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18th day of 2012.......

2012-01-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

~today finally.....go settle d0wn my hair....wish to dye...for a long time...n i did it today.....1st time dye hair....n let a guy do my hair....neway,thx for my mum to paying....=D i told my boss to be wrk on 1.....bt i reach thr bout 4...luckily ntg hpn....fuhhhhh........

tis few weeks n fews day....evry1 was busying decorate hse n did all the new year stuff....but i juz same wth othrs....no feeling duno y.....but i juz waiting for my holiday!!i want sleep....!!/,\ tis holiday not gud at all!!!no ttime to sleep....i hope tat my stomach will becum better....dun make me feel sick of it plz......

~sumtimes its quite gud to have a decision maker beside u.....n i tink i hv found 1 kut..........tis fews days still thinkg wat shud i do....??buy o dun buy.....gosh!!! i duno wat shud i do.....tis fews days was reli fckg tired n hot n i duno how i wannna describe n my stomach are so shit paining,,...!!!!war's happening...!!!!

~tis time i gt the same feeling agn....y....yy....y shud a human hv a feeling called 'jealous'.....i shouldn't gt jealous actually...im nt blg to any1 oso...n im jz ntg in front of......i hate tis feeling so much!!i knw im in trouble....WHEN i care bout who....what.....n y it's happened,....haizzz....y shud i care so much...y shud i care when sometimes u so cold to me...n sometimes u become so friend to me......wat happen to me actualli...y those feelings all cum bek...??im keep on telling myself is impossible....imposibble to ha[[en n dun tinkk bout it anymore...n sometimes i choose to leave!!!im so sick of it....fall in love once is enough ....n i dunwanna hurt twice....it relli hurt when u loving sumone tat dun love u;...more hurt...~~~i dunwa to hurted the second time....busy had make our distance more far apart....i dun like...why????tis time I WONT FOLLOW MY HEART...!!!LET ME CONTROL U!!!IM NOT GONNA FALLING IN LOVE....!!!!!!

~2012.......

2012-01-01T13:23:00.001+08:00

~new year.....new life....??
new year.....i will walk without u.,....
new year.....no more tears for the ppl who dun worth it anymore
new year.....i wan sumone new....=D
new year.....new hopessss.....
HEPPI NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

:'(

2011-12-14T22:58:00.003+08:00

~i duno wat happen to me today....so dem bad mood...i ponteng for work....ponteng for school...but i juz sit at home do nothing.....stupid!!wat happen to me.... haizzz...
duno y tat hurt feeling cum bek dy........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................is it bcz of she or sumting else??i duno so stress now...money,exam ,concert....weekend...haiz..........is such a boring day........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................../.\

ntg change.....

2011-12-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

~u sucks gurl...u r reli sucks!!!#relimeanit# how cud i dun ever c ur name in my fon afte 2 dec.....3 months....ntg change....u r stil d same....seriously if u broke ur promise tis time...i will never ever contact u anymore....afte her bez frn bek...she was totally dun have me inside her world.....how sad was tat....='(( i found tat my rahman's frens treat me even more 100% better than her...i reli wanna give up dy...i dunwanna keep walking...it's no use if there is only me sacrifice for tis friendship...!!!no use...no use at all....she still dun ever know wat's her wrongs n dun even understand wat i wan n wat had happen....i not gonna forgive her anymore if she broke her promise tis time....!!!

~haizzzzz.....second ting...duno wat wud happen at my job there....1st time work there n they told me a bad news...tat stupid shop gonna shut down...!!f**k wat shud i do now...no1 know my feelsss....tat's 1 small reason y i wanna stay there.....i dunwan to lost a chance to meet him....althou i know the chance was so small....anthr is duno yet gonna pindah wer....haizz...if bt cvs oso better...mayb cn meet thy all thr.....reli miss them so much......i know tat it's not easy n quite 'lucky'to get a job like tis.....but i juz duno how to appreciate it....tomoro summore need jaga stall by myself...dead....god bless me.....=D i hope tat no matter where to move hope it's a good beginning.......

~new year n cny gonna reach soon izit....yewww...my 18th life gonna end soon....=(( sad man...i duno wat i did in my 18th life....dun have a bf...n din fulfil wat i wan...hahaxx....xp......but quite haappy to get know a lot of new frens n learn how to swim....thxx.....so glad to know tat my its no need to make good...coz tat day foa juz only im the 1 who need to make good ....sad nia...!!i hope tat foa wont dail n i stil ned to resit for qs.....i dun wanna fail anymore!!!it's so tired!!!!

life making me so tired....but once v step v cant look beek kkk anymore.....
PS:im reli tired ......

~a tir3d dayssssss.......~

2011-11-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

~today is the most hate daysss....1st today have 2 test....sucks!!!did it sucks!!second is v stay there til 8pm....sucks!!reli gg...!!!

~today was 11111......wow....hope everyone will hv a very nice all over tis two month....time had pass so fast...two more months was brand new year again.........hmmmm........1 year had pass.....n nothing change....still nothing change....duno y.......mayb i put too much hope tat sometg thr will change....but same tings seem like hpn again......my frn told me tat he lost his fon.....??wt hpn to him...???drunk..??careless???o......??feell worst tat in d past i was on hs sde....bt nw...no more.... :'( ....no call o msg tat told me wat's hppng n why........reli i miss tat moments much....same ting could happen but y dun same feeling would come back....

~reli hate my frn nwdays....i duno whn oli she could meet me.....she didn't knw how much i miss the moment that v were tghthr ...n i wish i could visit tat place with hr......she stl xun tat d problem is not on him.....but is here...cant she juz keep her promise...i waited for month n month n month juz to c her....but others ppl could meet her whnever thy asked her....sometimes i wonder...who i am to her n i feel likes giving up tis relationship...im tired.....reli tired.... i duno which way i need to walk now....to forget everyting is reli hard for me....n i choose to leave them...but i dun feell wana let go.......GOD.....y .....i duno.....i reli miss him so much....:'(
~在友情里。。如果只是一个人付出的话。。也一样会觉得难受。。趁我还有点尊严时。。。我选着离开。。。

~..........

2011-09-25T00:33:00.003+08:00

~first of all....sem2 had begin.....finalli...n most of the ting...timetable are more more sucks than the first sem....haizzz.....reli la...bt it's ok la...coz mon n fri got time to work..iu reli sked if dun hav anytime to work lo.....still ned to said thx god laaa......n now most worst ting is tat day went to register for the coco....i waited til 2am..stil cnt register it...haizzz...wat a joke thn...at last thx to my classmates coz hel me register it on the morning......for swimming...lol....i duno how to swim at all reli!!!but i enter swimming...gila...!!!stil got competition summore...reli babi...!!i duno how to said la....haiz...well everyone gambateh for sem2 ok....oh ya...tat day sem1 result out le....althou i get wat i wan....but i still get wat i dunwan....i failed 1 subject i relli upset bout it...but all thx to my classmates thy r so much nice...... thy told me tat thy will help me n asking me dun cry...haizzzz...i was so touch tat tm n i cry out...bt not reli la...coz tat time mani of them making me to laugh.....althou juz know u all for several months...luv u all.....thn afte take result v went for the buy1 free 1 promotion snowflakes....relli veri satiesfied.....!!!
reli <3 it.....althou i went to pavi bt i din go find him...i din......SEM 2....GAH YAO EVERY1.......I WILL STDY FRM NOW ON.......HMMMMM...I TINK SO....=D

~work there still ok.....jz not much time i spend thr...some times i felt sori...coz everday....some day la...i lepak til veri late oli get bek to work lo.....haizzz.....quite reli thz him coz guiding me n helpg me scold the nigeria ppl...hahax.....xD i wil try my bez to arrange my ting coz i dun wanna lost aniting..........tat day he asked me go for d samsung dinner...i reli wanted ttooooooooo........but.......can i go...??? =D

~tat dya went out wth my bestie...n my bros...tot wanna watch muvi but failed...hmmm.....she jz keep talkg bout his stories..i alrdy found tat i got no more feel so hurt when i heard hs name.......but 1 ting i feel so upset was she still not so care for me...she still care for her frens......haizzz.....i duno wat to tel anymore...im so tired.....i duno wat to do now...my happinness juz for 3months le....afte tat i wont cntct her anymre...cz afte 3months i will not insde her heart anymore........haaiiizzzz.........

~finalli i find out whose ur bro......did he know me...y din u cum to his house anymore.....??y u love tat gurl so much.....till when oli u will know tat a gurl is still waiting for u.....juz for u.......when oli i can forget u...or when oli u will cumbek....???dun let me wait so long can....???waiting the days to meets u.....

~trust......

2011-09-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

~trust u....u ask me to trust u for somuch of time u keep on telling me to trust u....trust u...n trust u.......but do i reli can trust u wei....????do u reli worth for me to trust.....???how i wanna trust u when u alwiz broke my heart juz lke tat n u duno wat i wan....u never know i need u the most...u never will know!!!!!!!!!!!
tel me how shud i trust u whole u leave alwiz...!!!alwiz!!!!!.....i reli wanna keeep our frendship....i still love u but i duno how can i trust u........n i dunwan to get hurt...plz.....dun make feel like u r here bt im having nothing at all......

~death.....

2011-09-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

~t0day d3m sad o....finalli...timetable sem 2 cum out le...sad dao...i duno how could i tell a word.....sad dao...im tinking shud i go from........sad dao i cant tel him my timetable...haih...sad dao...now oso keep sighing.....T_T god y treat me like tis....now need wait for the result oli.....haih..myb whn reslt cm out time...wl more sad lo...mayb wil sad dao go die le......aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~every tues i need to leave my job.......='((( n every weds ....bek dem late at 6pm...wat d fck....!!!u shud know hw much i love my job..haizzzz.........i duno aaa....tis timetable a...reli can make me go eat shit every month le....no money...no fun.....='(( now jz can 1 step go 1 step.........haih...sad dao................!!!!

~juz now duno who fucker cum heck my fb lo...scared me!!!then i ternampak her bez fren profile again...i duno wat to said.....her sister could accept her but y i cnt..??fuck man!!!!!who is tat galll...???how gud is tat gal huh..!!u all juz knew thm for few months...!!!me???for several years!!!bt juz cnt accept me????!!!huh!!!wat the fuck wei....????!!!i reli upset wth thy alll...my heart reli broke...now...i duno wan col her o not...coz juz now i decide to col her bek..but now i tink no need .la......haih..........='(((

~last week ....fews days...??

2011-09-15T00:09:00.004+08:00

~aiyersss...........got fews more days oli wor...i wan die ler......reli so heavy heart to leave tye holiday leh....i not yet go out to play oso lo......now thursday oli leh.....T_T fews more days wan study bek liao...need wake up early.....drive car go study then work.....assigntment...huh!!!!i cant imagine wt will happen...summore is the coco...haizzz...i reli got no confident on how it is.....need competition de leh...i juz fel scared n cnt find sum1 to company me......T_T 3 weeks too short le...god...plz let the time move more slowly plz.....i know i wil fel sad if i leave my work n family again...haizzzz....

~nowadays...i n my fren are playing my bez fren tat i went to ns....hahahahhaa...i feel so hepi when she is finding for me.....!!bt too sad....my dissapearing is juz worth for her sum msg n calls oli...no matter wat i still wanna thx my fren for playing she..i duno how to face her.....reli duno.....she juz spend her time wth me coz her bez fren alrdy went to ns...n will left her for 3months...i reli duno tis type of fren i still need it o not...n she doesn't know...wat i need.....='(((( HOWEVER...I KNOW tat i wont angry wth her so long time.......tat's the problem....

~hmmmmmmmmm....today keep on raining leh...duno y.....sumtimes make me feel happi bt sumtimes sad oso la...coz so mani tings hpn whn raining time.....im stillw ondering how is he now.....???will he begin his new life dy...??i duno....i know tat day will cum but dun so early plz.......haizz....y till now...i still wth u....???i duno...it's extremely cold now......make me tink of so much shit ler....=((((

~3weeks of holiday i duno wat i did....all i can said is my bez fren make me so upset ........n i had learn so much...not so much la..tings at shop...........n tat day went to fren's bday party reli miss them so sos so so so much....<3 <3

~heppi mooncake festivall.....!!!1

2011-09-12T00:46:00.005+08:00

~yeah,,,,finalli reach 1 more yeras,....heppi mooncake festival all......=D
hope everyone can gather with their family n get blessing ya....=D

~today duno how to describe...i got a holiday today n went to shi ming house to celebrate her bday n mooncake festival...thx so much....=D
bt afte tat my fren all goin for dinner...i didn't go....bt my mum ndad go....i now realize im alwiz been forgotten.....=((( how sad it is......haizzz.......

~nitez every1....tomoro gonna wake up early.....

~I WANT IT THAT WAY....!!!!!

2011-09-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

You are, my fire
The one desire
Believe when you say
I want it that way

When we are two world
Apart can't reach to your heart
When you say
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear u say
I want it that way

Am I, your fire
Your one, desire
Cuz I know, It's too late
But I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that we use to be, yeah
No matter the distance, I want you to know
That deep down inside of me

You are, my fire
The one desire
You are...

Don't wanna hear you say, yeah eh

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
Cuz I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
Cuz I want it that way

Cuz I want it that way...

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2011-09-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

~i tink a....tis oso 1 more perfect ting.......lol....duno y the samsung deliver al the phone cum with all same color size....n almost the same function lol...!!!how to differentiate iss.....???i duno.......tis the biggest fear for me....more hard than sejarah when i study time...hahahahaha....cacated.....neway.....one day...a...i will get to know all of u...hope tat day will reach....=D god bless me.....-D

~nah.....saw tis tingggg....???make so dem fall in luv with it.....shud take u togwthr wth me....???xD u r too perfect la....sure u sooo proud rit....every1 in tis world obssesed n praising bout u...how can i decide now....???

~ngeeee.......<3 <3 <3 hope i can take u as mine.....=D

WORK.........family...

2011-09-11T00:54:00.003+08:00

~when my sem break cum....work n family had being a important ting for me........sumtimes feel sad y im not inside d house for half day....all the times i spend on workg............bt .....haizzzz....

~sumtimes i juz feel tat y wont i keep mny from the beginning i working...juz a moment...i had work at my first job for 9MONTHS.....OMG....!!!!first job for 9 months....cant imagine it....n my bro had left me about four months...ya...four months......tis 4 months.....reli feel weird for me...coz no 1 i could rely on.....if my bro still here....is how good....i no need to settle everything...n he will help n teach me.....but now.....='((( he is not here.....anymore...how much i hope he could cum bek......

~tat nite i heard the second 'ORDER' from him...i quite blur qhen i heard it....i did....i did learn to be independent...i learn to be better.....but 1 ting is i cant be perfect as my bro.....i feell so scared whenever i be independent........i dunwan...dunwan........but wat can i do...i duno....D: i know juz felt sorry for him....i will try...i relli will try to get more better........

~tat day i get scold...tat moment i reli become freeze....coz....if outside...eventhough my family i will be so scared if they quarrel....now my bro not wth me juz me alone...i more scared...!!!!!!fuhhhhh......my fault duno y i can be tat stupid...hopw i wont repeat it again....n i dunwan to get scold anymore la....so sked leh....!!!waseh....................i cant imagine y .....ntg la......

~nowsadays.....cuming out more n more ting...i reli so confusing for all of tat.....tomoro i will continue to post it...if not my mum would kill me now.....now i juz hope tat sori la if i alwiz do mistakes......haizzz....i duno how to tell.....very sad nowadays......

~al i will do now is...i try to my part to d bez....i know im stupid enough........haizzz...i dunwan tel dy..........

frenship.....

2011-09-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

~haiyooo...haiyooo...i duno wat's happening to tis world nowadays....i already so free wthout any stres for some days bt now everytg cum bek.....yweeewwwwww.......

~i saw at facebook says that "a bez fren will walks with u when u r without a world"
nopp.....it's a lie....it's juz a joke....when i ned her the most...where is she...???wth hr frens.....whn i nd sum 1 to tlk wth.....wer is she???her frn.....whn ind sum 1 to company wer were she???her fren......how would u fell if u need ur bez frn to company bt she is wth her frn...how would u feel...if everytime u meet sum1 they will juz ask bout how ur bez fren but not u....n when they meet ur bez frn thy wont ask bout u but thy will ask bout her bf......how would u feel if she doen't contact u even sms u for so long............how would u feel if she care for her new few months fren more than tis bez fren...........how would u feel....???i reli duno...i duno....all i feel is juz drops my tears.........

~how would u feel if she spend her time wth her new frens more than u....everytime when i ned her...she would told me she was wth her fren.....n now.....she will wait til her new frens....leave her then oli she wil have time to meet me....reli WAT THE FUCK!!!!!!

~she duno how i feel til she could hurt me more.....he went to meet a ppl tat i miss so much n hope to meet so much wthout me...!!!!!bt wth her new fren....WAT THE FUCK....!!!first respond i know bout tat is....i cry....reli...i cant stand it any more........i reli neeed her so much....but to leave my pain i had to decide....i chooose to leave her....coz...i dunwan to get hurt anymore........plzz....

~I RELI CNT FND A REAson anymore y i shud stnd by u anymore....i cant find a reason....i know if i leave her...i will need to leave someone tat i love so much b4......i will lose 2 person in juz a moment.......they r playing a important part in me....bt for them....i didn't....im juz ntg.......i feel so sad now...i duno how to face her anymore....how can she did tat.....DUN SHE FELT SORRY.........????='((((

~1st time ever sem break.....

2011-09-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

~yeahhh...tis is my first time ever college holiday tat name as 'sem break'....coz is d first time i hvg it....somehow...it's too short for me....juz 3 weeks oli....:((((
first week of holiday had juz pass like tat ....goin thru with d raya day....=D
went bek to ipoh...n work...stay wth fmly.....

