boring,boring....

omg.....it's dem boring...it's not ntg to do....bt jz wanna sit in front of comp.....alot of wrk waiting to do bt jz left it laaaaa.....let me b wth the comp for a while more.....hehee,.....haiz,ntg to said lo....bt today is 30 of JAN!!!!omg,didn't notice tat time has past so fast?????a month hv gone n two weeks later it's CNY!!!!!!yeahhhh.......prepare to gt alot lot of ang pow????haha...n it's the time to rock the hlday to the MAX!!!!lol.....haha...too syok for cny????ystdy my fren tld tat 22NOV2010 wil b the first day of SPM.....WT THE HECK????OOOHHHH...SPM.....y u want to appear in tis wrld....????hmmmmm.....ntg to said...bt duno wt to do...no1 onlinening n no1 is free nw......thght goin the curve tonite bt postpone to tomoro....hope it wil b k......^^...dun u tink if the hp no need to tpp is dem gud rit???haha...reli wish to jz use the hp wtthout tpp ing.....

OHH YA....if time could turn bek wer would u wish to be????
~give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance, i wanna grow up once again...... i wanna go bek to the time i 1st met u,i wanna start it all over again....????

~为什么人总是不想成长，不舍得去忘记？？？？
if time reli cn turn bek 就好了。。。。。

~ no matter wt i do...all i think about is you...even whn im wth my boo...boy u knw im crazy over u...

~baby don't turn bek,dun look back...you stressing up ain't ya love
don't turn bek,don't go oh......

tat's all....wt a day????dem boring???stupid wer r u???so boring leh......cm out la...

4evr makes me cry....

nvr say 4evr cz 4evr makes me cry.......ntg in tis wrld wil b 4evr.......i gt alot,alot of tings to said....bt to who i wana tel all tis????hw shld i tel my stori???....hw cn i solve tis prob.....cn ani1 hlp to solve it????my heart reli,reli reli pain.....i knw gv up is the best ways...bt human alwiz dun wana grow up....dunwan to 4gt.....i oso dunwan to b like tis bt hw????i knw im shouting inside.....my heart are paining n sicking,,,.....i reli dunwan....i jz dunwan to b like tis....or would u jz tel me smtg......i dunwan to gv up n i dunwan to love..........wt actualli i want?????wt actualii gona hpn btwn u n me????i jz sdnly nt feel gud being alone all of the nite........i dunwan to b alone.... yeah,im afraid of losing u...........????????cn sm1 b my listener n tel me wt shld i do???????????cn u..........cm......................wt shld i do.?????i reli afraid bt im sad to gv up.....plz hlp me............im afraid of losing nw........................................

23 days hv gone......

~today is satrdy la.....bt oso nd to go scol...bt v went ...haha^_^afte at scol v r wondering y n wt v go for today.???hahaha....blur....bt nvm la....it;s alrdy the final yr so...mz njoy the scol life...hehe...

feling wana slep nw bt alot of ting nd to do.....the scol wrk i jz postpone....post n post...i xcare bout my wrk oso .....so,nw it has bcm a lot on my table nw.....hate it man......hope i cn finish it b4 cny coz whn cny tm i jz wana njoy!!!!!!xwan any wrk....hehe.....2mro gt rentas desa at mtrpltn...bt i xgo.....jz gd luck for the 1 who go......ntg oso at scol today...jz fel reli slepi....



~oooohhhhh....i wana tel the fucker.....plz get off frm us......althgh nw everyting alrdy settle....bt plz shut ur mouth la fucker........stupid....wt a ???? u got ...i reli gt sm upset wth u la...haiz...bt ntg cn do oso.........hwevr...i reli hate thm nw.......FUCKER+STUPID=PPL I HATE!!!!!! bt STUPID,,.....is the 1 tat i hate n love????wt a?????shut up la....plz shut up fucker......i won't let u hurt me n my frens agn.......



~STUPID,...........thx.............i miss u....i hate u.........plz dun make me wori n sick bout u......dun sddnly.....diassapear...n dun tel all the stpd ting like tat fucker la........



~FRENS,thx for by my side..........it's fun to b fren wth u al....stdy hard k.....^_^

reli nd to be ready....

oh man....1week n the first week of scol hv been past like tat...would it is a little bit too fast????i oso duno wt im doing at the 1st week of scol???all i knw is it is reli a dem bz of scol work days!!!!nw oso i nt yt fns the wrk...alot waiting for me to write the answr....haha.....haiz....nowadays reli tirina me cz mani ting had hpn....wth the scol n all the stpd stuffs la.......i jz hope i cn carry on my spirit of study...cz i reli tired of the wrk....T_T...plz hlp me la....it's gud for me if i gt a doraemon by my side nw......n ya...of course stupid....i need you too!!!!!it's been 1 week dy...n i oso bit tired waiting for u la....bt wt to do????i oso duno....

ystrdy,went for the place tat hv been a long time i didn't went...soo,it's jz as usual.....hear the advice...luckily...ntg hpn...haha....n ystrdybro l tld me tat he went to jhr!!!!althgh he alrdy tld me tat he wil go...bt im still too shck to heard bout it......cz afte 2 years oli he cming bek man...ohh,afte u leave us...who goin to snd us bek???who goin to cntct stpd for me????who goin to blnj me to eat n who goin to cm tmn me lpk whn im bored????....hwevr i jz a bit sad with ur leaving.....tc of urself k........hope v cn meet bek very fast...i knw tat whn i reach tis yr...im goin to sad cz every1 willl b leaving...n altgh us...afte spm oso will b leaving n seperate........i knw the day will cm..i jz hpe tat dy i will nt crying...haha..

