke........dun take it as serious cz lastly...im the 1 will gt hurt.......jz i duno y alwiz like tis.....nwdays i alrdy ct ur name frm my heart....bt y whn im about to farget u completely....u cm in bek???????haiz....i oso duno la....it's jz a bot fool.....lol!!!!!i jz can't fgt the wrd u tld me,......ooohhhhh mannnn.....dun ply like tis la.......dun make my love for you gt deeeper....i dunwan to.......也许我也有些不舍得去离开你。。。。。很对不起。。。。我................真的不舍得。。。。。

~lastly,jz wanna wish all of u....hope u hv a fun3 n a nice3 HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR n a romantic3, n lovely3 HAPPY VAL3NTIN3!!!!my frens i wil miss u alll!!!haha....n njoy ur hldy to the max.....hope new yr new dream n everything wil b better then last year k....n take gud care of urself when playing on the road...bye for now.....

still no feeling lol....

~dem shit lo....nxt sun is cny dy...bt i still no feeling????i duno wt hpn lo.....haiz....feeling feeling faster cm bk la....i wan the happiness feeling for waiting the cny to reach....bt so sad afte end of tis mnth oli cny wil end thn trs continue to exam....for tis i gt feeling la....bt....i still dun hv aniting for nxt week....perhaps i stil dreaming lar.....haha........hope soon wil go buy all the cny stuff..mayb afte tat oli i'll fel cny is cuming la....hahaa...nw oli i knw tat if time could turn bek is reli gud lo......

~today is 3rd day of febuary dy.....dem fast ha???time,plz wait for me....i dun wan u go so fast....
at scol,reli bz wth wrk la.......alwiz keep on n i wil try my ez to keep on the stdy spirit k......afte i dlantik to b the biro moral...reli gt tings to do la....1st i thght tat ntg nd to do....bt nw oli i knw tat reli gt ting to do ge leh.....haiz,sori ahh teacher...i will try my bez to do the job....since the day afte the nw stdnts cm to our scol ....gt smtg hpn...smtms i oso pity my fren.....smtm if cn i dinwan meet tat face at scol.....it's jz to fuck for me to c tat face........n tat day my mum said wana put my sis at st.mary scol....bt my response is jz too ovr a bit la....sori ahhh...cz nwadays i reli hate the st.mary GRLS!!!!........

~nwadays the day without u...reli gt a bit lonely n sad....bt hwevr i will try to fit wth the lonely situation.......xwori,i tink i cn do it...i'll ct ur name out of my heart........jz i nd summore tm.....my mum jz told tat 2moro wil go sm...hope cn meet u thr......^^

~ afte spm wt to do????i hv plan tat wana go ipoh....fnd my job,meet my frens n njoy my life thr...bt i hope tis cn realise la...cz kl is a demmm sad place for me...n it is full of the memories tat i wont ever cn fnd it bek anymore.....tat's y i choose to leave here.....wherevr i wlk in tis area....it makes me remind the memories...n wt i hate is i won't fnd bek the memories any more...man....n i wana go thr create my nw memories???....haiz.......lol....spm oso ny yt reach...every1 is planning wt to do....afte spm....haha...

~我还是介意你的话，总在无意间变化，我介意你没忘了她，介意你还放不下。。。我真的介意。。。