~well.....first day of d day i fns my last of shit paper...i straight away went to have a dinner wth my fren...n..my wrk plce...fews day work with a gurl.....she is quite funny but much better la...coz our topic reli crazy.......anthr tg i did was go postponed my ns....settle the unifi .....n my room...still in proces...haizzz....i reli lazyyy to kepp all tat messy tg especially my room n d shop...haiz....give me sum time i wil try my bes....

~then...when raya holiday time....went klcc helpg my sis to search some japanese book....tat day was i felt some waving there...but they all din feel it...so i juz thought like ntg la....then went bek to ipoh...the place i love so much evethough is juz 1 day trip...is reli jamming everywer......next time i sure will get bek....n stay there more longer...i enjoy more ther........compare to last time...kl.reli make me so stress up.....

~nowadays.....i reli duno wat i work n wat i fighting for....i reli wan myself to improve to much more better...i wan quickly finis my studies...quickly go out to search more money n then i can enjoy my life veli...veli dem much....nowadays...every month when i gt my salary...it's equal to no money...duno y...i reli hate myslf...haizzz...alwz mke a wrong decision...bt some how...cnt blame on me....coz...sumtimes oso they force me.....i know tat if i din register to continue my studies...i wiill get more relax now...n i din buy tat stpd fckg insurane tat my mum force me to buy it..!!!reli sooo fuck!!!!i will have more money!!!reli.....!!T_T i hate them alll.....!!!but tat day my granpa ask me to study hard... my fren ask me to study hard...eventhough my god.......din tel me aniting....but i reli hope time could pass back so that i could make a decision again....i hate myself...i reli hate myself..........i got no time for everytg n no money for everything n i hv no1.....for me.......

~i tot tat holiday wud be a veli wonderful days for me...but it doesnt...it make me fel more sadness...more more...sadnes...i cnt fnd nobody to get out wth me.....i miss him more ...reli so stupid bored...even my own bez fren make me fell more hurt...she reli change so much....she wont care for my feeling....she wont care....she change her life ahead her new life....she wont get bek to d pass...even ...not even 1 ting she miss for 1 ting......eventhough is holiday she wont spend eventhough one second wth me....she juz ...juz......get toghthr wth her new life n i hate tat....reli..i reli hate////i know i miss past so much.....sumtimes i hope it can com bek to....cnt u juz comfort me....wat d use for......u got reli no use...reli...one day i totally my bez...bez...bez...fren...coz my hates for her get deeply one day than 1 day.......
she duno who i wan n who i mis...she wont undrstnd.......she reli dun.......

~now i juz hope.....i can find more money....get 1 new bez fren...get 1 ppl who can company me...shopping...watch muvi...joggingg...eating...working...eenthough chatting.....i need sumone...<3 <3......GOD BLESS M E PLZ.....=d

nitezz world...no matter how sad is today....tomorooe still gonna reach....so....forever dun give up......i hope so...:((( i reli miss him right now...::::::::::(((((((((((

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2011-08-18T23:56:00.001+08:00

~你永远。。都不会在我心里了。。。我会永远把你放在我回忆里。。。真的不再需要你的原谅了。。。而我也不会再原谅你。。。。不会再为你流泪。。。。忘了你。。。。真的做到了。。。。

~i hat3 u!!!!

2011-08-06T11:25:00.002+08:00

~whether u like o dun like.....i dun care bout u...!! coz now im in chrge...!!
u dun like u can leave..!!!i din force u...!!!

~yesterday i do sumting very strictly n i hope i did it rite lo....coz reli not my fault rit....i din take mny frm u leh...stil wanna giv me ur face to c ahh...??!!
if i know...from early i wont take u....it's dem annoying...!!!now juz wait till sem2...it's my time to balas dendam....>.

today....

2011-06-09T11:40:00.003+08:00

~everyday juz kep on facebooking...work time fb...home fb..and at kolej oso fbooking...haizzz...duno when oli i wl strt my studies seriously....my mood to do all the works..all gone...reli gone...i jz feel tat so tired...veli tired..i jz dnwan do anitg....jz wana stay by hm...n do ntg.....

~fact is fact..lie is ie....y?y??Y??Y???no matter how much mre time i advce ppl..advce myself..i stl cnt shge!!!!y i stl over u...??god,plz tke hm out frm my mind...i wan concentrate of wt im doin nw.....if stl keep on lke tis...i knw wt wl hpn in future...it's gonna be sooooooo soooooooo sooooo dem worst...!!!

biGGset pAin iN lIFe:

tO sIt fRonT Of tHe peRson
u loVE a loT aNd sHE
iS crYing iN fRont Of u
fOr thE peRson sHE
loVED...:(

i sw in sum1 page.....bt i tell :
biggest pain in life:
to sit in front of the person
U love a lot n he
is happily storying for
for the person he loves.....='(

~sigh!!!!....i walkin bhnd fllwg ur step...u jz duno how i fel....veli pain ting...u duno........i m fllwing u..waitg for u when oli the day wil cum u turn over ur face to me...when oli u wl realize...i hv follow u for a longgggggg time...im almost tired...i sked to lost u...i reli sked tat day wl cm......y cnt u jz chge ur mnd n dun mkg ppl sad.....wt's the reason im stl cryg for u!!!!WTH...!!!i hate myself....
frm beginning til now....cnt u jz 4gt wt hd hpn n tlk as usually we tlk...???im all alone...my frens alwz avice me to 4gt everytg n jz act lke ntg hd hpn b4....althou is easy to o i...bt im jz xbrve engh....i knw..if v gt bek lke last time..i knew d hurt feelg is stl insde d heart...

~GOD....wt shud i do now...i wait no wait wait or dun wait....wait or dun wait y mine tears stil drop for him...everytm whn i wana give up...he wl alwz cm bek to my mind...y ts shud hpn....im alrdy so tired...i cnt concentrate anytg...i jz cnt forced myslf......U ..!!!!!tl me wt shud i do....i luv u so mch last time.....tl tody....y i stl cnt che my mnd...althou u alrdy change alot...alot...!!!

~can u jz accpt a person tat u luv so much sddnly chge into a stranger jz lke u hv nvr known b4.....cn u accpt it??!!!i xundrstnd y u cn chge so easily...bt im stl styg hre...waitg....stl xwan to chge....wt the hell prob wth u...im stl waitg......
jz 1 year.is tat so long time for u???jz a year cn chge u til so stranger for me...!!!!!I HATE U!!!I HATE U!!!PLZ GT OUT OF MY MND!!!FOR WT U STL IN MY MND THOU U ALRDY DUN CARE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!I DUNWAN CRY FOR U ANYMRE!!!!!I DUNWAN!!!!!!!
frm tat minute begin...i knw i shud chge too...i jz waitg whn d tm wl reach...
its so hard for me..................='(((((((((((((( so hard...i miss u alot...i reli blank wt shud i do now......????

8 june 2011........

2011-06-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

~fuhhh.....lastly i pass thru my blog...since duno hw mani lg tm i xupdate my blog...
jz y...i hv not engh tm!!!!i hate it!!!my life had chge!!!last tm i was 7am out frm hse thn 1pm or few hours later i wl reach hm!!!bt nw...frm 7am i out thn 8pm oli ..eh..no...is 10pm oli i reach hum!!!wt a life is tis man...!!i hate it....i more prefer to the secondary scl life...i gt tm to ply wrk n laugh...nw..is stl blur lke hell...n hurt like wan to die...today raing...i walk alne frm my klj canteen to my clas...i tot is was so hapi cz i cn run in d rain...but it's not!!!IT MAKES ME FEEL SO COLD!!!!!!!!!SO COLD....i xno y...1st tm i flt the rain cold lke hell...no1 bsde me...i jz wlk as fst as i cn....i xwn to sty in d rain anymre...tat tm i knw...smtg amiss was in my heart...=(((thn i gt cls till 7pm so,i drve alne agn ...so sked cz sky dark dy..thn tke 1 hour oli reach hum ca jam...haha...=D whn jam it rmnd me of my frn..=)

~today i jz had a nice day....when break tm i went cm wth my best frn...well,her frn oso thr bt all were frendly..haha...being enjoy wth thm...ok,jz hv a lunch thr n walk around cm..i jz 1st tm oli visit thr...thx for th brging me go..=) at last thy brg me go segi oso...thn thy brg me bek to tke bus...reli sesat tat kolej..haha...whn wana go bek time..two of thm hug me...haha...so,i jz rply thm bek. n tl bye to thm...today reli hvg lot of fun n 1st tm i tke bus ownself..i hope nxt tm...wl hpn agn..bt jz duno y tat bus go pass thru pavi!!!dem!!i was reli reli reli shock man!!!xno y...i sigh...haizzz....sg.wang,sogo n so much mre plaza i pass by...it's so much hapi for me....

~it's engh i tink i write untl here....im alrdy tired n lazy...wl wrte out more nxt nxt day...=)bout sum1 n sumwer...nitezzzz...

=(

2011-04-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

~so long tm dy....today i stl put my emotion as sad.....i oso duno y...today i at shop tm sddnly i rmnd bek sumtg....alrdy 6months.....so fast 6 months passssss.......i waited for 6 months....n stil i cnt gt wt i wan.....izit askg me to forgt hm...??ask me 2 give up...??
6 mnths jz pass like tat ....i xhear frm hm....even xsee him oso....=(goshhhh....how sad it is...sound like.....wahhhh....so fast alrdy 6 months...half yr leh...bt tis 6 mnths not too long la...mayb stl gt ppl gt more thn me rt????haizzzzzzzzzz.....how nw???afte is tl nd go ns for 3months lehhh....anitg cn hppn in 3mnths u knw...no1 can guess...rt??n im worryg...no1 cn undrstnd tis.......haizzz...today...7 of april 2011 oli i knw v hd seperate for 6months....!!!y im stl waitg oh???
god,im so upset nw....help me plz....=(

~today stil a very shit day.....4mnths i wrk...i cry for 2 times...ok laaaa rt???i oso duno y 2day i cn becm so angry...bt i juz feel un fair lo...y tat stupid scol can treat ppl like shit!!!!the whole reli fucking wan laaaaaaa.....!!!i veli veli sad n angry today.....bt stl jz forgt bout it laaaa....cz thy all wnt knw my feelg....reli i tel...thy wont!!!!!thn afte bek to shop li saw my bro n boss...bcm rilax bit dy la...if nt ahhhh..i oso duno wt wil hppn lo..maybe bth of thm...nt jz both of thm...evry1 was shock!!!!includg myself oso shock y i wud do like tat lo....haizzz....=(

~nowadays i fel like my frn r far away frm me lo....she wnt ask bout me...she wont care bout me....wei,i reli need her leh...y cnt she understnd my feelg...i dunwan been treated like usually she treating othrs ppl.....i hate tat lo...!!!!!y i cnt jz be special a bit...bit oso cnt ahhhhhhh....=( tis frn reli made me upset...i jz sked 1 day i wl broke wth hr.....reli sked......

~tat day go tarc thr to passup the form...nw,waiting their rply...u knw wt...i tl every1 i xgo to stdy la....reli every1!!!!!bt thy jz dun belif me....even my boss oso ask me to stdy hard.....haizzzz...my frn tld me tat whn register tm mz pay RM1000++....WTF!!!!whr cn i gt the money man!!!!sucks la...i xwan my mum n dad to worry...1st thy worry whthr i cn entr colllege o nt...nw,thy worrying whthr i cn gt scholarship or nt...worrying bout the money...worry bout tis n ta.....m god!!!1i reli xwan thm to worry la....thn for wat i go stdy!!!i sked if i stop halfway mns how....thy put too much of hope in me....i alrdy felt sori for the spm result dyy........y now anthr ting for me to feel wori..i didn;t go college nvm...for wat i wanna go....i xlike stdy la wei......!!!!now ahhh...except thn shout god...i xno wat else i can shout....GOD.....help me plz...i reli dunwan stdy!!!

~well,my wrk srl goin on as usual...bt tis month sad bit la...coz jason last month dy...i knw nt me oli who sad....my boss oso i tink so la.....=D i xundrstnd y jason like tat ....meybe he tink wrk own bussiness mre better....if me..i oso duno hw to chse...coz 1 is the boss tat reli gud...cnt fnd at outsde dy..1more is his own dad rt????nw....i oso duno wt wil hppn cz im goin to ns....afte bek frm ns...duno whr to wrk....although he said his door alwiz open...hahax...but he duno mayb whn i bek dy he wnt nd us anymre??perhaps laaaaaa....
u knw rt...me....the more i feel comfort....the morei wl feel hard to leave....so,every1 jz dun treat me so gud la...if nt i duno wt wl hppn.......bt nw jz cn...wish my bro luck...i wl miss hm...cz the day wrk wth hm relii fel protected n happpi...hahahahaha....=D if u away dy....i oso duno who to teach me all the tg......n to my boss.....he wl b fine rt???=D
whn i strtd go thr to wrk...he teach me so much of ting leh...tat y i fel like wahhh....tis ppl so nice leh...lol although smtm he wil scold us la...=( bt reli thx la my boss...i knw he jz wan us to be gud rt??i hope so la....=p whn i ask for a part time job at nite...thy all said i gila dy....even hm oso tl lke tat....i wl rmbr wt he tld us,,,,,,=)

~tat all for tonite.....i reli stress nwadays.....n.....i hope i cn gt bek wt i wan.....
gudnites....=)
cheer up...cz mayb tomoro wl be mre better rt...??

=(((((

2011-03-23T23:33:00.005+08:00

~aaahhhhhrrrhhhhhh.....now wat time dy!!!!im stl sad for the result lo...!!yyyy!!!!y lke tat??im so upset...reli upset...felt so soriiiiiiii for every1......my mum,dad,bro n sis....haizzz...felt soriii to make thm feel down...soooo sooriiii.....so emo laa.a...thy mz be sad wth me dy now...haizzzzzz.

~jz nw wnt dinner wth frn....fel lke v r hvg the last time lo....cz every1 gonna seperate frm jz nw....i reliii reliii will miss them so much guys!!!!haizzz....n me??? stl duno laaa....stl no mud to tink bout tat now.....my heart reli pain loo...reli....
y no1 cud comfort me ha....i know la.no matter how..now is jz rubbish rit....now all i can tell is sori n keep on said soriiiii.....SORIIIIIIIIIIII....=((( I NEED SUM1 NOW.... i duno til whn oli i wil stp cryg...=((((
SORIIIII GUYS.....SORIIIIIII......

~STL RMBR WHN SCOL TIME V ALL STDYG...ALTHOUGH NOT SO HARD BT I RELI did all the ting n i reli did all tg tat i nd to do.......bt yyyyyyyyyyy......y the ending is like tat huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

2011-03-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

~dem mann..the day finalli reach today...so bad larrr...im not satisfied wth wat i get..whn reach hum li straight way cry leh....haizzzz....y ah..??wat hppn..??it's reli out of my expected lo...seeing my frens al happily....be me...sad..real sad...=( now juz cry oso no meaning...but need to thx my sis,bro n ipoh's fren for colling me....

~now,is waiting for ns laaa....n fndg some information of college...no idea reli..my head gonna break now...today actualli shud be a gud day wat.....but jz lke tat..result oso bad my frn oso bad to me...i tot can see him today...bt i cnt....feel so upset leh....tis yr im goin to do smtg like last yr agn...bt i duno it wil wrk out o nt...bt jz pray laaaa.....

~i feel so failed cz i bcm the love messenger agn....haizzz....y la im so gud....whn i nd thm tm i wont hv any1....stpd rt??

y everytm whn i on9.....cnt c u....i stil waiting.......=(

~felt mre comfortable..

2011-02-14T13:34:00.001+08:00

~afte so lg xupdate tis blog..nw my life join into d kolej...yea,kolej hd strted n ts is d 3rd wek...d last 2 weks r bored..til d 3rd wek fel mre cmfrt cz sw every of my scndary frn n strt 2 stories wth thm..i jz mis tat mmnt....n hv strt 2 tlk wth d new frns....bt dem much tgs 2 do leh..ysdy i pecah my rekod..i slpt at 4am...thn wke at 7am...nw im goin 2 die..i flt slpy..i tink im goin 2 tke 1 mre coffee lo..T_T..
Ltr goin to ipoh duno 4 wt..haizz...im reli tired leh nw...reli tired...hmmm..anytg else ah??i jz xlke 2 drve nwdys..it so hell danger...fuck la...i reli dun like it!!!!i mz learn hw 2 use d pblic trnsprt ltr...=(

heppi valentine day evry1

2011-02-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

～althgh is a late post bt stl wanna wish all....heppi valentine day!!!!.....stil single tis yr..hahax...=p
*dun wori...b hapi whoevr is single sre wl gt their partner 1 day....rit???
Hmmmm...tis valentine special a bit la....working n wth a 'ma lat lou'eat MCD.....=D thx bro.....hapi tg is tis....
Anthr sd tg hpn is i gt scld agn lo....haizzzzz....thn whn reach hum...i cried..i tot i wont bt i did...
~last yr vlntne oso im cryg tis yr oso im cryg...hw sd it is ha!!! whn tink bek lst yr vlntne...stil so sad..i stl rmbr hw hurt m cryg insde d rum...haizzz...bt tis alrdy pass rt???so,xtink bout it la sanzz.....no point....ppl shud look front n xstp at d bek o jz stay thr n xmove......=(
at wrk place gt scld nvm....bt afte reach hm gt scld agn...haiiiyyoooo...m alrdy veli fan ahhh...y gt scolded agn!!! luckily hd cried...if nt im gonna jz die lke tat lo....=( whn at work place gt scolded...luckily stl gt my bro...if nt duno wt hppn lo......
So...tis yr vlntne is juz lke tat la.....hpe wun be lke tis yr n lst yr....=D cheer up....k!!!

hlday strt....=( ???