'stupid'......haiz...i oso duno.la....i wana met u...u gt tld b4 afte scol i cn c u rt???bt y everyting had jz chge in a moment???yyyyyyyyyyyy????????i gt so mani y tat no1 will cn evr xplain it to me....all i knw nw is veri tiring of waiting n missing sum1.........it's making me boring for wait for u all the days.......i dunwan to fel tis boring wthout a reason.......i reli hate myself tat day y i tel goodbye.....c la...i would nvr say goodbye agn....

y?yyyyyyyyy?????y????

y the god alwiz like to play ppl like tis...it's doesn't feel gud la....i hate it la...today v all plan dy all the ting...bt the last minute oli all fail dy....haiz...reli shit...i can't scld my frens la cz nt thy falt oso....haiz...i jz nd to b humbles la...wt to do????i dun like la.........

ystdy oli i wriring bout him...today he cum dy....haiz......thx for cming bek!!!!i reli miss u!!!!haha...
^_^...........

WATCHA SAY-JASON DERULO....wt did she say???

Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever
[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together
[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
[Bridge]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right
[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

everyting is......

afte 1 mnth cm bek frm hldy....i jz cn said...."sori,i can't 4gt u".....y it is so hard for me to 4gt him...i reli hate u la.....!!!!!y u sdnly oli disappear?????whn oli i'll c u bek???cz i reli....mis u......
haiz,so stupid la....bt i'll try to fgt the feling tat i fall in luv for u.....plz hlp me....whn at scol everyt i sw the face...it wil rmnd me bout u......wtla????everytm u cming my mind..it's mking me upset??
y shld i put myself so terseksa????i oso duno.......nw.....i oso duno wt to do...im tired of waiting for u to cm bek......n i reli dun like the face tat i saw at scol......faster cm bek can ah???

ystrdy,reli a shit ting hpn la.....cn u all dun hurt me!!!!!im reli enough suffer of his disappear.....til the last oli i knw tat...oli him wil hlp me......the prob nw is all occur bcz of a ppl.....i reli dunwan bcm the messenger...plz leave me alone...im reli enough suffering for him!!!!!i reli wana fuck the ppl....y i mz hear wt u tlking....????y i mz do wt u order????for wt i go help u all!!!!u all r nt goin to hlp me bek!!!i reli wana fuck him bt bcz of last tm he treat me so nice...i jz humbles....humbles...til ystdy nite...i reli cnt humble dy...so i go hurt him teruk-terukly!!!!!!afte tat i gt sum hapi la....haha....bt sori cz i jz dunlike to bcm messenger!!!!i dunwan to bcm like a fool!!!!i knw tat u reli like her.....bt plz care bout me oso lah!!!!i oso gt feeling fucker!!!!so,nw.....fren.....go settle ur prob la......b clever a bit......btw...i oso being clever a bit dy....!!!

3rd day of scol alrdy alot of stupid ting to do....i knw tat v suppose to strt stdy nw.....bt i reli nt yt wake up frm my dream,....mayb i jz dunwan to wake up cz the memories....reli......oli the 3rd day of scol i reli tired dy,....thn????hw about the whole?????takkan dh mati kut???masa spm????haiz......i reli xmud to stdy nw...plz gv me sumtimes...i jz need times...to get bek my self...to gt bek my own life n to get bek my own dream....i duno i wan sad til wt tm???jz 1 month...jz 1 month is enough.....afte the new year...i promise...a new me will appear...hope tat i cn do it....plz...

sesat....

the new yr at scol jz like...all the ppl sesat dy...ylah????ooooooo.......i oso duno.....haiz.....everytg has chge whn.........................whn oli u......veri fuck lar.........

2nd of scol

GOD!!!!y the time wan past so fast leh????can't it bcm slower a bit.......2nd of scol...all still the same....the teachers r sm as last yr...bt jz sej....en.aziz!!!!!wer hv u been...gt a bit sad la cz he is nt teaching us sej...haha....hhhhhuuuuuu,....2nd oso start stdy dy...wt la????bt i knw tat tis is gud for us...hehe....n thw new block.....OMG!!!!!!everytm walkg the stairs oso fel like doin execise....
reli wan uji our daya tahan ...haha...bt mayb afte few months the students thr will b thin...haha....
whn reach f5...jz like.....haiz...i oso duno hw to say cz tis is last yr for scol life in smkih....so,mz reli appreciate it.......pray for me tat i'll got a gud results for spm ya......btw,i oso wil pray for my frens...^_^.....i knw tat v r stressing frm the 1st day stdying in f5....bt wt to do???v can't chge the life.....so,all we nd is jz beat the stress n jz do ourself.....n stdy gud2 4 spm....hahahahahaha......jz try ur bez.....gudluck...