2011-01-29T21:57:00.003+08:00

~today holiday strted....i wont wrk for a week...but is not wat i tink as tat perfect today....i hv dem...dem...dem...bad day.......today......1st is maybe alrdy 1 month i wrk....thn i never eat rice everyday......bt today when i eat the rice...i feel like bluekkkkk......til nite i stil feel like wanna vomite oli.....haiz....jz 1mnth oli lo....make me bcm like tis........yyyyyyyyyyyyyy??????????dem bad mood today....tot cn go do a new hair......keep the room.....thn go buy new year tings....but all CANCEL!!!!!!!!!!i dunno wt's the reason...i relli angry wth thm....y alwiz wanna lie like tat.....alrdy promise thn dun wanna do it...........more worst is i cant fnd any1 to cmpny me.....feel so down...although i went bek to sm today...the place tat i didnt wnt for a long time.....although i went to the phone shop......but i didnt feel happi at all!!!!!!I HATE PPL LIE-ING ME!!!!!!

~HAIZ...I DUNNO HOW TO DESCribe today...morning till now.....stil no mood for the whole day.....all oso bcz of thm!!!!!!now oli i know...better i go work thn staying at home.....dem fuck bored!!!!!!!!!

~i strted to miss my scol leh.....wat can i do huh!!!!!my mny....dunno y juz got out...no in!!!so,now i pokai agn ahhhhhh!!!!haizzz......yyyyyyy....i wan mny leh >.<
my sickness strted agn......

new year??

2011-01-29T00:29:00.004+08:00

~how life every1????stil good......today finalli last day osf work...im gonna hlday for 1 week......jz like still at scol hlday wan....lol...although a long holiday...bt quite will be veri bz coz of the new year.....tat day i jz gt my 1st salary....bt y on the next day i pokai alrdy....=.=!!!! haizzzz.....i duno y ah...tis world everytg oso talking bout money...money....n money....no money relli can do ntg lo.......haizzzz...how i wish tat i can get more money than wat i gt now......plz.z......i wan money leh.......
MONEY IS NOT A PROBLEM BUT NO MONEY IS A PROBLEM.......=(

~NEW year oso nt yt do any preparation lo...frm tat day shoppg,shppg n keep on shppg......bt canot buy aniting...i tink ah tis year new year worst thn last year lo...
coz no mud to buy aniting ......n more worst is i cant fnd a frn to cmpny me......how sad it is....=( n more worst is....i hv to seperate my money ahhhhhhhh!!!how hurt it is......haiz....n time oso a problem....yyyyyyyyyy.....tis yr all oso a probz huh!!!!
i reli not satishfied for wt's hppng now lo!!!!so pek chek lie...............

~as i feel.....last yr whn i sitting for spm time.....it's rmnd me a lot of memories...sad....n happi....n now.....nw yr oso d same....sad.....is jz sad...no happi i tink...bt if hv oso a bit oli lo........last yr i can stl rmbr wt hppn....at valentine day.......y....i stl rmbr it???can aniting let me to forget bout the sad memories???coz i wanna....be happi for tis cuming new year...................

~bro told me today.......dun becume so sad......be open minded so tat u can be happi bek...ya lo....i dunno y till now i feel so sad la........i duno....although tis mnth whn i strt wrkg i feel happi bek...bt sumtimes whn i heard bek the love song.....i will strt to get sick bek...n i rather turn off tat fuck song!!!!!!!especially.... S----A song!!!!i hate it!!!!i know i love it so much...n i addict to it...last time....bt now everytg change!!!!!i hate!!!i hate!!!i hate!!!!!
i relli need to thx to my bro tat brg me to a funni job lo...everyday v talking nonsence n laughing crazily.....haha....the most funniest is i dun understnd y....im wrkg in a phone shop...n ppl keep askg me whtr v sell BREAD???ENO DRINKS???ask nvm...bt afte thy gt the ting thy will cm bek to my shop for paying....WT A JOKE????hahahahaa????(bt now i got no mud to laugh dy).......thn thy will making me n my bro...laugh n keep laughing....v juz phone shop leh...not shoppng cmplx lo......haizz...bt duno y my boss wont laugh for tat.....??=.=?? mayb he alrdy saw so mani gua???thn tat day...i wrkg my ownself coz my bro gt sick...i strted to sked...bt luckily ntg happn la.......THX GOD.....tat wdnsday went pasar mlm wth my bros n his frn......dem long lo....whn i reach the end of the pasar mlm...it's alrdy 1am...bt so happi la....can hv a nice walk.....THX BROS....for bringing me out k....
now i tink bout all the probz oso i wn go die liao...i wan go langgar to tat stpd wall lo.......!!!!stdy or wrk....stdy or wrk....stdy or wrk????haiz.......tat day boss gv me sum advice la...he ask me go stdy bt y he gv a big responds to me???weird leh...i oso a bit shock????haha.....THX BOSS.....i thx so much ppl rit????hehe...nwdays...whn i out i will search for a phone shop....to see the phone price....or i iwll go to treat the ppl like how the customers treat me lo.....=D
my mum n bro oso ask me dun do like tat....bt i will do it...haha.....=p

~now.........everyt i said im gonna strt a new life.....i duno tat new life...whn will strt....i will try hard to strt the new life.....i wil try.....i know i need sum time.....i will listen to my bro advice 做人看开点吧。。。不要那么固泽。。。。。haiz...tryg my best lo.............没人说过。。。在一起时间比较长的人。。不会分开。。。也没人说过。。。。在一起比较短时间的人会分开。。。这世上都没永远。。为什么还要有FOREVER 这个子呢？？？？我不明白我自己还在等什么。。。。？？

no lov3 no cri3s.....

2011-01-14T13:34:00.005+08:00

~tis is wt i wrote for my bluetooth name.....sesat rit???haizzz....bt it's quite true wt....without luv...v wont cry rit....
If u wanna gt hurt fell in luv....sure u will knw wt's the feelg......
这世上都没永远。。为什么还会有‘情’这个字呢？！
~can sum1 lend me 1 BRAIN hlp me to solve probz.....
l3nd m3 1 EAR to hear my probz...
lend me 1 HEART to share my pain...=(
lend me 1 MOUTH to help me talk gud tings.....
lend me 1 HAND to brg him bek to me.......
~ysterday...read 1 newspaper talk bout relationship...
It's said tat the ppl tat gt hurt b4 oli can luv ppl....
~有被伤过，经历过的人才有值格去爱别人。。。
～在二十岁时。。选择去爱上不同attitude 的恋人。。
～20岁时，学会
～人都是跌跌撞撞。。才学回人生怎样走的吗。。不是吗？？有谁没被伤过呢？？
p/s:i knw my chnese so bad...but tis few words reli so meaning.......

felt sori.......=(

2011-01-14T13:34:00.004+08:00

~today,felt so sori wth my bro lie....he sick til wan die bt stil ned to wrk wth me....if i hv know all the ting at shop perhaps he can go bek n rest now....i gt ask hm to bek...bt he dunwan...haiz....i so sked whn c ppl like tis ....sick n mabuk ppl....i sked if sddnly duno wt hppn to thm....>.＜hope u gt well fast bro.....
~nowadays,wrkg...wrkg stil kep on wrkg....i ned mny...tatls y so obssessed to work now...afte my wrk life strt oli i know tat...our boss is jz like our scol teachr lo...n now oli i knw oh....scl disiplin reli gt sum use for us outsde hre....tat day whn i went for the undang course...their disiplin r more strict thn whn v at scl wan....haiz...i oso shock dy tat day.....
~quite hapi wth myself coz i pass the test jz for one time oli.... haha..nw juz waiting for the drivg...hope cn pass oso laa...hmmmm...nw,if u ask me wrk or stdy btr..i would say of coz stdy btr la...cz v can talk laugh gossip n do anitg tat reli crazily.....work...jz kep on serve...serve n serve....cum,let's dream v wil be the boss one day....hehe....reli u wil knw tat tis wrld actuali ful of so many weird weird ppl.....tis my 1st wrk...can tel tat gud enaf la....=D
dun0 la nw is too early prdct o wt...??
~bt stl hv a probz nw...mum askg me to chge wrk....haiz...everyday tink of tis probz....i sure canot sleep at nite....i dunwan to chge tis wrk...dun force me to chge plz......reli sufferg nw cz i stl plnng wt to do future???stdy wrk????both oso i want bt....stdy...i duno wt to stdy lo.....i jz interest in music oli....thy command me go for bussiness managemnt....haiz....so many way....so mani choice i reli duno how to chse.....if 1 step wrg..i knw life gona 'crack' .......n my head gonna crack!!!!
~*¥§€% CAN SUM1 HELP ME????I STRT TO MISS HIM AGN.....WT SHOULD I DO??wt can i do....since tat day 1st day of wrk i saw hm...til nw alrdy 1mnth...i stl hvnt c him......
haizzz...i cnt undrstnd y i stl tinkg bout hm.....不是说好了要放弃吗？？？
真的那么难吗？？？我真的回会开始想你了吗？？

＝D

2011-01-14T13:34:00.001+08:00

～爱情九十九分都是假的，只有一分是真的。。。只有痛才是真的。。。
那种痛。。。你明明没有伤。。没流血。。。可是那种痛却实实在在让你无法离开它。。。

3jan.....new life begin.....

2011-01-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

~yeah....stl wanna said heppi new yr!!!2day every1 wil b bz ba..... coz scol openg day....bt tis yr r reli special coz....nt including me to go scol... haha!!!
Hwevr....tody every1 strt scl....n i strt 2 wrk....hmm....bt goin wrk wth my cousn...luckily nt by myslf... Every1 jia you ba!!!

~YEAH......HAPPI N3W Y3AR!!!!

2010-12-31T22:58:00.005+08:00

~WHN THe clock move to 12am tonite...it's the time to said HAPPI NEW YEAR!!!!!wish every1 will be more cheer ful in 2011......im wonderg wt would hpn nxt year.....^^

new year's eve........=D

2010-12-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

~g0sh.....!!!!stil 2 hours more...2010 gonna end......31-12-2010 never repeat again....
never again......haiz.....
said bye t0 2010 and welc0me 2011....hope 2011 wil be better thn 2010......evrytg bcm bttr......
well.....as v al known.....2012 is the year of world vanish...haha....thn it's 1 more years for us to survive....frens...appreciate it more than usual....

~all i wanna said is.....tis new year eve is hpng....so sadness for me....haizzzz....
my heart,dreams.....had broken.....in tis year.....im ....not jz me.....v are so hopefully tat our dreams can be realize.....bt now all is juz a DREAM......LIE!!!!!i hv told mani times ever......I HATE LIARS!!!!!!!!!!why......if u can do it....y wanna gv us hope!!!!!MCB!!!!!i realli hope ppl like tis all wil gt their.....WORST PAY EVER IN THEIR LIFE!!!!!!MORE THAN WAT US GET!!!!

~frm the begining...i tot i could went far away frm here.....no need to tink so much....n no need to worry so much for my future....my bro wil company me to go studies....bt now.....jz bcz his 1 person...
we bcm like a stupid foolish ppl!!!!u broke our heart n drems u know!!!!!!!!!!!
bt frm tis incident oli i know tat.......i oso will cry for my university....h0h0....
alwiz i tot i dun care much for my future studies bt i cried afte i heard wt had hppng.....gosh!!!!is tis wt u challenge us?????plz bless us wth a strong heart??v are too shock for wt is happening around us.......hope U can heard our sorrow now......
n i hope tat we are strong to face tis fact......n i believe evrytg gonna be fine as soon,........rit????

~now.v r not putting anymore hope.......i hv to strt planng wt should i do now....
i need fnd a job.....while waiting for result...........thn oli plan wt to do next...i want a lot of money.....i wanna hang out n buy the things tat i ever hope to hv it.......
now,i plan to dun continue my studies.....it's reli mkg me tired.....bttr i stop n fnd a lot of mny to enjoy my life.......haiz....now my head.....eyes...brain ...n heart are tired of tinking n making decision....n fndg all the information.....hw much i hope tat now gt a SUPERB COUNSELLOR to solve my probz now.....if not solve oso...jz gv me sum way to solute wt the probz now....................huhhhhhhhhhhhhh

~as usual......tis year new year's eve....i stl hadn't hv a chance to go for a countdown party!!!!!i jz sty at home....bt i relli hope to go lo.....=(
im waitg for the date whn could reach...hmmmmmmm................
tat day went register for the undang lisence.....im readg at hum now like hell!!!til my head,neck....all paing....includg my eyes.....haiz......tis sunday goin for the class.......the books gt 500 ques....damn....if i studied for exam...it wont be so much rit????haha..........bt i hope i could pass the exam k.....GOOD LUCK SANZ......U CAN DO IT......

~那些人，一些又骗感情。。。一些有骗钱。。。。一些还打女人。。。。。。。真是bo lanjiao...!!!!!多希望世界上会少些这样的人。。。好让我们女人不用为你们那么多的眼泪咯。。。。。难道付出的从来都不会等于收回的吗？？永远只有他们在赢而已吗。。。。。！！！为什么他们就是那么信不过的人！！！！！！！

M3rRy X'mAs...!!!!

2010-12-27T18:03:00.004+08:00

~tis year xmas are more better than last year....i tink.....bt y today rain rit??rain the whole day...haiz....so sad leh.....christmas eve time dem bored bt stl ok la.....wish my frn n gt wishes frm fren....thx.....thm........
today,finalli i sell all my books n newspaper....althou gt tat money bt stl gt bit sad laaaa...no matter hw...tat books alrdy folow me almost 5years rit...all sell it gt 47kg n RM20....i felt satisfied bt my parents st said so cheap....i jz tke rm10 for my book....ngeeee...=p my dad ask me to donate the boooks...i tel ok....bt finalli he ask me to sell it.....summore i oso pokai dy rit...so,jz sell it laaaaaa.....

~t0t to go fren house...but sddnly...my bro....tel wana go muvi...so,i went wth him...felt sori to my frns....=(
1st thy plan to brem mall.....bt thn thy tel thr gt GHOST!!!!^0^so,i tel thm go bkt btg......i never tot thy wil agree wth me!!!!haha,...i m so happy tat time....THX ALL MY BROS!!!!=D frm 9pm v wnt kepong lrt to go kl sentral..thn frm thr tke monorail to tm sq lo.......actualli...i wish to go pavilion...bt i nvr tel th....so,nvm la.....watch tron3d/.....is better than narnia 3d leh!!!!bt the tckt cost...RM20...T_T coz tat day...i wtch narnia no need to pay rit...haha....
by the time waiting.....to reach the muvi time...v wnt play the machine game...lol...
fun!!!!v shoutg thr whn v lose...hahax......the muvi til 1.35am.....tot to tke taxi bek hum....bt mum said is double charge...she ask v to follow dad go bek.....HAIZ....
i tot v can lepak at jalan alor...bt cant liao lo....???T_T

~tonite...i had did smtg very foolish....whn im at the station....im fndg for him...duno y.....i know he wont cum out......bt yyyyyy im stl fndg....haizzzzzz.....

~lastly......MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERY1.....!!!HOPE SANTA COULD HEAR OUR WISHES.....N NXT YEAR CHRISTMAS WILL BETTER THAN TIS YEAR....!!!!!=D

I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you

2010-12-20T23:38:00.001+08:00

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you
Before i tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much I made you hurt, your heart can't leave me

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

As Ever/still- Lee Hong Ki lyrics

I LOV3 YOU.........♥♥

what should i do ? you’re leaving i only love you....

2010-12-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

when i let you go one step further,
my eyes overflowed with tears
when you walk one step further,
more tears are falling
as move away to a place
where i can’t reach you,
even if i reach out my hand
i can’t reach you,i can only cry
CHORUS:

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you are leaving me
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

all day long i try to forget you,
but i think of you again
all day long i try to say goodbye,
but i think of you again
when you went to a place
where i can’t hold you,
even if my han reaches out to you
i can’t see you, i can only cry

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
I LOVE YOU ONLY
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
i only have you
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

What Should I Do by: Jang Guen Suk

nice....nice...nice...nice......song!!!!

請銘記你十五六歲時愛上的那個人

2010-12-19T21:44:00.005+08:00

十五六歲，是一個人剛剛明白了什麼叫“喜歡”，什麼叫“愛”的時候。

十五六歲，是一個人最青春陽光的時候。

十五六歲，是一個人對愛情最真誠，執著的時候。

如果你在十五六歲的時候愛上了一個人。

那麼，請你銘記他（她）的臉，

因為你可能需要用一輩子去忘記這張臉。

十五六歲的你，不會明白什麼叫作門當戶對。

十五六歲的你，不會想到什麼是“潛力股”。

十五六歲的你，不會覺得麵包比玫瑰浪漫。

如果說，每個人都有作夢的年齡。

那麼，每個十五六歲的人在自己的夢中都是幸福的“孩子”，有幸福的生活。

如果你在十五六歲愛上了一個女孩（男孩）。

那你必定會用盡全身力氣去愛，哪怕只換來半生回憶。

十五六歲的你，愛上（她）他，絕不是愛他的物質實力，

因為你還不懂什麼叫現實。

十五六歲的你，愛上（她）他，就是愛他這個人，

毫無雜質，單純而完美的愛情。

十五六歲的你，愛上（她）他，

你是在用自己最美好的青春歲月去換一個和他的未來。

十五六歲的你，愛上（她）他，

必是用盡了全身的力氣，不顧一切的去愛。

請銘記你十五六歲愛上的那個人。

你注定今生都無法忘記他。

你把一生最美好的時光用來愛她。

你把一生最單純的愛獻給了他（她）

你用自己最美麗的歲月來陪伴他（她）。

你不顧一切的去愛他（她）。

請銘記你十五六歲愛上的那個人。

因為她一定是你真正愛的人。

以後的歲月，你會明白，你很難再去單純的愛上一個“人”。

請銘記你十五六歲愛上的那個人

那是最最單純的愛..那種感情裡只有愛...

p/s:nice notes by Alviss KONG 情圣.......^^

=(

2010-12-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

~frm spm tat day til now......alrdy 3weeks....til today....hmmmm....all stl ok whn the 1st week bt whn cm to science subjct....fzk chmst ......sure i cn straightly.....die...
is dem hard....bt actualli..is easy if u hv studied.....afte addmt tat day..v saying tat y dun we study nicely frm the begining....if not....sure v cn answer the ppr easily....without any tension n difficulties.....AAAARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!NOW REGRET???IT'S T00 LATEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!dem la......actuali i oso feel bit regret...y i never study hard frm the beginning....haizzzzz......sej...tat day i read everyting...bt the tg i read never cm out!!!!i was feel like hell tat day!!!!tg i never read....cm out!!!!
stpd...!!!bt thy told tat perhaps....the gov had chge the paper????maybe la...however...everytg is over now...all v cn wait is...the result...n dun worii....too much...yeah...im tryg....nw,jz left two more subjects...akaun....n est...hope everytg...going smoothly........bt tis time spm im in a class...not in the hall.... althou...a bit quiet n not so crowd...bt stl ok la.....^^

~thn....sad tg is continue hpng around me.....since tat day on....haissss...duno whn oli wil stop hppng....well....thy tld tat afte spm im going to a far place frm my house..i reli sad to leave here....dunwan to leave my fmly frens my house....bt stl needed to go....every1 is advising me to go...thy ask me tink bout my future....it's gud for me....go for 4 years......4years!!!!not 4 month la wei....how can i la!!!!tis the 1st tm...im goin alone...wthout any1...far frm my house.....>.< reli feel like crying......bt i cnt chse now....tis is the way......thy arrange for me the road n i juz need to walk it.....wisely....1st...1st i tot tat i stl cn chse...bt thy jz shock me!!!!!thy reli shck me.......no matter wat....i tink i will stil LOVE N MISS KUALA LUMPUR.......i wont forget u all perhaps.....n u all plz dun forget me too....i wil cm bek.........

~othr tg is i stl cant imagine how's my life without thm!!!!i duno......i reli duno..
thy seem like im so happi....im leaving....bt im cryg n yelling for help here...!!no 1 knw bout it rit???perhaps la.....perhaps...my fren all r goin to ns...to here o thr....v gonna seperate....thy told tat leaving here...mayb oso gud for me...let me 4gt all d sad tings.......im gona try.........

~my family thy stl drnk...drunk...til got fght...smtm thy fght for ntg....???duno wat thy did??duno whn oli thy cud be gud........n i wil be wooried if stl keep it on like tis....haiz....now tink oso wan cry liao......

~sad....tg....sad memories...plz leve me la....especially...leve 'him' frm my mind...my heart reli broken since tat day n i swear i wont gt bek to him...n if hm gt bek oso...i wil pay bek him...........i wan to pay bek!!!!!!plz....god...plz leave me frm the pain....!!!!!

‎~ì alrdy 4gt d paìn bt y....d scar stl wana rmnd m3 of the paìn....whn olì d scar wl dìssapear 43v3r frm m3??cz sumtm ìz stl paìn whn tìnk b0ut ìt...haìz...='(

~all i wanna tel is juz till here.....im not goin to ns....while my frn goin ..hope i wont be bored n cry on tat day.........=(

~CH33R UP EVERY1.....!!!!LIF3 IS FULL 0F DIFFICULTIES N TOUGH tings.....BE STRONG N OVERCOME ALL TH3 DIFFICULTIES....I KNOW WE CAN...!!!!!ALL THE BEZ EVERY1...KEEP IT ON...N DUN GV UP!!!!

SPM

2010-11-21T17:17:00.004+08:00

~finali spm arrived.....all the best for all spm candidates....do tc n try the bez for wtever paper it is.......pray alwz to get bless frm god.....well...including myself.....GOOD LUCK every1~!!!!!!

~HAPPPI BDAY TO MY 2 BESTIE.....GOOD LUCK IN EXAM...N FRENS FOREVER.....^^

~will update the blog afte spm...perhaps....

cryg for noting='(

2010-11-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

~today is1nov...22 more days for spm....i got the fuck worst day in ma life today....!!
i muz heal fast....i try...coz...spm still 2 weeks left.....i muz stand up n b brave....reli 1st tm....i cryg like hell...n i hope tis the last tm....i wont cry agn afte tis.......1years i wait....n lie me for 6months.....im jz ntg for it.....jz noting.....even 1 month...m had ntg for it........i cnt accept....i dunwan stori jz end like tis....tis the 2nd tm i told like tat.....u the 1 ask me to wait....
nw....c.....plyg me like a fool......!!!i reli duno wt to do now......sm1 can teach me???i knw even things had bcm like tis....bt i stil wil mss hm.....i knw i wil...yyyy
wt i did....y thy wana treat me like tis....wt's wrong i did!!!!!!!i never did anitg!!

~nw,tryg to tel myslf....dun cry....dun cry...dun sked....dun sked.....dun wori...dun wori,.....all i jz hope..........he wil gt bek wt he pay me for the 1years...tat he hurt me....heart stl paining like hell......bt as time go on...it wil heal oso rit...?
reli fuck u la!!!!fuck out n fuck off frm my life....!!!!!!!!i will pay bek how u treat me!!!watch out!!!!!!!!

t3nsi0n

2010-10-08T07:59:00.002+08:00

finali i fns my exam!!! yeah.,trial spm fns!!bt stl left 1 subject la on mndy.,bt nw oso flg excited...lol...haha...2dy was a hldy....bt early mrng wnt ply bsktbal....

Nxt tues goin 2 b hldy i tink...i wan go out...hope so...nw xwan 2 ting anitg jz ntg...dem tension whn exam tm....bt nw is over over...jz xno y...serious stdy ts tm...nw oso tension lk ts...ltr whn real spm tm...m gona die i tink...haha..

Fl lk thx my frn...afte scl ysdy wnt sm...i tld thm my stori.til nw i fl btr dy....cn tl tat reli a sad day ysdy...my mum hurt me!

I xno la y ts wrld gt the wrd cl race...jz bcz of it wrld gt prob...even frn wth thm oso gt prob...y jz bcz v r dffrnt...ppl r so obsesesed 2 cr 4 their face...haiz...i xno wt cn do.....m wndrg n veri salute ppl tat cn mari wth dffrnt race n live wth it...hw thy do it??

Hpe every1 hv a nice day....♥ ♥ ♥...hahax..

♥ ♥ ♥thx 4 cmg n ur crg..

0hhh yah...ysdy i bcm mangsa...kena wth al the teachr...evnthough i xdo anitg wrong.bt stl cn fnd sm hapines frm tat...

huuuuuu

2010-09-28T16:25:00.002+08:00

til 2dy,alrdy fns bm,bì,mm n sej...a bit hapi la...d funi tg is ysdy i read the sej tl .12am...bout d perang dunia 1...ì laugh dy.,cz thy lke i kil u,u kil me...1st tm knw the storìbt satìsfied la cz wt i read...cm out=D

Tat day,i dream u die...im cryg lke hel in d dream... xno hw 2 tl tat felg...haiz...i jz shck n sked...n was xno y i cry lke tat...ì xwan!ì xwan!ì xwan 2 lost u n ì xwan u 2 leave me!!ì xwan...sm1 tl me wt hpng?y i dream lke tat...ì xwan!=D

2dy,suppose 2 b hapi bt xno y fl the diffrnt mud.. Reli out of mud nw...i xno why......y tis tm,the sight tat i saw last tm... Was dfrnt wth ts tm...d felg tat i hv ts tm was dffrnt wth last tm...yyyyy?bcz of dream o ur sight..?reli xno...al ws dffrnt ts tm...haiz...i gt lot of tg 2 tl bt whn i c u...i 4gt everytg my head was blank...m i stpd...y!!m regret y i xtel u ....y xtlk wth u....m waitg u nw.......xno wt 2 do nw... Wan fnd u or.....?

Frm tat dy on...i strted 2 confusg tg tat hpn arnd me...n the stpd iz i xno wt m cnfsg.....

~h0p3 everyting goin fine......

2010-09-24T19:58:00.002+08:00

~finalli reach friday today....can relax a bit....finalli trial spm strt dy luuuu....all the bez for every SPM CANDIDATES!!!!!do all the best v can....now oli fns bm n bi ppr......gt 8 pprs mre to go....hmmmmmmm....wil try laaaa......

~afte two weeks of holiday....hmmm...mis my fren la...not much chge,,,juz a lot ting had hpn n a lot of stori to talk...haha.....ti is wat i like...talkg stori togthr n dun care whthr the teacher is thy or not.....=D......thn,on wednesday...is MOONCAKE FESTIVAL at scol i eat mooncake wth all my classmates ....reli first tm i did like tat...fel like v r 1 fmly oni...hahax....hwever,thx to thm n the mooncake r reli nice,.....at nite went out to clbrte for it...n reach hum 1am mre...huuuuuuu....n tomoro hv bm test...it's the first tm....i so sked to tke the exam......coz last tm...i dun fel so nervous like tis....i tink....mayb i reli begin to know wat is hppng around me......hope so laaa....dun slp liao la.....it's tm to wke up....wtevr..i wil stl try my best to do the exam......pray for me...support me n wish me gudluck k......=)

~人都是这样的啦。。。。不想面对现实得啦。。。。。痛了才会醒。。坦醒了不代表。。。。你会面对事实。。
有没有试过听着一首歌的时候。。。。突然哭了。。。有没有试过。。。看回以前的那些回忆。。。突然哭了。。有没有试过想起一个人的时候。。。突然哭了。。。在一个冷冷的雨天。。。想起了一个人。。那种心情。。
谁能理解？？？？？？？

bored sia...

2010-09-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

ì started 2 mìs the tm tat u tld me...bt whn the tm reach,ntg hpn actualì...ntg...ìs jz ntg...whn olì the tm would cm bek....?i mis it...

~summre 1 days scl gona opn bek...shìt...ì hate scl...i xc the face i hate!!i xc...ì sked ì'l cry agaìn...ì sked ì'wait 4 u again thn til end...ì nvr gt anìtg....ì reli xmud 4 scl nw...hey,whn oli u'l cm out?

sad...T_T

2010-09-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

stpd!!!ì read bek d cnvrstn...ì cry!!! haiz... cnt slp dy nw...妈得!!!我可以不跟你算,不跟你计较...可是你不要每次都让我先找你可以吗...懂不懂,我真的很不喜欢等,讨厌等...有些事情为了你我等..我学会了忍耐...真的第一次想人想到哭...我真的有点傻...我在等你...真的好苦...我真的想你了...不知道为什么,明明在生气,还是想你我还是在等你...至少你跟我说你忙我也会安心点...我真的不想理你了啦!!!每次都是这样!!!
bcz ì love u,ì trust u...at least let me hear frm u...ì mìs u dy...wt shud i do?i sked ì wl dstrb u....smtm ì tìred whn alwz go fnd u...afte ts xjz left me lk tat cn ah...i wori k... haìz....T_T wt shld i do?i stl waitg 4 u...hpe u'll knw n rply me...i knw,it's impossible...... DÉM!!

fxxk laaaa

2010-09-13T01:13:00.001+08:00

-dem la,u xno ppl cre bout u ha!u xno ppl waitg 4 u....hw i wana tl u i hate u alwz jz leave me lk tat...u xno....shit la....reli angri dy...i reli cnt slp...reli stl waitg 4 u....duno y i wan angri...it's raing dy...reli fl lk wan cry...the mix felg...sad n angri.....plz dun do it la...if nt,i cn dstrb u d whole nite....reli ms u n _0_3 u...bt y wan mke my mud bcm lk a shit?i reli worried u lo...haizzz

HAPPI HOLIDAY N RAYA DAY!!!!

2010-09-12T13:19:00.005+08:00

~HOLIDAY...alrdy 1 week pass luuuuu...haiz....styg at house dem bored!!!!!!! i hv waste the whole week...i nvr touch my buks oso...haha....lol....summre afte scl is trial....shit la!!!!1 shit i oso duno....strt to miz tat scl n all ma frn...bt reli i dunwan go stdy...stdy bored....n yyyyyyyyy hlday paasg so fast leh?????haizzzzzzz.....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????????reli wish can get summore hlday....HLDAY ah???reli bored lo....haiz......hmmmmmmmmm......all ma fren went kampung lo.....i wan fnd 1 person out for me oso can't!!!>.<...sad la!!!!1no1 can cmpny me.....haiz......reli can't fnd wt cn do lo at hse except fb...is fb oso.....dem....i wan out from tis house ahhh!!!!!

~first week n the first day of hldy.....for 3days i was bz for the funeral......fuuuuuuhhhh.....tis tm reli shck me.......17yrs i live here 1st tm saw my dad cry leh......haiz....reli the first tm....
although tis yrs oli i bcm close wth thm....bt is too late....is too late....she is gone forever....
n i was cry for tat......duno y........OMG...now oli i realize....ppl wil go jz lke tat....is truth......=( yyyy???everi1 will leave tis wrld........yyyy??reli can't undrstnd...afte thy leave the world.....the ppl tat jz left like tat.....will suffer...will cry...will sad.....now i jz hope...thy wont be so sad la...still hv mani ppl for us to appreciate...reli dad.u stl got us....

~I HATE WAITING U WITHOUT REASON......I HATE JUZ BE LEFT LIKE TAT WITHOUT REASON.....I WONT BE SO SERIOUS TO WAIT DYY....U C LA...........stpd....

分开也许是解决一个问题的方法。。。。可是没想过分开过后会发生什么事吗？？？我们每次只想到现在。。没想到未来。。。。。。。。

Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.

2010-09-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now I'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

2010-09-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

睫毛长的女孩子脾气不好。

眼睛大的女孩爱花钱。

眉毛里面有痣的人聪明。

脖子后面的是苦情痣。

眉毛浓的男人重情，

眉毛淡的男人寡情。

手心纹路清晰而干净的女生（右手）命一定好。

脖子右侧,锁骨上面一点有痣,对女人来说是非常好的,大贵,不然也会嫁贵夫。

女孩子小时候要破次相才养得大。

眉毛淡的女人对男人热情。

右手臂外侧肘部到腕部之间有痣的桃花运会比较差。

情侣唱广岛之恋会分手。

男的有福俩腿毛。

眼睛周围有受过伤的印子.听到的说法是这种人命太好,老天爷都嫉妒了,所以要留个印子。

如果你以生病为借口推托别人的约会或者逃课之类的，那么过段时间肯定会生病而且是说什么样的慌就生什么样的病。用红色钱包一定会破财或者无法有积蓄… 胳膊上有鸡皮的女子,有福气。

重大的考试或者面试之前，不要剪头发和指甲。

女人左腮如果有明显的痣，建议最好取掉。

一般这里长痣的人都能说会道，常犯口舌，且妨夫。

女孩子的右手臂上有痣的注定是前世姻缘。

对于这个痣的位置，应该是在手臂内侧，朝身体的这一面。

朱砂痣的，就是前世是夫妻，夫妻缘分未尽。

黑色的米痣，就是前世无缘开始，今生来续。

im sittin,thinkin n dreamin........haha

2010-09-01T15:03:00.001+08:00

yeeh, I said,
this one for your stereo,
turn me up, turn me up, turn me up, turn it,
yeeh , yeeh,
i say say, this one for your stereo,
turn me up, turn me up, turn me up, turn it,

sexy ladies, this right here is yo song,
Hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio onn,
Shout out sexy ladies,
this right here is yo song,
hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
Im staring andd reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
im staring and reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
about us,

I can take you places, places,
you have never been,
carribean, feet in the sand,
i,i can take you around the world,
and you can be my girl,
and i can buy you pearls,
and you can tell your girlfriends,
how i put it down,
and its like a movie everytime i come around,
when im in yo city,man, i shove the town down,
tell the whole world, that im hot right now,

Shout out sexy ladies,
this right here is yo song,
hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on
Shout out sexy ladies,
this right here is yo song,
hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
Im staring andd reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
im staring and reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
about us,

Yeah, she like me,
I like her, yeah,
knew knew i woulda wifed her,
Who woulda thought that,
she woulda been like,
the other half of me, what a sight to see,
me and her traveling, all across the world,
i can be her man, she can be my girl,
turn her radio on, she kissing me thru the phone,
when i say that its on, when i show that its on,

Shout out sexy ladies,
this right here is yo song,
hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on
Shout out sexy ladies,
this right here is yo song,
hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
Im staring andd reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,
im staring and reminicsing , thinking, dreaming,
about us,

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again ♥ ♥

2010-09-01T14:32:00.001+08:00

[USHER]
(Yeah man)
So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)
Thank God the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)
Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up
No control of my body
Ain't I seen you before?
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Keep downing drinks like this
Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now
Gonna set the roof on fire
Gonna burn this mother f**ker down, down, down, down, down, down
Hands up, when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

[PITBULL]
In the cover of the music
Get naked baby
I'm sorry chica
Better holla at Tyrone
Let him know how I jump through your foot loop
Scolla chico two can
We're from the blocka blocka o polaca
Were the boys get loose like wacka flacka
Oh no man, it's global
Was' up
Colale flacka
I wanna be your giant, no not your dada
Dale abre ai
Papa Nicholas baby
Let me see
Yo soi un Jaunito
Que stato taito
Yo freco, no OK

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, thank you DJ

~your silence reli killing me........=(

2010-09-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I will never send
Sometimes these cut are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them bleed
So let me be
I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
Not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody

Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting near
I don't care where I have to run

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

happy birthday to malaysia?

2010-09-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

~everi1 live in malaysia alrdy......53 years woh...bt y the racist probz now oli occur leh....veri unlogic..y tis would hpn...n is unfair to ask ppl go bek their own country.....n wat's tat 1 m???jz for joke is it???

~tis week every1 seems to started their hldy by their ownself......include me.......monday n weds not goin..coz go scl oso like wat oli.......haiz....n tomoro goin to scl tke all my buks....n get lost n strt my hlday!!!!!!^^...but need stdy laaa...haiz...y every of the hlday oso need stdy de???now im sitting at hum oso playing cmp...duno whn oli i will go touch the books?????n i realize i dun even wat's tat physic n chemist ques tlkg about....shit.......

today oso the brand new month....september.........EVERYTING STRT NOW N THE WAR OSO WILL START FROM RIGHT NOW........TRIAL TRIAL N TRIAL......haiz.......duno la......hope whn hldy time ntg goes wrong...n i knw sure will be boring....but i dunwan.........=(

~fuck la nowdays.......feel like human are useless......duno how to care bout each othr....i duno wt's hpning bt i juz hate thm..........juz bcz of the choice probz... in life mani tings have to choose...but the effect is sum1 would get hurt n...sum1 would be hapi...........the hurt 1 would think tat....no1 of the ppl care bout thmself.....n thy changes their like bcm hate......the 1 tat need to choose...plz be clever to made decision....dun make any stpd mistakes.....tat broke any of the relationship......n dun bcz of sumtg tat useless....u go hurt tat ppl.....bt the ting i hate is.....thy dun think is their fault.....n thy put the mistakes on othr ppl.....f*****.........think a bit la.........use ur brain....i hate the ppl nwdays tat think themselves are veri important ppl like........mayb sum1 will think lik,e tat but for me.......BULLSHIT.......=@in tis world...no1 will said can't live without who....juz c the way u walk ur life...........................

~1 more ting is.......thy tld tat i dun care bout othr ppl stori...bt ask urself first la....tat u reli understnd me o not????u never try....how u knw i dun care???nowdays oli i knw......im noting for thm...im juz ntg.......in frnt of thm........reli i try to dun care bout it.........U CAN CLOSE UR EAR IF U DUNWAN TO LISTEN BUT U CANOT CLOSE UR HEART FOR WT U DUNWAN TO FEEL....

i duno wat to do now????

~although....tat's all true n happn to myself.........m reli upset for tat ......n duno how to solve the probz......i knw i abit childish....bcz of sumtg tat so small.....i go mke it bcm a big probz.....nwdays ppl are selfish.....n luk for tat money.......n i think ah.......MONEY IS RELI RELI NOT EVERYTING......BUT V CAN LIVE WITHOUT MONEY RIT?????how stpd is it...even me....now oso planning how to made money n bcm a billionaire,..........hahahaha......dreaming laaa=)...not billionaire la......jz a bit rich thn now la....i veri satisfied dy....hehe....nw,stdy hard thn go find a job....take lisen n all the stpd ting...afte result oli c wt to do wth tat.......n till now i stl duno wt to do........tat day,the ppl ask me better faster think coz time hv bcm veri less dy...i knw bt i relli duno hw to choose lo....reli babi la.aaaaaa......haiz.....n thx for ur reminder...hehe...=P

HMMMM....i tink....afte today........will got no1 dy.......coz all of thm oso bz wrkg...n i cn knw dy tat my life afte spm oso wil be with work oli................haiz....maybe la.....

~so fast....all the ppl fns scol dy luuuuuuuuuu..............duno wt hpn today at scl.....2moro im bek to scl!!!!!!!!haha.........=)...so bored dy now......planning to go wtch muvi wth my bro.......

~wei....whr r u leh??ur silence reli killing me lo...=D.stpd.........tat tomoro....reli nxt year oli reach meh???ysday b4 slp go drnk tat stpd coffee.....make me till 1am more oli can slp.......n all the hours...i tink bek so mani ting tat had hpn...haiz...all oso sad ting...feel wana cry......i wan fnd sum1 to tlk bt i didn't find u......cz.........k,i wont drink coffee again at nite...........haiz..sad ah..waitg for u.......

.............................

2010-08-22T12:23:00.004+08:00

~too mani ppl leaving the world...mke ppl more understand wt the meaning of 'APPRECIATE'i tink...n now i knw tat no matter hw old or hw young the person r.......thy stl wil leave here.........

seem every1 stl alive.....plz live ur life wth no regret coz ltr...no matter how hard u cry.....TIME wouldn't cum bek............so,plz appreciate n tke care of the ting u hv rite nw......i knw i crappg so much here bt i won't do it...hehe....bt let me try.....at least once......

~duno y,nwdays....im advising ppl for duno wat laaaarrrrrrr.........bt i juz knw hw to advice,coz whn cm to myself.......i jz knw to cry........CRY CAN'T SOLVE THE PROBLEM.......tiz is wat my fren told me........n oli i knw....yap,cry can't do aniting.......bt whn u can't hold it anymore........jz cry laaa....it wil mke ur heart mre....light.....hmmmmm........i told my fren.....'dun bcz of 1 smal tree,u lost hope for the whole jungle.....'i knw the ting tat u can't get it........the more v wan it......including me.....i luk out thr.....i waiting for u,u waitg for othr ppl....thn waitg for anthr person......i wonderg y ppl waitg like tis............n summore thy doesn't reli knw the attitude of sum1 thy r waitg for.......i reli hate tis....n i HATE MYSELF MORE!!!!!!!coz im doin the same ting....I OSO WAITG FOR SUMTING!!!!!!GOSH!!!!!im goin to be crazi......im advising ppl bt im the 1 did tat ting.....haiz...fel like wat tis stpd world is laaaarrrrrr............

WAITING FOR SUMTING TAT WITHOUT DIRECTION...........reli SCARED for me.............. hope the 1 tat r waiting out thr....wil get wt thyu hope for.......=)

~next month n wah.....duno how mani day summore...it's trial spm.......haiz...everyday seem like wana stdy bt whn i luk at the book....n the book luking at me....reli fel like juz go die larrrr...no ned stdy agn ....haha.........bt the ting im wori nw is....tat stpd PLKN........reli i wan go for it bt 3months...although jz 3 months........BUT THREE MONTHS EVERYTING CAN CHANGES.......

ARGGGHHHHHHHH..........i can't imagine it la.....wt wil hpn.........PLKN y choose me...sumtimes i fel like unfair lo........y....y me!!!!!!i hate it laaaaa.a..a...........................haiz.......i juz dunwan to leave here.....do u knw........i dunwan to leave here......reli dunwan...........T_T....

~tat day plan to go pavi geh....bt sumtg hpn so no go dy lo.....hmmmm....nvmla....goin nxt time....

tonite goin to clbrte for ghost festival...n tomoro dunwan go scol.....hope so.......everyday raining nwdays....yah...raining reli nice....bt bad memories would cum bek to my mind......

~aal i hope now is every1 could live hapily....n take care of thmself.......n plz increase MY SPIRIT TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!lastly,I DUNWAN GO PLKN!!!!!!!!I DUNWAN TO LEAVE HERE......haiz....tinking sum idea for dunwan go thr.......

im wonderg how the life would be afte spm....sure i will mke it bcum crazy!!!!!!n fnd more money to buy ting wana long time ago................

every1....tke care...rmbr.......

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

2010-08-22T12:02:00.000+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

SAD!!!! =(

2010-08-05T17:34:00.004+08:00

~duno strt frm which day,which time.which month....i started to feel tat im alone...she is not the 1 i know anymore....jz lk....til now lk everyting goin bad oli.....haiz...sad lo....alot of ting...duno wer to tel it..i shld go fnd a tree hole...n thn express wt i feel now.......sumtime fel tat thy r very irritating.....

sumtime.....r crazy....hope my hate wont go so deep lo........y nwdys everyting bcm secret dy???i gt do anyting wrg.....ah??alwz im left bhnd....n like no1 care bout me......im sked for spm now......now spm.....even trial....gt hw many weeks more oli........my dem la!!!!!!!

~y the one i need he wont cum out........the place tat i wan go wont reach.......the ting tat i want do wont be done.....reli in fuck mood now....i reli duno how to do now....lk everytg is probz everywhr...

who can solve probz for me....whr can i ask help...who i can tell all tis....plz lo.....im goin to boom out........ma de.......I NEED HELP AHHHHHHH!!!!!N I NEED YOU LO!!!!!!!

~nwdays,pjk v wil lay baseball....veli nice leh!!!!today try to beat the bal.....i get it....haha....bt i gv ppl kill oso....sad.....thn my clas place chge dy lo.......lagi sad!!!!i cant tlk wth thm dy.....boring lo...

ysday a teachr cry bcz of sm1......wah,shck lo...bt teachr......u r gud for teachg us........

mega sales started now.......i wan go leh...all the shopping complex n buy mani tings to cum bek...haha...lol.........reli sad lo today....haiz,rain agn....errr........=(

~lastly.................................................bored....reli bpred...y every1 changing n disappearing????

y no1 bside me now????thy tel tat if u felt lonely or sad...dun forget bout ur family coz thn wont gv up to u.........thy wil support u....bt yes meh????????

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂???

2010-07-25T13:03:00.001+08:00

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手
心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动
爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂
什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够
爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透
爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂
放心我还会好好的过

???????????

2010-07-25T12:33:00.002+08:00

~today sndy.......duno wt wl hpn today.....nite hope goin to pm.......fl wanna slp nw....1am oli slp ysdy......haiz....frm ysdy on i nvr touch my bag oso........haha....bz rit....lol.......goin to touch it today...must la.....tomoro scl...haiz....bored.......

~went to st.mary ysdy.....the scl reli crowded of ppl..i oso duno wt the ppl doin thr....include me oso duno y i goin thr.....jz for a wlk la...nvr been thr b4....got pesta kantin thr....all the gurls are shouting n ......jz like pm leh...til my ear oso pain dy...haha......bt lastly i oso shout wth thm....reli nice the pesta.....bt nt so much ting selling thr la....i out frm my house.....10 in the morning til 4 in the evening oli cm bek.........actuali...cn go kl dy...bt oso nt goin....duno y la...........reach hum li...dem tired my leg........so,straight go lie on my bed.,...wah....so nice......^^...........

~hmmmmm..............althgh ppl hd cum bek....bt so wt????jz like everyting stay the same.....i duno la...wt hd hpn....is the scnd time.......hope everytg ok nw........

~th3 one tat im trusting...oso i duno shld trust it or not????

~i reli trust bt.........hwever,i wl....til the day........i reli still waiting.....i do knw is hard to forget sum1.......bt at least try ba?????

~爱情把两个陌生人变成熟悉，然后再把两个熟悉的人变成陌生人？？？？

~just because som1 doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have......爱你的人如果没有按你说希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。。。。。。

weekend?

2010-07-23T17:15:00.003+08:00

~hmmmm....wt hpn on tis two weeks???julai r cuming to an end .....two weeks more i thght.......thn 3 mnths.....nooo...it's two mnth or it 1 mnths???trial n all the crap are cuming....shld stdy non-stop now....bt.....fail.....lo.......see the book oso dun feel like stdy......haiz.....SAD...=(

~Tomoro is kko day at scol..im goin n hpe all go thru smoothly.....n pesta at st.mary...jz like every1 goin oli...n mkg me oso wan go thr dy....=)dunola,tomoro will pln all the ting....hehe...thght to go pavi...bt reli cnt fnd a suitable time...reli demm lo........bt tryg oso la.....afte nxt mnth or wt...nd stdy dy .......haiz....n keeping money nw to go out......bt shit!!!!today drop my rm10!!!!duno wer it hilang..

babi...haiz.........jz left it la...oso cnt find it out dy......bye my rm 10.....hahaha.....

~tis mnths boring lo....keep on stdy oli.....bt duno y i keep tlkg whn in class...haha...if not.....reli..i dem slpi....jz ysdy all teachr oso xenter the cls..........dem hapi leh!!!!!n tlkg about college ting..my fren b our letchr...kepp on xplaining.....haha...thx him la....afte the edu fair cm our scl..i jz like interest in everytg n wana join t.......bt dun dream la.....im stl choosg....lol....duno wt to do wth tat........on wednesday.....early mrng oso rain dy......althgh is gud...bt......RAIN MKG ME SAD=(.....

thn,cum internet oso ntg to do wth it.....go fb go msn.....got ppl on9 t nt the 1 i wanna tlk to.......

haiz,wt hppng to the wrld....im feelg tooo bored for it.........bt smtm oso talkg craps wth all my fren in class...i fel better.................nw.......oso duno wt to do....xmud to stdy......xmud to slp..........

~SAD,whn oli the time wil cum...reli wana get out....twilight.....sucks styg at hse........n my mum gvg sucks reason for not gvg me out!!!!!!!!!!i hope weekend wnt b bored......reli hope so......

~finali,wht hpn to u??any1 cn tel me ma???im jz cn waiting for news...othr thn tat,duno wt cn do dy.....hpe u r gud la...tc.......engh la....duno wt to type liao......out of mud......

u make me wana say...oooooooooooooOMG!!!

2010-07-10T14:42:00.001+08:00

Oh my gosh.
Baby let me la..I did it again so Imma let the..
Oh myyy..

Baby let me love you down
There's so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break ya down
There's so many ways to love ya
Got me like oh my god, i'm so in love.
I found you finally, you make me want to say.
Oh,oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh my gosh.

You make want to say,
Oh Oh,oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

I fell in love with shawty,
When I seen her on the dance floor
She was dancin' sexy, pop, pop, pop, and drop it and drop it low.
Never ever ever has a lady hit me on the first sight.
This was somethin' special,
This was just like dynamite.
Honey got a booty like, pow, pow, pow.
[ OMG lyrics from
http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/u/usher/omg/ ]Honey got some moves like wow oh wow.
Girl you know i'm lovin your, your style.
Check, check, check, checkin you out.

She got it all.
Sexy from her head to toe.
And I want it all and all and all.

Baby let me love you down
There's so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break ya down
There's so many ways to love ya
Got me like oh my god, i'm so in love.
I found you finally, you make me want to say.
Oh,oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh my gosh.

You make want to say,
Oh Oh,oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
OMG (Usher)

I told you not to leave me alone

2010-07-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

Kingston hey face drop oh

Kingston i see your face drop drop drop

You touch my heart disappear

I never knew how much it hurt here

(made me feel like)

My girl girl girl girl girl

First came trust then came love

But this was none of the above i'm aware

(made me feel like)

My girl girl girl girl girl hey

But you're the one who said

That i'd be lost without you

(no no no no)

You had your fun couldn't write

This one without you baby

(no no no)

And now i see your face drop

I told you not to leave me alone

And now that i got my own

I see your face drop

I told you not to count me out hey

'cause you always try to fill me with doubt

Sayin' that i look better if i was thinner

Don't you know you shoulda love me for my inner

When i left you yo i came out a winner

Did all i can i understand

That every girl do for their man

(made me feel like)

My girl girl girl girl girl

I cut it short 'cause you got caught

You're not the girl you used to be no more

(made me feel like)

My girl girl girl girl girl

But you're the one who said

That i'd be lost without you

(no no no no)

You had your fun couldn't write

This one without you baby

(no no no)

And now i see your face drop

I told you not to leave me alone

And now that i got my own

I see your face drop

I told you not to count me out

'cause you always try to fill me with doubt

Sayin' that i look better if i was thinner

Don't you know you shoulda love me for my inner

When i left you yo i came out a winner

Tellin' me come on back what will i do from that?

I would still still be yours if you knew how to act

But you underestimate a dude like me

And i love it when i see your

Face drop i told you not to leave me alone

And now that i got my own i see your face drop

I told you not to count me out

'cause you always try to fill me with doubt

Sayin' that i look better if i was thinner

Don't you know you shoulda love me for my inner

When i left you yo i came out a winner

And now i see your face drop

I told you not to leave me alone

And now that i got my own i see your face drop

I told you not to count me out

(thank you beautiful)

'cause you always try to fill me with doubt

Sayin' that i look better if i was thinner

(thank you beautiful)

Don't you know you shoulda love me for my inner

When i left you yo i came out a winner

4 days pass....

2010-07-10T14:12:00.004+08:00

~alrdy 4 pass luuuu....afte my bday...hehe...bt life stl go on.....hmmm...on wdnsday tat day.... me,jes,chrisz and wei ren go pavilion afte scol......my first tm go kl wth fren...tat tm oso afte scl fns...straight way go dy...bt luckily tat day fns 1.05 scol.......whn at bus tm plning wt tm go bek n a lot of reason how to lie....haha.....bt nola...jz tel oli.....go eat mcd n snowflake.......jz a bit shck cz tat day frm 7am i leave hse...til 7pm oli go hum leh!!!!!fuh....reli nice lo....haha...luckily no scld me la....thy knw it's my bday.....v eat snowflake till reli full dy....6 bowls wth 4 person...woooo.....the mre eat...the mre i feel cold....haha....thn..thy brg me go cinemas...i tot thy reli wan go....bt....haiz....

nvmla....jz wanna thx thm....njoyed goin out wth tat 3classmates......cz i being treat like a kid... haha...

~on MONDAY mid9....thx for the frens wishes......me too slp at 12am mre lo.......bt the person tat i wsh to hear frm....nvr gt bek....stpd........on TUESDAY,at scl...agn thy sang birthday song for me...thx leh....bt a bit sad cz tis the last yr scl life...nxt yr cnt hear frm thm dy........today,my hp cn col for free...so,i keep calling all thm....haha...so bored...at eveng wnt to hs...haha.....he cm bt......lol...funi the way he tlkg......at nite use hp to chat wth him....ok oso la.....haaaaaaa........stl wl rmbr the way he tlk... :D:D:D:D:-*

at nite fmly clbrte wth me...thx jason brg me a cake.....:D

~thn....till now.....i cnt forget lo...paviln....haaaaa...n im plng to go once agn.....stpd lo me...duno goin for wt leh......old 1 year dy lo....haiz......today is the open day bt i didn't go.....jz oso for no reason....tat's y i write at fb...if tm cn stop on tat day...nice rit?????

~AAAARRGHHHHHH.......cntrlg my jelous feelg.....it's sucks!!!!!!d person tat i hope to wsh me 1st........tat person wsh me the last!!!!!!!wt a joke for me!!!!!

HAPPI BDAY SANZ!!!!

2010-07-06T15:49:00.002+08:00

~HAPI BDAY TO ME.....

HAPI BDAY TO ME....

~HAPI BDAY TO ME!!!!WAH......jz half day....thx sc4 n ppl tat wshes me.....reli hope today can stay long a bit lo.........but...hmmmm....sad ting wont thnk bout it first....c how was my day today......

al3jandro

2010-07-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

I know that we are young.
And I know you may love me.
But I just can't be with you like this anymore.
Alejandro.

She's got both hands
In her pockets.
And she wont look at you,
Won't look at you

She hides trough love.
En su bolsito
She got a halo around her finger.
Around you.

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico. Rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
Nothing to lose.

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

(Just stop. Please. Just let me go. Alejandro. Just let me go.)

She's not broken,
She's just a baby.
But her boyfriend's like a dad, just like a dad.
Draw those flames that burn before him.
Now he's gonna firefight got-cool the bad.

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
Nothing to lose.

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

Don't bother me.
Don't bother me. Alejandro
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Fernando.

I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Alejandro.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch. Fernando.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke one cigarette more.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro

Like are you the one should I really trust

2010-07-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

Sparks fly it’s like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s no where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And that the night is the thieves
Few moments when you open my mind to things I’ve never seen

Cuz when I’m kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place you’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you

Past loves they never got really far
Walls of pictures I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

~karnival sksu.....

2010-07-03T17:05:00.004+08:00

~tody went karnival sksu........tired lo....wlk hre n wlk thr....thght cn c mani old teachr thr...bt no1...

all teachr thr xno is who.....spnd half day thr n a few hours at sm....wth my sis.....though a bit bored...cz my fren nt here....bt stl ok la......nw....fel wana slp n take a bath.....tonite argentina vs germany........haha....wsh cn wtch it...tis week seem all bcm like usual...teachr at scl strt teachg n gvg a lot of hw....haiz....nw...so mani nd to do it leh...duno cn fns it o not.......

~so fast cm july dy leh...less thn 3 mnths trial cmg...little bit sked of tat.......tis whole week reli hapi at scl bt....whn thnk bout it..oli i knw tat im leavg tis scol.....dem sad!!!!!i cnt imagine wt hpn tat tm....my frens all.....aarrrghhhhhh....dun dare thnk bout it.........tat day do ujian segak for pj...feel so gud lol......i reli hyper dunno for wt tat tm...haha...thn cik sia ask whtr im ok o wt...:p...hehe.....she ask me try n shake the body...haha..........thn......jz knw a new guy....wlkg bek wth me tis two days... altgh........reli njoy wlkg wth hm on the first day...bt duno y he reli chge on the scnd day......he telg ting about afte i leave the scl...dem u...dun tlk like tat lo....he reli.....hv......i jz telg myslf dun take it as serious....if not the 1 who gt hurt is stl me.....jz take it as easy.....stl rmbr whn v 1st tm sw hm...i n my frn...sayg y tis guy so weird...bt nw......he is the 1.... haaha....funi lo....jz thx la....company me bek hum.....bt he reli sakai n stpd cn go sit middle of the road...doesn't thy knw is dangerous...stpd.....

~nxt week duno wt wl hpn lo...10 julai is the open day...lol.....i hope nxt week oso wl be relax like tis week is engh for me.....n 6julai.......i hope tis day wil be hapi for me......6 n 10 julai.....b a hapi day k.......waitg for it......let me mke a wsh on 6julai ba.....i wan v all wil b hapi tghtr foreva...i dunwan any one to leave each othr of us........tat's all i jz hope bt cn i mke smmore wish????

~bro....i hope he reli wont do it agn..........alrdy twice n if u do it agn...i reli duno wt would hpn.....take care of urself k.......i dunwan u to leave me o the hse......smtm i nd ur hlp n ned u to b my security nnd u to company me wtch muvi n shpg.....n i nd ur ear to hear my stori,....and same as u....i can b ur ear to hear wt u wan a tel.........dun wori,everytg will b fine i tellg myslf....hope so.......

may god bless us N take care every1.......

hmmmmmm..........

2010-06-25T19:57:00.004+08:00

~hehe....afte smtg hpn at hse...finally comp cum bek....hope u wont leave me agn....although smtm u were bored for me.....bt v stl nd u de.....haha.....today cm bek frm scl oli went s.mal....for duno hw many hours......6pm oli reach hum....huuu....so tired leh........

~fuh....alrdy 1 week scol afte hldy....haiz...y so fast geh.....whn hldy tm...feel dem bored bt whn hlday cm an end.....i jz hope hlday wil b longer.....human wt????usually wil hpn rit........hlday veri gud lo...no nd do wrk....no nd go scl...no nd wke up so early..........so much of no need......hldy....are far frm me nw........nvm...i'll wait.......1st day of scl....i fns fzk hands on 1oo pages in 1 day....hahaha

my self oso shock.....thn scnd day do the addmt assigment........luckily nw fns liao...hehe...whn hlday tm i brg alot of books to my kampung....bt i dun even touch a book there!!!!haha....i jz brg the buk for a trip?????hehe.....:p

~results oso take dy..........so upset gua????1st tm fail for chmst....2nd tm fail for addmt......haiz.... sad.....i stl rmbr whn exam tm....i jz sit at room n stdy...bt wt i gt is not engh for me.....y leh???gt a bit bu shuang la............teacher said hw much u did....is hw much u get.....wt la??i jz hope tat i wont fail any subject bt i did it........stpd me!!!!!!taday oli i realize tat my mm paper.....one of the ques askg me othrs n i answred it othrs.....wt the hell im doing!!!!!i reli shock for tat!!!!dem la....wt ting im thinkg tat tm????haiz.......results oso neva tl my mum....can't imagine wt would hpn afte i tld it?????scld me?????sure la.....i jz scared.............it's reli scary...........open day nxt mnth.........shit.........i dno afte tld it wt would hpn?????i dunwan v fight....i dunwan.......

~FRENS........LIFE.......

did she reli wont tl me????jz dun like to tlk nwdays wth thm bt.......huuuuuuu.....jz mud out...i oso duno wt had hpn............can't v gt bek to the last tm???i hate keeping secret btwn us.....i dunwan b like tis,.....not nice.....haiz...i oso duna wt to tel dy.....reli speechless bout thm........wt's hpng???

my ipoh fren.......so sad...tat day col me cum kl bt i didn't.........regret it....a bit la...jz bcz she went pavilion??????1st place she went leh?????nvm....nxt tm i wil cm wth u.......

~RAINING DAY.........................although it's gt a gud sound bt it's remind me full of sad memories.........bt duno y jz hope the rain wont stp..........did i stil care bout the memories?????

Whr r u.......whr r u .....whr r u........................today saw bek an old fren.......hmmm.....ntg chge on hm oso............huh.........engh la.... stp here....i reli tired bcm human........

~FIFA...........jia you every1............portugal......brazil.........argentina...........wt else???

HURT,PLZ LEAVE ME????

2010-05-21T16:49:00.001+08:00

Ohhhhhh....... Oh-ohhhhhhhh
Why do I stay, why do I stay in love
Ohhhhhh......
Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause it ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all

now Hey! What I wanna do is
Ride shot-gun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
proud in the S.U.
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Although I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause it ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause it ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try and front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby, baby
I stay in love with you
( I stay in love......)

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
I stay in love

~FrIdAy?

2010-05-21T15:46:00.002+08:00

~huuuu....finally reach friday liao leh.....a bit can relax la..........exam alrdy 1 week....dem.....1st time i stdy so concentrate for sej.....jz for paper 2.......paper 1 muz kantoi dy....haha....nxt week goin to hv addmt...rdy for die la........

~i hope weekend wont b boring........haiz...nwdays wan find a place n go out...dunwan sit at home jz bcz i dun wan think all the stpd stuff....arggghhhhh...plz dun cum my mind la......

~yesterday may 20 leh........520。。我爱你。。。哈哈。。。。祝所有人都能找到自己爱的人。。还有爱自己的人。。祝你们幸福吧。。。好好爱自己和身边的人。。。。

~SCOL......still goin on like usual.......hmmm...jz less ponteng dy lo cz..exam...lol......whn gt time stl will go la.....^^tat day jz celebrate last year teacher"s day......wah,okla...fun la.....jz the stpd fellor...haiz.....nvm...dun tlk bout it.....thn v all jz enjy shouting thy.....haha......i hope mayb la...nxt year teacher's day go bek......hmmmm....^^

~jz strt frm nxt week...aunt ask me to for a walk every mrng at frim,......jz to exercise...by the way...it's reli relaxing........bt tomoro goin metropolitan luu...hope dun rain......RAIN ahhh...nwdays reli brg pain to me.........dun rain la k.......dun feel sad......alot of ting need to do summore......

>WHEN U CHOOSE NOT TO MAKE A CHOICE,U DO CHOOSE CAUZ U CHOOSE NOT TO CHOOSE!!!LOL...........it's better dun tink thn tink...the more u think...the more u cn gt hurt........dem it...no one wil knw u feel.....i knw no matter wt hpn...life stil goin on...i knw it's reli hurt.....bt im trying to dun tink bout it.....haiz.....wtever hpng nw......i duno la....im trying to trust u....bt still getting hurt......no matter wat i do....i stay in love with u....haha.....nolah....i jz duno y cnt i ply a game tat wnt get hurt......?????so feel like wanna cry la.......bt i alrdy forget the way to cry....so,juz im asking my self to be stronger.....hope so....love not everyting.............i dunwan think the stpd ting.........bt cnt u jz dun make me lost trust on u?????

~i mayb......y cnt u cum fnd me leh......myb i alrdy 4gt u......mayb i alrdy miss u????

爱情 ♥

2010-05-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

1) 请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真的
2) 感情的戏，我没演技
3) 离开后，别说祝我幸福...你有什么资格祝我幸福？
4) 习惯难受，习惯思念，习惯等你...可是却一直没有习惯看不到你
5) 等待，是一生最初的苍老
6) 要离开，就请，永远别再回来
7) 也许走得太远的代价就是寂寞
8) 我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你
9) 我怀旧...因为我看不到你和未来
10) 不要骗我，你知道即使你的谎言我都会相信
11) 当你做对的时候，没有人会记得；当你做错的时候，连呼吸都是错
12) 和爱的人吵架，和陌生人讲心里话
13) 他的心早已变换了季节，而你还站在他许下诺言的那一天
14) 想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过
15) 上一次微笑着入睡...是什么时候？
16) 什么叫快乐？就是掩饰自己的悲伤对每个人微笑
17) 多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心
18) 当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是一种明白
19) 我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己
20) 有时，爱也是一种伤害：残忍的人，选择伤害别人；善良的人，选择伤害自己
21) 脸上的快乐别人看得到，心里的痛又有谁能感觉到...？
22) 不是不死心，是死不了心
23) 你知道吗...？真心离伤心最近
24) 我想哭...可是我已经不知道该怎么流泪了
25) 思念一个人的滋味，就像是喝了一杯冰冷的水，最后一滴一滴凝成热泪
26) 喜欢一个人没有错，错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自己的人
27) 等待，也许并不容易...伤害，却轻而易举...
28) 没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去
29) 痛过之后就不会觉得痛了，有的只会是一颗冷漠的心
30) 原来地久天长，只是误会一场
31) 我还在原地等你，你却已经忘记曾来过这里
32) 你是我猜不到的不知所措，我是你想不到的无关痛痒
33) 我喜欢现在的自己，怀念过去的我们
34) 我不在乎你对我的不在乎
35) 年轻时我们放弃，以为那只是一段感情；后来才知道，那其实是一生
36) 我是你转身就忘的路人甲，凭什么陪你蹉跎年华到天涯？
37) 一个人只要不再想要，就什么都可以放下...
38) 最初不相识，最终不相认
39) 要有多坚强，才敢念念不忘
40) 爱那么短，遗忘却那么长......

haizzzzzzz.....

2010-05-14T15:34:00.005+08:00

~huuu...i alrdy ponteng scl for 3 days.........althgh nt reli bt.....dem it...cz tis 3 days sit at hse....duno wt's hppng n i jz kep on slp n..........stpd ting cm into my mind.....haaaaaa....reli hate tis.......i dun even touch the buks...whn i sw thm....i fl like wanna cry.........duno y..............exam is started.....n im stl sitting thr duno....tinking.....waiting n missing n scaring for wat........as time goes by....i duno wt i wan..................i duno wt im thinking.........even stdy....oso no mood........haizzzz.....exam....i reli duno y so fast reach......i oso cnt do aniting...........i duno wt's the medicine for my sick like tis............IM TIRED...........

`Scl.......dem sad......dem boring n dem stpd....is all i cn said..........duno wt in the scl.....better i stop stdying la..........

~i knw waiting is tired.....nw oli i knw....mayb im tired.........waiting made ppl sick man...........

人。。。。。永远都不会懂。。。一直在等待你们的那个人。。。是有多痛苦。。。多难受。。。他/她们每次的泪。。。都是在为你们而流。。。。。难道。。。你们都不懂吗？？？他/她们真的很心疼。。。。。他/她们会觉得很累但又不想放弃。。。。这。。。到底是为什么？？？我搞不清楚。。。。。他/她们只希望。。。。那些等待和伤痛的日子换来是幸福。。。那就够了。。。。。。但如果得不到的话？？？该怎么办。。。。。这。。。。我也不懂。。也搞不动。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。结果，没有人会懂。。。。可是我就一直傻傻的。。。等待答案。。。。等待结果。。。。这种感觉。。。很可怕。。。。很恐怖。。。。你可不可以教我如何等。。。。才不会有怕这个感觉？？我知道。。。总有一天。。。。我也会累。。。。。

~????????

2010-04-23T17:46:00.004+08:00

~WAH.......ysdy reli reli reli duno hw to describe ahhhh..............DEM BORED IN THE CLASS!!!!!!dem stpd...the whole day no teacher in our cls....wt's hppng?????if i knw i wnt go scl today...haiz.........although it's boring bt v stil njoying alot!!!!haha.......duno hw we spend time in scl today........recess early,go back early........walk around the scl like wt oli....bt gt pameran sc...so,v went thr for a vst la....quite nice geh......heee.....thn....whn at cls....try to do sum work...bt mood is so suck......i jz left the work n go njoy tlkg,plyg...n wlkg arnd....thght to go bek hum early mrng bt v xdo it.....so gud....haha.....thn go bek time alone....luckily my mum cum....afte tat went sm...oso ntg...jz a word for today!!!!BORED!!!!

~today ahhh.....gud a bit la...bt duno y every1 so quiet oli nwdays.....duno wt hpn leh????many ppl didn't cum scl today...tat's y so boring today...i tink....bt today gt stdy la...ok a bit.....nt so bored...jz whn akn tm...like stpd oli...all of the bros cm in the clas....haha......thn went go bek tm oso stay for a while....dun lk go bek so fast......at scl oso bored....at scl oso bored.....everyting is bored for me!!!!!1cn ani1 tel me wt's hppng to the earth??????

~OMG!!!!nwdys oli realize tat i bcm dark dy....i dun wanna bcm an indian or any africa ppl........i wan bcm fair bek,....duno wt's hppng to tis earth.....too hot n dem hot.....althgh it's raing bt still the sun is thr...stpd rit???haiz....wt a pelik???nwdys....i nd money man......goin here goin thr...mani place tat v hd plan to go nwdys......^^hmmm,,,,...tat's y nd to keep money....cnt use alot......tomolow gt scl leh......dunno fun o nt..jz hope everyting goin smoothly......tis week umi is nt in scl...tat's y v r so relax wlkg hr n thr...lolx....bt thx la...u r nt here......2molow......jz hope wil b fun......so fast 1 week had over......n didn't c u for tis week...mayb i had miss u???haiz....whr u went?so busy ha???

~hhhhuuuuuuuuuu......GIVE me some SUNSHINE,

GIVE me some RAIN,

GIVE me another CHANCE,

i wanna GROW UP once agn?

I wanna GO BACK 2 the time i 1st MET u.............

i jz love the simple day,simple life......

2010-04-16T15:41:00.002+08:00

~tis whole week for me is too great....i tink...afte i feel sick for sumting frm last time.......well....wt had hpn tis week is juz so simple that i ever tink......hhhuuuuu......im goin on wth my life tat ntg to tink bout it n ntg to b worried bout it.......bt im stil tinking bout sumting nw.......juz put it away la....wtever u did..........juz leave it la...im soooo tired wth tat........reli hope sum1 cn understnd wt im tinking nw......

~tis week the four days...oso v had over-walk lo......walk arnd the scl n wlk bek hum...n i getting late to home sumtimes afte scl...i reli like to gt bek late afte scl...jz c........n im over-act????i oso duno????juz today mrng reach scl...teachr announce tat 1st til 3rd place cn go for the anugerah,....lol....im dem hapi lo...bt whn the reheasal.....dem bored sitting inside the hall..cz i tink it wld b veri fun ma...bt not as i tink wan.....haha........ysdy n today bcm a gud gurl....went bek hume so early la...haha...i oso syok wth myself.........

~hhhhhmmmm......all i want said is thx 4 'u' n 'u'........bt im still worried bout sumting bout u....sori la.....i oso duno hw to said,.....TIME reli make me scared.......i cant FIGHT wth the time....

n i wont FIGHT wth the nonsence ting.....jz whnever i saw her...will rmnd me bout u........i knw tat i cnt STAND for all of tis if i dun hv u all.......my best fren.........dun wori.......i wont bcm so stpd..mayb...n i dunwan bcm a fool......................jz wait n c.............

????????????????

2010-04-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

~I don't wanna feel the way i do,

I juz wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see us apart,

I juz wanna say straight from my HEART.......

I MISS YOU.......

???????????

2010-04-15T17:09:00.006+08:00

~MEETING you was FATE....

becoming your FRIEND was CHOICE....

but FALLING in LOVE with you....

was completely OUT of my CONTROL....

hmmmmmm..........

2010-04-14T17:51:00.002+08:00

~wah....today dem boring whn stdy for akaun....huu...i duno fel like wt...bt jz whnnthe bell ring oli....i gt out frm the cls n wlk arnd the blok d,e....haha.....nwdays bcm the blok d,e guard......bt thn v oso pontg the mm cls for 1 period...n bm cls half period.....dem nice lol.....jz y...cz of pntg mm is v went search for tat umi la......search the whole scl oso cnt fnd.....whn v dunwan c her,she cm out...whn v wan her she dunwan cm out......like stpd li rit????ahhahahaha......thn v keep on wlkg until our leg r dem kebas...nw oli i fel my leg reli tired of wlkg....haha.....thn...nvm...v went bek the cls......rest....wtr drnk alot n v need the fan as well....haha.....n my sick fren went to rest at canteen thn went bek.......whn in the journey asl en.aziz whose the guru tugas.....bt he said our cls teachr.....bt actuali our frm teachr oli askg us go fnd othr teacher.....he jz rmnd me bout tat day......whn i as k him y didn't teach us for sej?????v miss u,u knw....thn teachr answer me....'hmmm,i didn't teach ur cls cz gt a better teachr to teache u al'...whn i heard tis...gt a bit sick la....teaher,u r gud u knw......nt bcz of no wrk....bt bcz u reli nice la.........althgh nw the teachr teachg us is veri bored.....bt.......she oso ok...jz she gvg mani mani ofwrk....i knw it's for our gud...tat's y i still doin it......hehe.....whn he tl me tat's a 'better teacher to teach us'.....it remind me of.....'it's hv a better ppl to love him'.....hahahahaha.....wt im tlkg la.....jz y...i abit crack dy nwdys,........jz a bit isck la whn teacher tld like tat.....

~thn afte scl....went eat sushio at sm wth all the chse gang...all the sushi....jz rm2....gt promotn la....bt it's raining tat time....i oso duno.......dem cheap rm2 rit.....haha...tat's y eat alot....afte tat went for a wlk....went lepak at bowling thr.......go snap pic...haha...of coz la......til 5pm oli reach hum....reach hum oso nvr bath jz....straight away whn slp...haha....so smelly....^^at nite it's reli dem tired n pain dy........tat's y go slp 10pm...i didn't touch the bag oso.....so nice...lie down oli slp....thn being disturb by fren...at

~ffuuhhhhhh......

2010-04-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

~wah....today over reaction dy....haha.....actualli...stil angry wth my mum...i duno la...she is childish o over....u r over la mum!!!!she goin to ipoh bt dun wanna brg me go....summore...she is goin on her self...wt the shit la...u cn go urslf v cnt go....i jz dun like the reason tat she tl us y v cnt go......she said v hvg scl so cnt go....wt a merepek....my mum alwiz like tis....everyting stdy cm 1st for us....bt does she knw tat v r stress engh for the STUDIES!!!!!!the more u force me...the more i'll hate stdy k!!!!i

reli hate it cz wt so important the scl....jz hldy for a while oso cnt....u alwiz said stdy....stdy n stdy...bt do u ever tink of our feeling!!!!!!!haiz.....i oso duno wt to do nw....actualli tis time i nak sgt to go bek is bcz of my scl thr...i jz wana go thy vst the scl n al the frens thr......i reli kecewa tis time....bt nw ok a bit dy la....cz i shout alot today....

~at scol....gt a ceramah today...so v cn skip the moral cls....bi cls...n 1 period of mt cls....i thght v goin to skip tat oso.....^^bt v jz stdy 1 period la.....in the hall of ceramah....n i shout whn tlkg smtg...i oso duno y...til my fren ask me y im so excited for tis ceramah....haha....actuali tis drmh bout stress...tat's y...haha...n the penceramah was hndsm ...lol....haha....so afte tat my geram oso a bit relax dy la....^^

~nwdys....whnevr v ntg to do oli v will go vst the blok d,e.....v oso duno wt's the reason...jz simply wan exe...btw.....v r goin pntg actualli......n sure la...jz to c sm1....haha!!!!!!!nolah....jz nice la....i dunwan alwiz terperuk kat cls oli...dem boring....i knw it's time for SPM bt smtms v nd rest oso rit????hehe.......

~well....today hv a queit fun day......thx god??

~y mz put a title here ???

2010-04-06T15:57:00.003+08:00

~hmmm....it's second day of a new week......TUESDAY...lol.....scl stil goin gud so far....well...n today jz a bit hapi no nd stdy for akaun n sej teacher will mc for the whole week....wwwooohhhh!!!!haha/..

cn hv fun in the clas...n whn recess time go lpk here n lepak thr......bt whn akaun time im doin akaun althgh thhr is no akaun..haha...hapi lol....finally fns the wrk....haiz...wt a crap la???i jz feel like y all the wrk like tak dpt fns oso???nvm...i will fns it...jz sumtimes veri angry wth it cz cnt gt the answr.........n jz today a fren ask me to ask him f**k off.....i get a bit hurt whn hear tis....haiz....

v all saw wt hpn last thrsdy....n i feel dem sad whn c them...afte reach hum oli...im crying my self...

wt i wanna tl is sumtimes v shld thx the GOD cz whn sumtimes u sad....HE wil gv u sumting to make u hapi...jz like tat day.......reli thx the GOD......

~ysday...v snap for our cls photo...1st2 veri hapi to snap it...bt duno y sddnly it rmnd me tat tis the last year of snapping it......n i strted to tl my frens......'tis the last year'...omg.....still gt bit sad...gt free post...i oso duno wt post i do it....nd wait for nxt year oli cn c it...i hope the last yr probz wnt occur....cz last year wan damage dy...haiz...jz hope tis one will b fine......my last year of scl life...... mke....ppl...i oso duno la...althgh v all waiting for the day tat no need stdy....^^...me too la...of course waiting for it.......im goin to round here n round thr of tis scl tis yr..last yr mz go try it...ponteng n all the stpd ting tat cnt do afte fns scl...haha....ysdy my fren ask me to sri gombak c the bola tampar match bt oso didn't go...haha...still a gud gurl.....lol...

~hmmmm....wat else ah......ohh....my mum lie me dy...if not means i oso go ipoh to visit the baby dy...haiz...so sad......cnt go thr....nwdays i jz like to find sumting to do....i wan make myself bz...jz to 4gt sumting or wt???i oso duno y i bcm like tis...i knw it is no use cz i jz wana run frm the reality bt life shldn't b like tis...v shld face the reality......i jz dunwan the reality.......n u need to b patience for sumting tat cum for a success.....n im not a patience ppl...i hate waiting for sumting tat i wan to get it......bt nw im training my self to wait to get wtever i wan.......afte u get it....u oli will feel tat all ur wait is sooooo worth...n im waiting for the day to cum......

~U ask me to wait........yah....i can wait for it....i will wait for u.....bt.........i duno wt else i cn do nw...jz keep on waiting.....i jz hope all my regard of wait is i will get wat i want......i dunwan the end to hurt me once more......so,i jz keep a normal mood to wait.....not to hapi...n not too sad...plz..

wtever hpn.........no1 will knw......jz let me la....cn tel me y wan do like tis ahhhh????i jz sked for the end.......im not scaring for wat...i reli jz sked for the end....duno wt will hpn......bt i'll trust u???

bcm bored nwdys...duno y.....reli tired to tlk wth it....n duno hw the way v use to tlk last time n u jz hurt me.......hw cn u tl like tat haiz.......if i cn wish for a ting......cn i gt the power to read ppl mind???the oli i'll knw wt thy all n wt u tinking.......i jz wan to company n tlk wth me.......bt duno y jz bcm so alone.......

我可以等待。。。可是我怕。。。我怕。。。我等了过后的收获。。。只有苦没有甜。。。我真的再怕着。。。我只希望。。我等了过后的收获。。。是我想要的。。。我不明白为什么要我这样做。。。可以告诉我吗？？？我已经猜得好累好累了。。。。。只想你陪我。。。。

you knw i never wana hurt you...

2010-04-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...

DIL3MMA.....

2010-04-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block
from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need
to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but
that’s okay
‘Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my
position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mami hittin’
And in no time I better make this friend mine and
that’s for sure
‘Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy
home
But there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t
leave her ‘lone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin’ trippin’ , and hate up
all the girls
And there’s no way Nelly go for it
Ain’t f***in’ with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole
demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in
his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,
don’t you forget it
But it ain’t that easy for you to back up and leave
him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Sing it for me, K

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know
Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(‘Cause you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

i wan nobody bt u........

2010-04-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

~????????

2010-04-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

~wah...so hapi today rech friday dy....ysdy dem nice......onli stdy for sej n bm....othr tat v jz njoy tlkg n sleeping....mkg noise n lpkg arnd the scl....haha.....if everyday oso like tis kn bagus...haha....

today finally cn rest a bit lo.....if nt ah...im goin to die..lolx......cz so many many wrk need to do.....bt i so stpd go n leave my addmt buk in the class...haiz....so dai mong ahhhh.......nd to do in a paper agn....as i said... i will fns it....try my best....hehe.....

*bt nw....form 5 ting is more easy thn the form 4 ting.....the mt mm......keep doin on it cz not so hard...haha.....y no1 at sc4 on9 at fb geh.......so boring........suppose to go ipoh nw.....bt simply dunwan go cz oso duno y.....^^........

~haiz....ntg to said dy....jz hope wil gt a nice weekend.......hpe nt boring the weekend......bye....

+ actually......u stil angry ah????

sori,.......nw i undrstnd it.......

2010-04-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

~APRILFOOL!!!!!!hapi aprilfool day to all.....luckily no1 plyg today...bt oso gt ppl kena tipu..including me!!!haha....ysdy didn't slp 4 a whole nite.......bt til nw...i still didn't feel like wanna slp...haiz.....dem nice ysdy the party n finally cn go motorcycle wth my bro....i hv miss tat motor cz afte v buy cr......v nvr use the motor anymore.....reli nice...the cool cold wind at nite.......

~so fast....alrdy april nw...n exam wil b on nxt mnth......reli sked bout tat bt oso the same...i wil try my best...hope all goin smooth whn exam time.....the faster the time.....it's means.....spm day will bcm nearer....dem god......wt a joke in life la.....i knw education is so important for the future....n every1 is askg us to stdy hard....stdy n keep on stdy.......no matter hw v hate the book.....v need to love them jz for tis fews mnth......n i will sure do it...wtch it......thn afte spm....sure i will njoy my life....!!!!!yeah....im jz waiting for tat time to reach????^^

~smtg hpn ysdy....n all i cn said is......sori la...cz nw oli i undstnd....nw...i will put tis probz aside...... dun wori.....i cn settle it.......support me k.......i'll wait for u............SORI..........nw.....i will trust u..... as long as u still remember me.......

~even in BELIEVE...thr is a LIE....so,y do v wan BELIEVE???jz TRUST dun BELIEVE.......

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!TAK3 CARE....

2010-03-13T22:19:00.006+08:00

~WWOOOOHHHH........finally EXAM finish!!!!!im dem happi lol.......goin to get lost frm heretomoro...to my lovely...place..hope will b a nice day thr......my sis wil hvg a wedding....well...hldyscl also gt activities.....kelas tambahan???gosh..im nt goin..haha...^^n the kem perdana...a bit sadtis time cnt go...i oso duno y i didn't go..?n the fun is prefect hvg camp at pahang....?tat day whnspm result time...i thght wil b a fun day mayb.....bt ntg oso....haiz...nvm...afte tat knw their result...v oso dem sked dy......haiz....mayb v should reli b serious in stdy frm nw on....i will i will....kk..lastly...hpe u all njoy the hldy.....n btw take care of yrself......

~FUCK U!!!!!!!!the day tat i wait finalli....reach bt u didn't appear....nvm....afte tis plz dun appearforeva k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wont hope u to appear anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GET LOST LA!!!!!!!!!!!!

~也许我累了吧？？？这一次我不要再当个傻瓜。。我不想让回忆吞噬了眼眶而雨下的好大我关上车窗算了吧

这次我真的不会再期待你的到来。。。因为我懂我要的永远得不到。。。人就是这样。。。要的总是得不到。。不要得就偏偏走过来。。。现在也许很痛苦。。可是当你以后想会起今天时。。。一切。。都会变成最美好的回亿。。。这一次。。。雨季也慢慢过了。。。而我也许都找到新的出路吧？？？

EXAM~~SHIT LIAO...

2010-03-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

~haiz.....2mro strt exam....+mt summore...bt i still sitting here...lol..jz hope exam faster b over....

jz wanna said.....gud luck for every1 tat tkg exam tomoro......afte tat cn hldy liao....haha....

i like the life afte exam....will b busy????........

~i juz love the purple nwdys.....tat dy went to scl sports day...lol...cz ntg to do..tat's y go...n sw many ex-stdnts.....

~dem bored nwdys...no1 on9 oso.....

i knw...forget is the best way....bt...

2010-03-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

喜欢上一个人。。。。。。

是一件很难的事。。。。。。

要经过一段时间。。。。。。

去。。。。。。

注意他/她。。。。。。

了解他/她。。。。。。

关心他/她。。。。。。

帮助他/她。。。。。。

还有。。。。。。

吸引他/她。。。。。。

希望他也注意你。。。。。。

但是。。。。。。

还有一件事比喜欢上一个人更难。。。。。。

那就是。。。。。。

忘记一个你爱的人。。。。。。

要经过一段时间。。。。。。

去。。。。。。

远离他/她。。。。。。

放弃她/他。。。。。。

还有比这些更难的。。。。。。

那是。。。。。。

接受他/她不爱你的事实。。。。。。

这。。。。。。是真的很难吧？？？？

~i knw forget is the best way.......but human is like tis...thy dunwan n dun like to forget sumting tat had mke thm feel happi once upon a time......if it's reli hard to forget....for wt v still forcing ourself to forget bout it?????can't v jz keep it up????bt i knw tat it will hurt me 4eva!!!!!so,.....no matter hw hard it is......v can't give up so easily........i will do it.......

BORING!!!!

2010-02-28T15:19:00.002+08:00

last day of cny...i dem bored right now......who cn company me to chat....???haiz...cnt go fnd him ....he wont rply me oso....y???i stil asking for the answr??y u cnt rply me???ooooo.....i keep on tinking whthr i gt fault........tis all stpd ques...mayb wont gv a answr to me forever.....

~i bcm more lazy nwdys.....hate goin scol...a week oso ponteng duno hw many days....tomoro oso like dunwan go scl...the scl mke me feel like shit.....no1 thr...ntg to do thr.....all the face at scol....

AArggghhhh......dem bored......i reli.......haiz....so boring ahhh nw....no1 cn chat wth.....

~wei...u....plz rply me la.....at least let me knw....y???dunwan rply me.....hoping tat 1 day u would rply......bt tatdy...i duno whn.....mayb tat dy wont cm.......suan le ba........is annoying me.......bt i jz MISS U.......

speechless.....

2010-02-26T10:12:00.003+08:00

~huuuuu.....speechless nwdys....dunowt's goin on......alrdy 2 weeks didn't hear frm u.....i jz.....duno la.....whr r u nw???i jz keep on tinking....would u reli wil fnd me bek.....or i gt do sum fault tat day.....am i stupid???i reli dono i will b like tis......like a fool.....wtevr......i jz ....

i......reli duno wt u tinking nw......thn v frens oso cnt b ah????y ahhh...... frm early tm...i tinking...hw was the ending wil b....nw i gt it...i reli hate the ending like tis.......i dunwan la.........u angri o u simpli i oso duno la...n im tiring of guessing n waiting for u bt i wil keep on waiting.....all i cn do is jz waiting n waiting n waiting......no1 could hlp me..........hey...sori la.....apologize me.....i dunwan to lot a fren like u.....y.....y...............y...........if u gt sum hurt tat dy......sori la....i.....haiz...i reli stil waiting for........

~today hldy leh.........duno wt to do...tis week reli sleepy in class.....i couldn't hear 1 wrd frm the teacher inside my ear oso...jz feel veri slpi.......bt i cnt reli slp...cz of the matter......haiz.....wthout u reli boring bt i will try myslf to fit in tis situation......plz rply me la.......if i do fault tat day...sori la....

reli upset nw....til nw i stil regret tat tm y busybody go hlp ppl.......nw i reli hd realise wt my mum said.....u hlp ppl to gt bek theirs...nw u lost urs!!!!!!i reli lost mine n i wan it bek!!!!!!1bt she doesn't appreciate for wt she gt.....jz let her la......she njoying life like tat rit......left it....who cares bout tat........thy alwiz said tat the god is fair....whn he gv u sumting...he surely wil take u bek sumting...u tke bek mine n wt u gv?????im tinkg...wt had u gv me.......their relationship????haiz....still guessing.....guessing n shouting sum1 to hlp me.......bt i knw...it wont......even....wont hlp me.....i reli bgn to....u all.................askg me to wait bt i oli....i knw....who ask me to campur tgn in their prob.......

~so now......i oso duno wt's the conclusion....i reli tak puas hati......im stil tinkg tat matter....i s til cnt forget tat matter.......who cn tl me wt should i do????WT SHOULD I DO!!!it is true to take a lifetime to 4gt sum1?????????????a crush in jz a second????

~the teachers teach me.....1hour=60 minutes......1minutes=60second.....bt thy didn't teach me 1 second wthout u=100 years^_^

=.=

2010-02-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

~haiz.....tomoro strt scol agn...lol....wt a life la......begin to stdy agn....wt i cn said is i ny yt do any of the hwrk oso...didn't 1....i xtouch any of the buk....haha....^_^...sori ah teacher,,,,,hehe....so far.....everyting is gud....my relatives all went bek dy luuuuu....wt a sad....every1 goin to strt wrk n scl tomoro.....i dunwan scl lah!!!!!!!....haiz....ntg to tlk dy.....tat thrs time....gt a fight...haha.....so,v all tlk3.....til 3am oli v slp...bt thn v wake up at 8am.....wt a shrt time i slept???haha...thn on fri v went genting....dem cold thr......plus the cold wind...bt whn go inside thr ply game....bcum hot dy...til 3am oli v cum bek...oso same like ystdy....wke up ar 8 am.......hehe...bt tis is the 1st time i ate at the halfway of genting...reli nice the food........

~i reli do it dy....i reli try my hard dy to forget wt he did to me....bt jz whn tat day i met up wth my fren at sm.....i nd to tel the stori bek.....n i reli suprise tat i stil crying....though tat will b ntg...though i reli forget bout it dy....bt i still........haiz!!!!n i dunno tat i wil c him bek....while tlkg to my fren the stori....thn...al the ting oso cm bek..... all the ting tat hpn remind me bek,,,,.....my feeling all has cm bek....oh gosh!!!!wt a shit????y i go sm tat dy....nw....i nd to strt it over agn to forget wt had hpn.....haiz......plz hlp me la....y will b like tis.....gv me bek the hate feeling.......i dunwan to suffering like tis..........bt 1 thing i sad is nwdys he xwrk at sm dy...haiz....a bit sad la.....y ah???haiz...i dunwan to knw anyting la.....i duno wt to do nw...tinking to fnd u bek bt........xpyhlah....u wlk away so fast ha...............hai oso dunwan to tl rit......nvm.......nvm...............i.........wan throw away my fon to far far far away.......

~on friday,whn swimming time....i put myself into the water n tel myself agn n agn....past is past.....jz forget bout it......plz.....ntg is so important bout him........

初五。。。

2010-02-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

hhhuuuuuuu.....alrdy hw mani days ha?????mayb.........4 days ba......the feeling stil remain sum......hhhhaaaaaaaa.......i....duno wt's i feeling nw....whn gt chance gt out...i surely will go out.....cz i dem sked for the lonely feeling....it's reli make me feel sked....i hate tis feeling...... hey,stpd....dun let me c u ah....if i c u means.....c la.........dem u aaaahhhhhhh...till the 3rd day i still crying......c la....i wont trust u anymore..........

today i went to s.mall oso jz to c sum1.........bt i fail.....he is nt thr.....haiz.....mke me feel sum sad....mayb.....bt....remember......forget it forever.......jz forget..........plz hlp me to pray tat everyting will b ok.....wish tata i will nt sked for the lonely feeling....i dunwan feel lonely...........bt jz nw i meet my old fren n the faci of kem perdana....ha...hahaha........

wtever nw...i wouldn't care so much for u all....i dunwan gt hurt once more......biarla korang.....gt lost la............

我失去了我最爱的人，我最好的朋友

2010-02-16T13:14:00.004+08:00

~年初一的那天我失去了我爱的人，我最好的朋友。。。我不要这样的结局。。因为我真的爱你。。。。为什么？？？？为什么？？？也许我们都回不了去当初的我们。。。。。DEM GOD MAN!!!!I RELI SUPRISE!!!!!WT THE FUCK!!!!I DUNWAN A END LIKE TIS.....I DUNWAN!!!!!!i reli suprise wt hpn on the first day of cny........u shit.....y wan to play like tis????it's not a joke .....it's not funi k.....do u knw...i reli gt hurt for tat.....it's reli pain .....reli pain.....y?????y the end is like tis.......y wan to lie me......y wanna treat me like tis,.......im suffering for myself alone nw.....im sked of alone nw....cz whn im alone...it will remind me bout u....thn i will cry.....i reli cry for the 1st time....frm the 1st day i love u till now....u hurt me so mani time bt tis time.....IT'S TOO OVER....MAN!!!!!I RELLI HATE U!!!!I WONT FORGIVE U TIS TIME.........I WONT TRUST U ANYMORE!!!!!!!U duno it's hw pain till u cn ply like tis...........it's over......everyting t's over.....i duno wt to do nw....bt im still keep crying....y????Y?????plz....let me forget u......PLZ......LET ME FORGET U......CZ I RELI SUFFERING N PAIN.......IM GETTING VERI VERI VERI HURT......
DIDN'T U FEEL SUM SAD TO PLEY LIKE TIS SHIT.......FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! I HV BEEN CRYING LIKE FUCK OLI...............请让我忘掉你。。。。我真的真的好痛苦。。。。。有谁能懂。。。。。又有谁能告诉我。。。。。我到底要怎样做。。。。我到底要怎样做？？？？？WHO CN TEL ME WAT SHOULD I DO NOW??????WT SHOULD I DO?????IM SKED OF BEING ALONE NOW........I HAVE LOST THE 1 TAT I LOVE SO MUCH......N THE 1 BEST FREN OF MINE......I HAVE LOST U.....................MY FIRST LOVE BROKE MY HEART FOR THE FIRST TIME.....

~BABY,JUSTIN BIEBER FT LUDACRIS.....

2010-02-10T15:33:00.003+08:00

Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my hear
tand we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh
,like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,l
ike baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)
[Justin Beiber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me
and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…
[Chorus]
[Ludacris]
Luda,
When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy,oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks
he made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….
[Chorus]
Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone,
I’m gone

~SORI,cz i jz thought u will alwiz b mine.......
~my first love broke my heart for the first time......
~在你学会掌握的同时你也要学会放手。。。。也许放手也是种幸福吧？？？

祝大家幸福哦。。。。

2010-02-10T15:08:00.003+08:00

huuuuu.....mayb tis is the last dy i cm update my blog b4 the cny.....hehe...n today is my last dy of scol....!!!!!im dem hapi lolx.....xnd scl dy....yeah!!!!!!ystday at clas doing the bi oral is dem funi....haha....gt sm of the students laugh til cry dy n the teacher oso the sm...lolx!!!!bt i oso laugh sepuas-puasnya...bt i didn't cry la...haha....cz thy reli did gd job in their oral......today....i duno it is funi o angri la...the sivik teacher ask us to list down the ciri2 of ur future wife n husband!!!!OMG!!!isn't gt a bit OVER????if list down nvm la....bt afte tat teacher cl us 1 by 1 n go present it in front of the class...lol....dem embrassing......bt btw...v oso laughing la...haha....jz...nt funi la teacher to ply like tis...n afte the cny v nd to do acting smmore....shit lol...i hate doing such thing....bt wtever...tis is the our last scl life...v must aapreciate it....^^...although it is hldy bt teachers still gv us the work...ohhhh.....can't u jz left us njoy our hldy freely???haiz....so...i wil try to fns up al my works b4 the cny....n thn jz enjoy to the max....lolx.......

~hhhmmmmm...stupid.....although u alrdy cm bek n u alrdy .........bt i jz duno r u serious or wt???bt i jz nd to alwiz remind n kep remind myself...it's jz a joke....it's jz a joke........dun take it as serious cz lastly...im the 1 will gt hurt.......jz i duno y alwiz like tis.....nwdays i alrdy ct ur name frm my heart....bt y whn im about to farget u completely....u cm in bek???????haiz....i oso duno la....it's jz a bot fool.....lol!!!!!i jz can't fgt the wrd u tld me,......ooohhhhh mannnn.....dun ply like tis la.......dun make my love for you gt deeeper....i dunwan to.......也许我也有些不舍得去离开你。。。。。很对不起。。。。我................真的不舍得。。。。。

~lastly,jz wanna wish all of u....hope u hv a fun3 n a nice3 HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR n a romantic3, n lovely3 HAPPY VAL3NTIN3!!!!my frens i wil miss u alll!!!haha....n njoy ur hldy to the max.....hope new yr new dream n everything wil b better then last year k....n take gud care of urself when playing on the road...bye for now.....

still no feeling lol....

2010-02-03T16:30:00.002+08:00

~dem shit lo....nxt sun is cny dy...bt i still no feeling????i duno wt hpn lo.....haiz....feeling feeling faster cm bk la....i wan the happiness feeling for waiting the cny to reach....bt so sad afte end of tis mnth oli cny wil end thn trs continue to exam....for tis i gt feeling la....bt....i still dun hv aniting for nxt week....perhaps i stil dreaming lar.....haha........hope soon wil go buy all the cny stuff..mayb afte tat oli i'll fel cny is cuming la....hahaa...nw oli i knw tat if time could turn bek is reli gud lo......

~today is 3rd day of febuary dy.....dem fast ha???time,plz wait for me....i dun wan u go so fast....
at scol,reli bz wth wrk la.......alwiz keep on n i wil try my ez to keep on the stdy spirit k......afte i dlantik to b the biro moral...reli gt tings to do la....1st i thght tat ntg nd to do....bt nw oli i knw tat reli gt ting to do ge leh.....haiz,sori ahh teacher...i will try my bez to do the job....since the day afte the nw stdnts cm to our scol ....gt smtg hpn...smtms i oso pity my fren.....smtm if cn i dinwan meet tat face at scol.....it's jz to fuck for me to c tat face........n tat day my mum said wana put my sis at st.mary scol....bt my response is jz too ovr a bit la....sori ahhh...cz nwadays i reli hate the st.mary GRLS!!!!........

~nwadays the day without u...reli gt a bit lonely n sad....bt hwevr i will try to fit wth the lonely situation.......xwori,i tink i cn do it...i'll ct ur name out of my heart........jz i nd summore tm.....my mum jz told tat 2moro wil go sm...hope cn meet u thr......^^

~ afte spm wt to do????i hv plan tat wana go ipoh....fnd my job,meet my frens n njoy my life thr...bt i hope tis cn realise la...cz kl is a demmm sad place for me...n it is full of the memories tat i wont ever cn fnd it bek anymore.....tat's y i choose to leave here.....wherevr i wlk in tis area....it makes me remind the memories...n wt i hate is i won't fnd bek the memories any more...man....n i wana go thr create my nw memories???....haiz.......lol....spm oso ny yt reach...every1 is planning wt to do....afte spm....haha...

~我还是介意你的话，总在无意间变化，我介意你没忘了她，介意你还放不下。。。我真的介意。。。

boring,boring....

2010-01-30T15:22:00.002+08:00

omg.....it's dem boring...it's not ntg to do....bt jz wanna sit in front of comp.....alot of wrk waiting to do bt jz left it laaaaa.....let me b wth the comp for a while more.....hehee,.....haiz,ntg to said lo....bt today is 30 of JAN!!!!omg,didn't notice tat time has past so fast?????a month hv gone n two weeks later it's CNY!!!!!!yeahhhh.......prepare to gt alot lot of ang pow????haha...n it's the time to rock the hlday to the MAX!!!!lol.....haha...too syok for cny????ystdy my fren tld tat 22NOV2010 wil b the first day of SPM.....WT THE HECK????OOOHHHH...SPM.....y u want to appear in tis wrld....????hmmmmm.....ntg to said...bt duno wt to do...no1 onlinening n no1 is free nw......thght goin the curve tonite bt postpone to tomoro....hope it wil b k......^^...dun u tink if the hp no need to tpp is dem gud rit???haha...reli wish to jz use the hp wtthout tpp ing.....

OHH YA....if time could turn bek wer would u wish to be????
~give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance, i wanna grow up once again...... i wanna go bek to the time i 1st met u,i wanna start it all over again....????

~为什么人总是不想成长，不舍得去忘记？？？？
if time reli cn turn bek 就好了。。。。。

~ no matter wt i do...all i think about is you...even whn im wth my boo...boy u knw im crazy over u...

~baby don't turn bek,dun look back...you stressing up ain't ya love
don't turn bek,don't go oh......

tat's all....wt a day????dem boring???stupid wer r u???so boring leh......cm out la...

4evr makes me cry....

2010-01-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

nvr say 4evr cz 4evr makes me cry.......ntg in tis wrld wil b 4evr.......i gt alot,alot of tings to said....bt to who i wana tel all tis????hw shld i tel my stori???....hw cn i solve tis prob.....cn ani1 hlp to solve it????my heart reli,reli reli pain.....i knw gv up is the best ways...bt human alwiz dun wana grow up....dunwan to 4gt.....i oso dunwan to b like tis bt hw????i knw im shouting inside.....my heart are paining n sicking,,,.....i reli dunwan....i jz dunwan to b like tis....or would u jz tel me smtg......i dunwan to gv up n i dunwan to love..........wt actualli i want?????wt actualii gona hpn btwn u n me????i jz sdnly nt feel gud being alone all of the nite........i dunwan to b alone.... yeah,im afraid of losing u...........????????cn sm1 b my listener n tel me wt shld i do???????????cn u..........cm......................wt shld i do.?????i reli afraid bt im sad to gv up.....plz hlp me............im afraid of losing nw........................................

23 days hv gone......

2010-01-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

~today is satrdy la.....bt oso nd to go scol...bt v went ...haha^_^afte at scol v r wondering y n wt v go for today.???hahaha....blur....bt nvm la....it;s alrdy the final yr so...mz njoy the scol life...hehe...

feling wana slep nw bt alot of ting nd to do.....the scol wrk i jz postpone....post n post...i xcare bout my wrk oso .....so,nw it has bcm a lot on my table nw.....hate it man......hope i cn finish it b4 cny coz whn cny tm i jz wana njoy!!!!!!xwan any wrk....hehe.....2mro gt rentas desa at mtrpltn...bt i xgo.....jz gd luck for the 1 who go......ntg oso at scol today...jz fel reli slepi....

~oooohhhhh....i wana tel the fucker.....plz get off frm us......althgh nw everyting alrdy settle....bt plz shut ur mouth la fucker........stupid....wt a ???? u got ...i reli gt sm upset wth u la...haiz...bt ntg cn do oso.........hwevr...i reli hate thm nw.......FUCKER+STUPID=PPL I HATE!!!!!! bt STUPID,,.....is the 1 tat i hate n love????wt a?????shut up la....plz shut up fucker......i won't let u hurt me n my frens agn.......

~STUPID,...........thx.............i miss u....i hate u.........plz dun make me wori n sick bout u......dun sddnly.....diassapear...n dun tel all the stpd ting like tat fucker la........

~FRENS,thx for by my side..........it's fun to b fren wth u al....stdy hard k.....^_^

reli nd to be ready....

2010-01-10T14:56:00.003+08:00

oh man....1week n the first week of scol hv been past like tat...would it is a little bit too fast????i oso duno wt im doing at the 1st week of scol???all i knw is it is reli a dem bz of scol work days!!!!nw oso i nt yt fns the wrk...alot waiting for me to write the answr....haha.....haiz....nowadays reli tirina me cz mani ting had hpn....wth the scol n all the stpd stuffs la.......i jz hope i cn carry on my spirit of study...cz i reli tired of the wrk....T_T...plz hlp me la....it's gud for me if i gt a doraemon by my side nw......n ya...of course stupid....i need you too!!!!!it's been 1 week dy...n i oso bit tired waiting for u la....bt wt to do????i oso duno....

ystrdy,went for the place tat hv been a long time i didn't went...soo,it's jz as usual.....hear the advice...luckily...ntg hpn...haha....n ystrdybro l tld me tat he went to jhr!!!!althgh he alrdy tld me tat he wil go...bt im still too shck to heard bout it......cz afte 2 years oli he cming bek man...ohh,afte u leave us...who goin to snd us bek???who goin to cntct stpd for me????who goin to blnj me to eat n who goin to cm tmn me lpk whn im bored????....hwevr i jz a bit sad with ur leaving.....tc of urself k........hope v cn meet bek very fast...i knw tat whn i reach tis yr...im goin to sad cz every1 willl b leaving...n altgh us...afte spm oso will b leaving n seperate........i knw the day will cm..i jz hpe tat dy i will nt crying...haha..

'stupid'......haiz...i oso duno.la....i wana met u...u gt tld b4 afte scol i cn c u rt???bt y everyting had jz chge in a moment???yyyyyyyyyyyy????????i gt so mani y tat no1 will cn evr xplain it to me....all i knw nw is veri tiring of waiting n missing sum1.........it's making me boring for wait for u all the days.......i dunwan to fel tis boring wthout a reason.......i reli hate myself tat day y i tel goodbye.....c la...i would nvr say goodbye agn....

y?yyyyyyyyy?????y????

2010-01-07T18:19:00.002+08:00

y the god alwiz like to play ppl like tis...it's doesn't feel gud la....i hate it la...today v all plan dy all the ting...bt the last minute oli all fail dy....haiz...reli shit...i can't scld my frens la cz nt thy falt oso....haiz...i jz nd to b humbles la...wt to do????i dun like la.........

ystdy oli i wriring bout him...today he cum dy....haiz......thx for cming bek!!!!i reli miss u!!!!haha...
^_^...........

WATCHA SAY-JASON DERULO....wt did she say???

2010-01-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever
[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together
[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
[Bridge]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right
[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!
[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

2010-01-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

****RoCk YOUr LIFE!!!!!!!^_^

18th day of 2012.......

~2012.......

:'(

ntg change.....

~a tir3d dayssssss.......~

~..........

~trust......

~death.....

~last week ....fews days...??

~heppi mooncake festivall.....!!!1

~I WANT IT THAT WAY....!!!!!

.............................

WORK.........family...

frenship.....

~1st time ever sem break.....

.............................

~i hat3 u!!!!

today....

8 june 2011........

=(

=(((((

=(

~felt mre comfortable..

heppi valentine day evry1

hlday strt....=( ???

new year??

no lov3 no cri3s.....

felt sori.......=(

＝D

3jan.....new life begin.....

~YEAH......HAPPI N3W Y3AR!!!!

new year's eve........=D

M3rRy X'mAs...!!!!

I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you

what should i do ? you’re leaving i only love you....

請銘記你十五六歲時愛上的那個人

=(

SPM

cryg for noting='(

t3nsi0n

huuuuuu

~h0p3 everyting goin fine......

bored sia...

sad...T_T

fxxk laaaa

HAPPI HOLIDAY N RAYA DAY!!!!

Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.

im sittin,thinkin n dreamin........haha

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again ♥ ♥

~your silence reli killing me........=(

happy birthday to malaysia?

.............................

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

SAD!!!! =(

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂???

???????????

weekend?

u make me wana say...oooooooooooooOMG!!!

I told you not to leave me alone

4 days pass....

HAPPI BDAY SANZ!!!!

al3jandro

Like are you the one should I really trust

~karnival sksu.....

hmmmmmm..........

HURT,PLZ LEAVE ME????

~FrIdAy?

爱情 ♥

haizzzzzzz.....

~????????

i jz love the simple day,simple life......

????????????????

???????????

hmmmmmm..........

~ffuuhhhhhh......

~y mz put a title here ???

you knw i never wana hurt you...

DIL3MMA.....

i wan nobody bt u........

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂???